Thursday, 21 February 2008

chem prac

mom thought me since young... whenever delivering news, always deliver the worst and then, move on to the better ones. so, i shall start off with chemsitry practicals.

chemistry prac
"hey. you freaked out about chem prac?" sareeza asks me.
"no la. why would i? what much of a pain can he be?" i say.

2 hours later....

"now?" sareeza asks.
"he's a bloody arsehole!! bloody hell! i've never met such a meticulous person before in my life! screw him! may he end up in hell!!!!!!!" i reply in the voice of satan.

oh lord. you have got no idea what sort of a pain he is during practicals wei. i thought he's only an asshole during theory lessons but man, he is definitely worse during practicals wei. i felt like slapping him across the face. do you know that he made us stare at the burette for 5 minutes to just get the exact reading that he got? and mind you, i got his reading the first time itself but he just didnt wanna accept it.

"i'll be doing the whole experiment before you can start in front of you. after i'm done, while you're doing your experiment, i'll be correcting each and every one of you. and evey single one of you WILL make mistakes. BUT, dont you dare correct me while i'm carrying out the experiment here. if you do, you'll be in my bad books forever. i know what mistake i'm making and i know how to correct it. you just mind your own business."
now you tell me la. can anyone ever survive with a person like this being your chemistry lecturer? if anyone cant, how on earth can you expect dakshy, the girl who has been well known of her hot temper, stand this sort of a pain for 6 hours a week?! is this logical in any way?
but i have been surviving and hopefully survive for the next 16 months.

Almighty, give me all the strength to not burst at one of your malfunctioned creations. pleeeeease!

after chem, while on the way back from the lab to our classroom, we met our biology lecturer.
"so, dakshyani. how was your first chem practicals?"
"it was FANTASTIC!"
"haha.."
"it was attrocious la mam. i simply couldnt take it."
"why la?"
"haiyo. mam. let me just say that those 2 hours were one of the most torturous 2 hours of my life that i have encountered in a looooooooooong time."
"haha. all the best because you've gotta be with him for another 16months." she laughs and walks away.

damn it. SIXTEEN BLOODY MONTHS!!

last night
while doing my chemsitry notes like a good girl last night, my sister calls me..
"babe. watcha doin?"
"nothing la. completing my chem notes."
"oh ok ok. guess what? amma and i got 4 tickets to watch the premier of a new movie."
"ooookkaaaayyy.."
"yea. banuma, mughila, amma and i are going. guess what movie?"
"jodhaa akbar?"
"yeap."
"bye."

can you believe my sister?! she got FOUR tickets for a movie that i've been dying to watch and didnt even call me for it! she got somebody else to go. and the best part is that she made the effort to call me to rub it in my face that they'll be going for it and iy wont. ISH! aishwarya rai is said to be wearing gorgeous accessories and looks bloody good in the movie and hrithik roshan is said to have built his body so well that you'll practically drool just looking at his body and not even reaching to his bloody steaming hot face.

nevertheless, i have nothing to worry. i'm gonna be watching it with Yoga once he comes back from china tomoro. that would be waaaaay better. so, i guess i'm not that bothered after all. : )

driving
whoa! i got to drive back home today from a taman where we usually practcice driving. hehe. he's damn nice wei. my instructor is an old guy who has got sooo sooo much of patience with me. he actually didnt get angry with me at all despite the fact that my engine died 6 times today. hehe. he was constantly saying that he wont scold me and that the dying of the engine is something so common. driving is fun wei. just cant wait to get the driving exam over with so that i can get my hands on auto. ish ish. manual is so annoying and energy consuming you know. argh!

tuitions
i've got tuition to teach for shamita and her sister tomoro. haiyo.. already i'm so anxious that my Yoga is coming back tomoro at 8pm. and now, my tuition has been scheduled for 7 pm. ish ish.

ciao!

