secret admirer - crap!

Kasturi seminar cancelled
I didn’t go for my seminar today. N.O.P.E. I just didn’t wanna sit in that class all alone, neither did I want to be somewhere so bloody crowded so much so the space given to me to breathe is as big a coffin. (extreme choice of words – I know). But seriously la wei. I dont think I’ll survive another lesson in kasturi’s seminar. For all I know “co-incidentally”, my class might be scheduled for a pervert to walk in a one of the teachers. So, no seminar for me. No thank you.

And I have made up my mind. The next time I step in there (in which I have to because I bloody paid for it), I’m only going in with siew. It doesn’t matter if I’ll have to share notes with her because they don’t give notes out to those who are assigned to different classes. I don’t give 2 fucks ok?!

School yesterday
As I mentioned yesterday, our group studies was cancelled. So, as we decided we should go back, we went over to the phone booth.

“Akka. Dakshy here”
“Yeah?”
“I’m not having my group studies today. Could you come pick me up?”
“Now?”
“Yea la.”
“Can I come pick you up at 3?”
“Why so late la? Come now la.”
“Cannot la. I wanna watch desperate housewives!”

This is when I made a conclusion :-
Sisters give more importance to starworld programs than picking their siblings from school. Therefore, schedule school timings according to astro guide.

Shellacking
The second floor of my house was shellacked yesterday, with strict orders that nobody is to step on that floor till 5pm. And what time does dakshy get back after school? She gets back at 2 something after begging sista to watch repeat of desperate housewives later at night. So, as I reach back home, I am told to be downstairs till 5pm. Without having anything to do as my revision books and stuff are all upstairs in the god-forbid-second-floor, I lie down on the oh-so-comfortable bed in the guest room. It was seconds before I drifted off to the gates of slumber land. Couldn’t help it la. I haven’t been having sleep for the past few weeks.

Anyways, before I knew it, it had already been 2 hours since I dozed off. Not being able to sleep any longer, and having so many things in my head that needs to be done, I stormed out of the guest room carried my bag and dashed upstairs. The things I had to do would be switch on my hp, take my bath, use the pc, and watch tv. Now, you tell me. waiting for 2 hours to do all these is too long rite? my point exactly!

Walking on the “dry” surface of the parquet so gently, I reached my room safely. Pheew! Looking back, I checked for trails. Nope. No trails. Praise the lord. Actually, the floor dried way earlier. It’s just that my mom’s paranoia about the perfect-ness of the floor is really really bothering. I don’t think I can blame her. The shellacking did cost a bomb. Therefore, I’m quite sure that a teeny weeny little damage on that floor is gonna have me looking at one pissed off face who has all authority to throw me out. Due to so, the smartest move would be too take all possible safety measures.

Secret admirer
Last night, while intently watching ugly betty, a message dropped in. Reading the messages sent by an unknown, I replied almost instantaneously.

Holla hot gurl. What doing? Makan d?
Who’s this?
Your admirer. Fantasises you every moment sweety. Damn you look so hot.
Name please. No name, no talk.
Really? Come on. Been stalking you for the past few months now. At least I deserve a little chat don’t i? cant wait to take a bite on you.
Nope. No name, no talk.
Then sorry la. Have to take hard measures then. Hope you don’t regret.
Hard measures would be?
You sill see soon.
Right.
I’ll see you in school or your mom’s shop then.
Great.

And that secret admirer crap was a guy who I’ve been trying to avoid since god-knows when. He’s such a pain in the ass and he just doesn’t get the fact that I don’t like him and that his existence in the same planet as me is very bothering and gives me a bloody hard time. No matter how much you tell them, why is it they don’t get it? Is it because they are too dumb or their skin is 10cm thick?
I really wonder.

Sista dearest
Last night, when my sista got back from a day’s work in my mom’s shop, we had some sister-ly time together. we watched some movies and lepak-ed for a while. Though it wasn’t something big, I really liked spending some quality time with my sista. Really la wei. Its been so long since I’ve hung out with her. I really miss those days when she was still in school and wasn’t working in my mom’s shop. We used to spend so much of time with each other. Though we used to argue really often, we never stayed apart.

We used to watch at least one movie together everyday and talk so much before dozing off together in her room and we used to do our prayers everyday together. Those were the days. Now, she’s got a boyfriend who demands a lot of time from her and she works in my mom’s shop and only comes back home late everyday, exhausted to the core. I guess that’s what happens when your elder sister grows up way faster than you, leaving you to catch up with her later on. And I guess this is how the distance between siblings grow.

Don’t ask me why I am so emo k. just cant help myself.

No studying for the day
Studies for the day has been cancelled. Yup. Didn’t feel like studying today la. Maybe because I simply studied too much yesterday and that my brains just cant absorb anything anymore. So, I guess tonight’s gonna be one long night for me.

Chef dakshy
Today, I woke up semangat-ly thinking that I should do something to help out my grandma. Preferably cook with her. So, having that in mind, at around 2 something, I switched off the pc I was using and went downstairs to the kitchen.

Avva! I’m gonna help you cook today!
Huh?
Yup. I’m gonna help you cook.
Dakshyani. I cooked already. I was just about to call you to come and eat.
What? I though you only start cooking at this time, that’s why I came down thinking that I can help you out.
Dakshyani. If I start cooking at this time, then you can only have dinner everyday and no lunch.

So much for my semangat berkobar-kobar untuk mempraktikkan nilai kasih sayang terhadap keluarga. Cis.

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~ you don’t need a reason to fall in love with someone ~