kinda tipsy

and dakshy stays over after all.

stay-over was fun because...
1. i was helping my cousin pack (i love packing!!)
2. i got to watch my MU - birmingham (and MU won baby!)
3. food wasnt forced down my throat

so, yea. stay-over was fun.

today - dakshy's got MEGA plans. which is to STUDY and then study and then study and then... well, you now the rest. today's subject - chemistry! so i dont think my schedule is gonna be that hard to follow.

lately, i've been somehow doing a lot of thinking and wondering. for instance, times when there happens to be study breaks (most of the time when i'm lazy *smiles*), i end up day dreaming, thinking and wondering and also at times, i fantasize.

anyhow, during this period of time, i have been thinking a lot about life after school. since this is like my last year in school, and there are only a few months away from school's end, i really beginning to wonder.

after this...
~ teachers who you know so well wont be teaching you
~ there wont be the need to wear uniforms
~there'll be very few restrictions when it comes to your appearance
~ you wont be taking the same roads which head to your school
~ you wont be seeing your friends on a daily basis
~ your weekly allowances from parents will become monthly allowances in which you'll have to manage them WELL
~ you'll be exposed to the OUTSIDE world where survival skills are bloody essential
~ social problems will enter a whole new level
~ you wouldnt know which part of the world you're gonna be in

fuck! i can go on and on!

anyhow, the conclusion would be that things are really gonna take a turn. a freaking 90` turn!
we can be babies and not want to move on OR we can be grown-ups and take the challenge to adapt to new surroundings.

this is when i feel like saying,
" i dont wanna go anywhere or do anything! i just wanna stay here and enjoy my life with my friends forever and ever! you cant make me leave this life i have! YOU CANT!!"

but, of course if i decide to do so, the results would be..
" dakshy! you're gonna get your ass whipped!" mom says.

so, yea. i guess dakshy's gotta be a grown-up and behave like one. it's gonna be really tough, but let's just see how things go.

i'm a little tipsy. talking crap. so, dont bother that much.

moving on. i have finally decided what i'm gonna wear from the dumb graduation my school's gonna have. i'm gonna be wearing a baju kebaya. as much as i hate the sight of it, mom (who's fashion sense ROCKS) said that i'll look really nice and elegant. so, i guess baju kebaya it is.
will be getting one today most probably. see la how.

note to all - dakshy has been kinda different of late. i know. please adjust to her as she promises to be back to normal sometime soon.

till then,

click!

~ testing my patience ~