~ 1 day exactly ~



Wednesday, 20 February 2008

wednesdays

wednesdays
oh lord. do you all know something? wednesdays are the only days in the week that we have 4 hours of biology back to back. no joke wei. usually, each period is given 2 hours and on wednesday, we've got 2 periods of math. that would mean..
2X2 = 4!!!!
fuck wei. and you know what's the best part? TODAY is wednesday!

biology
it has been scheduled that the first period of bio is practicals and the next is theory. so, putting on my brand new labcoat which looks quite good on me, we all enter the lab. my biology lecturer is Madam Leela, she's really sweet and she somewhat likes me a lot. dunno why. i can tell. the way she keeps calling me to help her with stuff and smiling at me, praising me for right answers and not the rest, sparking conversations with me... she seems to like me.
oh wait!
this is like the first biology teacher of mine that ever, EVER liked me! as far as i know, my form 4 biology teacher, puan noraziah is a bloody pain in the butt and despised me to the core. form 5 biology teacher was puan siti hanim, she pretended to like me but picked on me whenever i was doing an experiment. she just had so many things to say la. but now..... madam leela likes me!! hahha! how fantastic is that? and because of her, i'm actually beginning to like the subject. which is GREAT!!

experiment today however was really fun. we were investigating the reactivity of catalase enzyme in green peas. hehe. it was so fun to watch the green peas bubble up when hydrogen peroxide is poured on it. it goes all foamy and bubbly. hehe. i was playing with it nonstop.

morning morning
oh damn. last night rite.. i barely slept. i rested my eyes and every few minutes i would wake up and stare into the empty space above my bed. and that was because i was on the verge of falling sick. yeap. once again. mom somehow mom came to the rescue by forcing down 3 tablets into my throat. after that, the pre-fever syndrom stopped but then i couldnt sleep. i think i only slept at 6.30 and i had to wake up at 7.05. screwed up rite?

anyhow, after reaching college and realising that i've got an extra of 20 minutes before class starts, i bent over on the table and tried sleeping until...
"dakshy.. dont la sleep.." shiva says.
"yeah.. dakshy wake up la." kevin continues.
"dakshy dakshy dakshy.." shiva irritates.
"if you sleep now, i sware you would dream of the entire sweeney todd scene which i just elaborated to you." kevin pushes it.
"aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaarrrggghh!!" dakshy screams.

seriously wei. shiva and kevin were irritating the life out of me. ish ish. but, not sleeping had an advantage. we talked more about sweeney todd, the movie and i got to know more about it since i havent watched it yet. good in a way. hahah. but oh my god. sweeney todd sounds bloody SICK! thank god i didnt watch the movie. as much as i know depp acted fantastically and sang happeningly in that movie, i dont think i'll ever be able to sleep after that la.

sorry siew. i dont think we can watch that movie together. any movie but that la.

twist
you know something? i got a call from my veena teacher today...
"dakshyani. can you come for class tomoro instead?"
"why teacher?"
"because the other girl cant make it today la."
"oh yes ah. but cant i just come in today and practice alone?"
"the thing is that i want the 2 of you to play together so that i can choose who can represent our music academy."
"ohhhhhh.. ok. i'll come in tomoro."

after all the practicing i've been doing, she wants to test me and see if i can actually join the comp?! do you mean to say that she thinks that girl, the ultimate pain in the butt bitch, can play better than me and join the comp instead? you must be kidding me wei. she was the one who chose me initially and said that i can join the comp because i'm the "best". and now, she's testing me?! i'm so gonna play so well and that she wont even consider that bitch to join. just watch....

chem practicals
oh yea. and i've got chem prac tomoro. fuck wei. i was told by my seniors that he's a real pain and that loves to hawk on you while you're carrying out the experiment. and if you dont do it right, he'll just shout at you like nobody's business it seems. omfg. i'm getting bloody scared wei. already i hate practicals and now that i'm being informed of stuff like this, i'm shit scared of tomoro.

ciao!

