The Return of Dakshy

Wow, it has been AGES since I even visited my blog!

Just realised that it is open to public too - crap!

Anyways, I've left Monsoon Cup - seeing that's my last post.

Studying now, doing my degree in Pharmacy!

Life is.... well, not so good. It's been quite challenging recently. With random people entering and leaving my social life. That should be a good thing, but for me (Ms.Anti Social), that's not good one bit. Life should be consistent - I shouldn't be involving new people. It should be the same. People should NOT know much about me and I should remain a mystery to people :)

BUT, I just realised that there are downs to being Anti-Social, despite having that amazing sense of superiority because nobody knows shit about you :) Yup, there is a problem with that.

Your feelings become unreadable to people. That, my dear people, is NOT GOOD.

No matter how happy you are, or how sad you are, nobody will actually know how you feel until you tell them. Trust me, having to tell someone all the time that you're happy, sad, excited, scared - NOT GOOD!

You start feeling like the ones around you are estupido! Because they simply don't know how you feel! Worse still, they'll ask you over and over again, "Are you happy? You were upset with what I did yesterday?? Really??"
Aaaaarrgghh!! Isn't my moves saying all that?!

Answer: Nope. You don't show anything, how am I to know?

True.... I love being the invisible one, but the outcome - Dakshy is feeling-less. Sigh. Again, NOT GOOD.

The only reason why I haven't started hating the world for the way it is, is solely because I opened myself to a few people around me over the years. One obvious one would be Yoga. Yup, it took me quite some time, but now, all I'll have to do is pick up the phone and say "Hello.." and he'll know whether I'm ecstatic or depressed. :) How nice! I don't have to say a word more. Just pour out my heart. And one look at my face will tell him whether or not he's gotten me the right ice-cream for the mood I'm in. Wonderful, innit?

After him, would be Koo, who I'm soooooo glad to have with me in uni. I tell you, it was just God's plan... To have someone I'm close to on campus - so that I don't die of depression and loneliness. God's plan - A grade!

Soooooo many things have taken place over the last few months of my life - especially since October 2010. Soooooo many things that can't be written here, for public viewing. :) They shall stay with me. However, I must say that I have learnt a lot. I can say I have somewhat grown in the last few months... To be someone who can actually accept consequences of my actions without blaming anyone. I feel.... grown.

Oh, and exam period is in. Exams are starting on the 11th of May. Oh lord, for how much I'm procrastinating, I'll be having 1hour of sleep per day to get through the syllabus before the day of the exam. Crap-ness!

Ciaos..

Can't promise when the next post will be, but... I *gotta feeling* it should be soon :)

~Dakshy~

Abhi na jaao chhodhkar, ke dhil abhi bhaara nahin

Monsoon Sailing School

Hey everyone!
Dakshy has just returned from the Monsoon Sailing School! The event was organized by my company (and me) at Putrajaya Martitime Centre. It was a beautiful place wei! Really! The landscape, the view, the interior designing, everything was superb!

The event went extremely well too. The participants were very nice people, the weather was very friendly, the VIPs turned up, I didnt miss out anything I was supposed to do. Yup, it was an awesome event (and my first one too!)
I met a whole lotta people there too.. from our internal coaches to our inhouse yacht manager to Astro crew to the Deputy Minister of Youth and Sports to the chairman of the Monsoon Cup to a lot of people la. Can't be listing each and everyone of them. :P

Anyhow, all's good and over. Now, I'm back to the office... Safe and sound.

Oh yes!! And note to all:
I have been accepted into IMU!!
Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!

~Your wish will come true~

The Weather

The Gloomy Weather
the alarm rings.. snooze 1.. snooze 2.. stop alarm 20 mins later.. lift head from pillow.. take a deep breath.. open the blanket to face the window... no sunlight.. drop head back to the pillow, pull back blanket and sleep.
wake up 15 minutes later to realise that i'm fucking late for work.

This is how it has been for over a week now. The weather is so bloody gloomy every morning! The haze has completely blocked the sunlight to reach the surface of the earth! Do you know how it feels to walk out of home or to look out the window??

