exhaustion!!

i'm so freaking exhausted so much so my limbs are failing to function as one. they're not even listening to the interpretation given by my brains. that explains why i'm taking so fucking long to type a single sentence without having to 'backspace' so many times.

anyhow, moving on to the happenings of today...

surprisingly went to school - only to pass up a doc to yin ling for the editorial board thingy. haiyo. i actually thought that being in the language department would mean that i'll get to write essays and display my work in the school magazine. but NO. all i've been doing is writing reports and not any of the fun stuff. and the 'best' part would be the reports have to be written in BM!
'you kidding me uh?!' i first asked yin ling.
she answered saying, 'nope'.
and since then, dakshy has been writing reports in BM for the fucking school magazine.
sigh.

next,the day went smoothly, mainly because we didnt have sejarah by pn.anbarasi. praise mother of Jesus! the day went fantastically without her super slow speech and nagging useless advises.

right after recess, i went down to the teachers' room and passed the parcels of sinfully-sweet smelling brownies to selective teachers.
reactions??
pn.noriyah - dakshyani! kamu bake sendiri ke? wahh... terima kasih...
pn.norizah - thank you dakshini.. buat sendiri ke?
pn.siti perwati - wah.. dakshyani buat memang sedap.. terima kasih ya..
datin hasna - oh my god... dakshyani.. thank you so much..
pn.hasnita - oooh... dakshyani.. i'm so touched!

hehe. nice to hear such comments from very few nice teachers in my school. anyhow, when it came to pn.hasnita, pn.rohana who sits next to her was like, 'you never do for me huh?'
i was SO taken aback. what the hell la? you happen to be a bitch who doesnt like giving marks whereas she LIKES giving marks. so, she gets the brownies and you DONT. isnt it simple to understand? the best part would be that, she continued it in the class too. she went like, "so, dakshyani, you like her better than me la?" WTF?!
i resolved to - ignorance is bliss.

after school, i was scheduled to teach sumeshie and stella chemistry. so, waited in canteen till they came and then went over to 4intan to teach the two of them. started at 1.30 and finished at 4. fuck! i was tired. i never knew teaching intently would take up so much of energy! but, somehow i feel really good teaching. which exlpains why i really wanna lecture in the future. i shall not proceed with what all i wanna say after that, as anger might take over.

finished teaching session and headed home. reached home and slept.

now, blogging while listening to colonial cousins. hmmmmmmmm...

i shall 'click' before i fall asleep once again on the keyboard.

click!

~ cant-live-without after all ~