~ 1 and a half days to go ~

Tuesday, 19 February 2008

fast one

to start off with, i'm just letting everyone know that i'm bloody sleepy and that right after i'm done with my blog, i'm gonna take a short nap before my driving lesson start. so, it's gonna be a fast one.

chem test
haiyo! all those build-up he gave that the test was gonna be damn tough and that if we dont do well, he's gonna "kill" us was absolute nonsense! the paper was bloody easy ok. bloody easy. calculations wee just like SPM and there wasnt much "twist" (like he always says) and everything was damn simple. i was done within 15 minutes and the rest took about 30 minutes. waste of time la. i was studying so hard last night for nothing! ish.

headaches
i've been having very frequent headaches nowadays you know. i really wonder why. some say its because of the heat and the weather change that's so drastic past few days. some say, the radiations from handphones have been found to be causing headaches and people should limit the usage of it. guess what? i've been hanging on the phone nonstop lately. hehe. i'm not doing it on purpose you know. Yoga is not in the country, so the only way to converse with him is to use the ingenious creation of mankind - handphone. : )

but anyways, these headaches come around 10 times a day and last for about a minimum of 15minutes. i'm getting a little scared you know. i cant get into the car without expecting a headache to follow neither can i use the pc for more than 1 hour without switching it off after that before i'm done using it in full. should i get it checked or am i just exaggerating?

fingers
oh.my.god. last night, i practiced my veena for only 30minutes and my fingers were nearly gonna tear apart. damn bad shape wei. i couldnt feel a single thing, neither could i use it for anything. the pain was excruciating for the first hour and slowly it started reducing but the throbbing pain is still there. hell la. i really dunno how am i gonna manage all the mega practices after this. all because of being a lazy pig and not touching the veena for more than 1 month. who do i blame?
dakshyani.

ok la wei. i'm ciao - ing. damn sleepy and tired. less than an hour to knock out.

ciao!

~ 2 and a half days to go ~

Monday, 18 February 2008

exhaustion!!

whoa! i'm bloody tired wei. really. i've been lacking time to spend on myself you know. i barely talk to anyone i know for that long and i havent spent much time sitting down and relaxing myself. thank god for Yoga coming back yesterday. or else, my sunday would have been even more hectic studying. there's just no end to bloody a-levels wei! ish! its like evreytime you're done studying something, there's more waiting for you at the back. fuck wei. but i wouldnt blame anyone but myself when it comes to this. because dakshy, the self-acclaimed multi-tasker chose a-levels and now the only thing i could do is shut up and study it without complaining.

chemistry lecturer
oh fuck him! cant stand him la wei. he's such a pain you know! he barely lets anyone answer his question after he's asked you know. then he'll say that we're very slow and that we cant even answer his questions despite all the teaching. what the fuck la?! you dont let us complete our sentences and you expect to get your answer?!
his favourite lines would be :
"faster! faster! faster!"
"dont think!! just write. the more you think, the more time you waste! just follow the steps. you all wont get anywhere if you all think. you're not me."
"keep writing! dont stop. keep copying! fast!!"
"why arent you following what i've been doing?! i dont like your method! just do mine!"
"its only my way here in my class ok?! dont try being smart and following somebody else's method!"

oh lord. if i ever catch him outside the campus, i'll chop him up and scream into his ear just like the way he does wei. no joke. i'll kill him! bloody idiot! do you think that you're SO bloody smart? smarter than my tuition teacher? he can clear you in seconds ok?! back off!

and i've got his exams to sit for some more tomoro. thanks so much for the wishes siewie. so sweet of you. i think i'll need all the luck in the world to make sure i score super high marks to keep his bloody mouth shut for good. he really needs to know that he's messing with a chemistry lover and that no matter what he does, i'll never be shit scared of him, like he wants me to be, neither will i hate the subject at any which point.

