exhaustion!!

whoa! i'm bloody tired wei. really. i've been lacking time to spend on myself you know. i barely talk to anyone i know for that long and i havent spent much time sitting down and relaxing myself. thank god for Yoga coming back yesterday. or else, my sunday would have been even more hectic studying. there's just no end to bloody a-levels wei! ish! its like evreytime you're done studying something, there's more waiting for you at the back. fuck wei. but i wouldnt blame anyone but myself when it comes to this. because dakshy, the self-acclaimed multi-tasker chose a-levels and now the only thing i could do is shut up and study it without complaining.

chemistry lecturer
oh fuck him! cant stand him la wei. he's such a pain you know! he barely lets anyone answer his question after he's asked you know. then he'll say that we're very slow and that we cant even answer his questions despite all the teaching. what the fuck la?! you dont let us complete our sentences and you expect to get your answer?!
his favourite lines would be :
"faster! faster! faster!"
"dont think!! just write. the more you think, the more time you waste! just follow the steps. you all wont get anywhere if you all think. you're not me."
"keep writing! dont stop. keep copying! fast!!"
"why arent you following what i've been doing?! i dont like your method! just do mine!"
"its only my way here in my class ok?! dont try being smart and following somebody else's method!"

oh lord. if i ever catch him outside the campus, i'll chop him up and scream into his ear just like the way he does wei. no joke. i'll kill him! bloody idiot! do you think that you're SO bloody smart? smarter than my tuition teacher? he can clear you in seconds ok?! back off!

and i've got his exams to sit for some more tomoro. thanks so much for the wishes siewie. so sweet of you. i think i'll need all the luck in the world to make sure i score super high marks to keep his bloody mouth shut for good. he really needs to know that he's messing with a chemistry lover and that no matter what he does, i'll never be shit scared of him, like he wants me to be, neither will i hate the subject at any which point.

lab coats
i got my lab coat!!! hehe. i look damn funny wei. hehe. you should check it out. i'll post a few pics later on. mom says i look like a doctor in the making. haha. actually rite, i;m beginning to make myself like the whole medicine world. i mean, eventually, that's what i gotta do. so, what the heck? i'll just like it and do well as my mom wishes and yearns. its the least i could do for her la. cos, despite all the financial problems she's having, she's still working extra hard to make me Dr.Dakshyani one day. i cant possibly let her dreams shatter at this point. i'll do it.

china
Yoga has left for china. OMG! do you know the condition of the weather there in china?! its bloody hell 5 degrees wei! even lesser at times it seems. you can dream on to stay outdoors for more than 2 hours even upon putting on the thickest clothes ever made for winter. pity him you know. its freezing there. nevertheless, he happens to be another polar bear, just like his girlfriend. so, he's surviving happeningly. : )

holidays
i'll be having holidays from the 20th to the 30th of march! hooray! i promise you that i'm gonna spend the whole of those 11 days relaxing and spending minimum time studying. i really need the break
oh wait.
who am i trying to kid la? i've gotta study like crazy during the whole of that week because i'll be having an exam for all my 3 subjects after that. hell la.

competition
guess what?? i've been chosen by my teacher to take part in a veena (indian instrument i've been learning) competition! and i'm the only one chosen from the whole of my music academy. i'm so excited. but, this comes with a whole lot of practicing wei. a whole whole whole lot. i really hope my fingers dont fall apart because they are comfirmed to be totally feeling-less by the time the competition comes. i really hope i win the competition too!

gifts from india
Yoga has bought me very very very nice gifts from india you know! eeee. i;m so excited. i'm yet to see them because i told him to only give it to me when we go out for my post-birthday date. so.. let's wait and see.

ciao!

~ 3 days to go ~