- It looks like its gonna rain at all times and I end up taking my umbrella everywhere I go, BUT it won't rain.
- When you take a deep breath, you end up choking rather than feeling refreshed.
- If you're out for more than 1 hour, your eyes begin to tear and you just wanna get back indoors.
- Its so friggin hard to wake up every morning as it just looks so gloomy and sleep comes pulling you back to the bed.
- When you sweat, the droplets just stick to your body and makes you feel sticky rather than evaporating and making you feel comfortable again.
- Headaches come more often than the happy jumpy feeling.

So yea. Life gets very badly affected when the weather turns its ass on us.

The August Babies
The next time I see Rebecca, Siewie and Jie Lee, they're all gonna get it from me! One on the right cheek and one on the left.
Why??
Well, I have been sending out emails to them and NO replies!! Planning a sleep over isnt very easy if your girlfriends dont reply and decisions cant be made you know. :(

The current plan for the sleep over is...
Friday, 28th August
We meet up at one spot and drive to Pei Yi's college in Kota Damansara.
Hang out there and spend some time in her college.
Leave the college and come back to KL to hang out somewhere.
Go back to my house to park the bags and go out for dinner.

Saturday, 29th August
We wake up laaaaaaaaaaaaaaate.
Go out for breakfast (if its still btreakfast time) and hang out the whole day.
At about 8 something, we get to a club and start the clubbing session that'll go on all night.

Sunday, 30th August
We wake up laaaaaaaaaaaaaate again.
Amble out of bed and get ready to pack up and leave.
Have lunch and depart to respective homes.

And THAT would be the plan for the sleep over. Simple and easy.

Supplies needed for sleep-over:
Clothes
Abundant supply of food!!
Car - 2 units (or 1 unit will be good too, if squeezing is okay)
Cash

Yeap and that would be all the Sleep Over 2009, in conjunction of the August Babies' Birthdays.

A-Level Results
My results are coming out!!!! Oh lord, please bless my soul!
My A-Levels that I completed in June 2009 have been analysed and marked by examiners in the UK. Thus, the results are being released on the 11th of August 2009.

Yeap, the ultimate result for a 2 year course that i slogged and completed. It will therefore be determining my life on the 11th, which is next week Tuesday.

And Yoga has been scheduled for a trip to Jakarta for 6 days on the 9th of August. He'll be coming back only on the 14th.

~ I can do it on my own, I hope ~

duke, the german shepherd

Hey everyone! I realise that I have only been publishing posts after long breaks. Can't help it la. I really didnt have anything to blog about.
But now I do!!

Duke!

Duke is my 5month old German Shepherd, who I spend most of my time with. We bought him recently to guard my mom's shop in Bangsar since the break-in rate is really high there. He's such a darling and he's very attached to me. :)

Here are a few photos of him..

at the entrance of my mom's shop

Yoga, Duke and I

His sad face, pleading to me allowed into the shop

His day out to the park @ Quepacs

Every morning, I would go over to my mom's shop, feed him milk, play with him for a while and go off to work. The reason why I have to go over every morning is because nobody else can handle him and put him into his cage. After work, I'll take him for a walk , play with him for a while and feed him dinner. He'll be left behind in the shop at night to guard the place.

He's such a darling but as days go by, he's growing rapidly and whenever he jumps on me to show his excitement, I feel like the weight of the whole word has landed on my chest and just pushing me down. So yea. Its not a very nice feeling. However, he's very obidient if not for the jumping. :)

Sleep Over 2009
Yeap, that's right. We're gonna have the second sleep over this August. It's gonna be just like the one last year BUT this time I'm gonna try my level best to have the clubbing session that we couldn't have last year. :) I have to make it work. My friends and I have not been clubbing since the time we turned 18 you know. I mean, we've all been separately, but not together! I have a number of places that will be perfect to hang out. The biggest problem though, is getting the permission from mom. *sigh*

~is London a must??~

the King of Pop

This morning, i was woken up by the news that The Ultimate King of Pop, Michael Jackson has passed away. I truly couldnt believe it. I knew that he just turned 51 this year, and teh fact that he died of a cardiac arrest simply shocked me even more. I still can't digest the fact that he is no more.

A tribute to Michael Jackson..

I have been spending the whole of today listening and watching all of his songs. The world has just lost one of its finest musicians.

May he Rest In Peace.

~You'll live in our Hearts MJ~