lab coats
i got my lab coat!!! hehe. i look damn funny wei. hehe. you should check it out. i'll post a few pics later on. mom says i look like a doctor in the making. haha. actually rite, i;m beginning to make myself like the whole medicine world. i mean, eventually, that's what i gotta do. so, what the heck? i'll just like it and do well as my mom wishes and yearns. its the least i could do for her la. cos, despite all the financial problems she's having, she's still working extra hard to make me Dr.Dakshyani one day. i cant possibly let her dreams shatter at this point. i'll do it.

china
Yoga has left for china. OMG! do you know the condition of the weather there in china?! its bloody hell 5 degrees wei! even lesser at times it seems. you can dream on to stay outdoors for more than 2 hours even upon putting on the thickest clothes ever made for winter. pity him you know. its freezing there. nevertheless, he happens to be another polar bear, just like his girlfriend. so, he's surviving happeningly. : )

holidays
i'll be having holidays from the 20th to the 30th of march! hooray! i promise you that i'm gonna spend the whole of those 11 days relaxing and spending minimum time studying. i really need the break
oh wait.
who am i trying to kid la? i've gotta study like crazy during the whole of that week because i'll be having an exam for all my 3 subjects after that. hell la.

competition
guess what?? i've been chosen by my teacher to take part in a veena (indian instrument i've been learning) competition! and i'm the only one chosen from the whole of my music academy. i'm so excited. but, this comes with a whole lot of practicing wei. a whole whole whole lot. i really hope my fingers dont fall apart because they are comfirmed to be totally feeling-less by the time the competition comes. i really hope i win the competition too!

gifts from india
Yoga has bought me very very very nice gifts from india you know! eeee. i;m so excited. i'm yet to see them because i told him to only give it to me when we go out for my post-birthday date. so.. let's wait and see.

ciao!

~ 3 days to go ~

Sunday, 17 February 2008

sleepy

bloody driving
my driving lessons (practicals) are starting on tuesday! fuck la! how the hell am i gonna have the time to finish my other homework if i keep occupying myself with all these stuff? already i got barely enough time and only have the time to do homeworks and i have barely revised anything. and my chemistry teacher (mr.sarcastic) is having a test and so is my math teacher (mr.bariny). how the hell am i gonna cope? ish!

Yoga
Yoga's back for the day!! yay!! but he'll be leaving to china tonight for a work related thing. you know how sweet he is to allocate some time for me today to come over to the shop and see me through his tight schedule? eeeeeeeeeeee! he's a sweetie pie.

tuitions
i've started teaching tuition after such a long time. yeah. after teaching form 4s in form 5, i havent thought anyone. and now, i've started teaching my cousins maths. shamita and sucjita - sisters. tuitions have been going good, but then, i've lost touch and it seems to be taking up too much of my time. i got lesser time now la. haiyo. but i think i asked for it cos i've added another student to the list, sucjita's friend. so, i'm teaching 3 of them twice a week for 1.5 hours each class. time consuming but it brings in some income. so, i guess i cant have the best of both worlds. so, shut up dakshy!

valentine's
this valentine's, my dearest friend in college, shiva, was sooooo sweet. just because i've been really nice to him by helping him out with his homework and all, he got me flowers, a card with a super long sweet message, and chocolates! haiyo. it was so nice of him you know. and mom and dad got me something really nice to wear. sista got me hair-removal cream! hahha. she's such a cutie la. as much at is embarrassing to receive such a gift on valentine's, it was something i needed. so, i love ya sis!!

sleepy
i'm actually damn sleepy right now because i barely slept last night as anticipation simply got me. i was so excited that my yoga was coming back and that i could see him after such a long time. so yea. i've gotta go get dressed also now. he's ocming to pick me up from home. gotta go!

ciao!

~ break fast~

Saturday, 16 February 2008

post birthday - delayed

the night before
the night before my birthday, we went over to michealangelo's and had dinner. whoa! the food was to glory wei! italian! haha. really enjoyed myself eating. underlined - EATING. i ate. note to siew, brenda and all those who think i dont eat and survive on thin air. :) after that, however, we went over to karma - a club in hartamas to cut my cake with my sister's friends and all. that was kinda fun. music was blarring and the best part was that i was accompanied to a club on my 18th birthday with my mom, dad, sis and GRANNY DEAREST. yeap. my grandma actually came to the club with me to cut my cake. how chun is that??

birthday wishes
at sharp 12, Yoga called me all the way from india and spoke to me for like 20 minutes. it was so nice of him. though he was restricted to be outside of his dorm at that time of the night, he still took the risk and spoke to me for so long. i was so touched.

my cousin from uk, aunt from ny and relatives from kl were all calling me nonstop and my phone was ringing constantly till about 1am. after all the calls, i finally rested the phone down and spoke to my family who were patiently waiting for me to be done. they all wished me and by the time i was on my bed to recharge myself for my college the next day which starts at 9am, it was 3am. not that bad.

birthday itself
after a super long day in college, i came back home and started operating my new LAPTOP from acer that my mom got me. whoa! it was super sleak wei. damn chun. anyways, while i was using it, i heard the doorbell ring and i was told to open it. running down to the main gate, i see a guy standing there with a humungous bouquet in his hands. he then came to me and..
"miss dakshyani?"
"yeah.."
"a bouquet from mr.Yoga for you."
"oh my god!"

oh lord.. the bouquet was so pretty! and it was so sweet of him to arrange all these during the hectic period before he was to leave for india. eeeeeeeeeeeee! i was so touched!


isnt it pretty??

oh yea. and recently, we took some family photographs. check it out.

















ciao!

~one more day~

Tuesday, 5 February 2008

birthday birthday birthday!!

birthday outfit

i have finally got my birthday outfit. oh wait. outfitS. hehe. i now have 2 dresses, one being the one i just bought yesterday and the other one being the one yoga bought for me, 1 skirt, relatively very pretty, 2 blouses, chic and chun and 1 pair of shoes. actually right, i have got lesser outfits than what i had last year. but what the heck? if i had complained, mom's exact line would have been...

"why dont you try putting on some weight so that you can look nice in the clothes they have?! you're so thin that everthing you try looks as though its hanging on a hanger!"

so, to avoid such situations, the best thing to do is shut up and thank mom for bringing you shopping and spending a few hours without complaining that most of the clothes i try has to either be made one size smaller than the smallest size or altered completely. : )

birthday plans

mom and i have officially made plans for my birthday. which would be a dinner in either KL Hilton or PJ Hilton, or whatever i change my mind to, again. hehe. and the party is gonna be post poned to 22nd feb, as yoga wont be around through out the whole week of my birthday.



birthday gifts!

the other day, mom came over to my room while i was getting dressed and asked me...

"dakshy, your birthday is coming.."

"yes mom. i'm so excited!"

"yea.. about your gift. i've been thinking.. do you want a laptop or a new handphone?"



*dakshy faints*

can you actually believe what my mom asked me? i literally fell on the floor and looked up at her, asking..

"you serious??"

haha. interesting huh? but anyways, i havent made up my mind yet. wait la. i shall decide something by the end of the week, which was the deadline she gave me. eeeeeeeeeeeeee!! i'm so excited wei!!

college homework

haiyo. i cant believe i had gotten so used to myself not having any homework to do and being so happy-go-lucky for the past few months (even before spm) that now i find the homework given by my lecturers SO hard to complete! damn it la! i just cant stand having my homework in my mind, constantly irritating me till i get them done. and now that i'm on a 10 day break, its even harder to cope with my social life you know.



my chemistry lecturer had to give us one entire booklet to conplete and my biology teacher had to give me a BIGGER booklet to complete and my maths lecturer had to give me an entire BINDED BOOK OF HOMEWORK!! i hate the bloody word, HOMEWORK!!

ciao!

~ parted for SO long? ~