formula one baby!

*edit title*

formula one WITH baby!

haha.

morning morning
oh god. i couldnt sleep the whole night wei. i was given grand stand tickets by Yoga to go watch the grand prix in sepang! that's like my ever so dying wish that i wouldnt mind giving up anything to go for it. (well not anything...) so, yea. the whole night was all about figuring out what to wear and how the experience might be, preparations and so so so so much more.
1am - toss

2am - turn

4am - toss again
6am - turn again

7am - toss again again
8am - turn again again

8.30am - i'm up!


so,yea. i woke up at 8.30 itself to be dressed by 9.30. :) bathed for what felt like more than an hour and got dressed. came downstairs and minutes later, Yoga came over to the house to pick me up and off we went.

weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!

entrance
walked in with a super duper wide smile on my face and holding his hands. through out the whole journey in, which was bloody long, there were so many many exhibitions. and one of it was the McLaren cars.
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!

stood by the cars and the camera went click click click. hehe. couldnt help myself la. and Yoga was constantly telling me to give poses with the cars. so, what much can i do? pose la! (not that it was hard to do.....)

chun right.....

the race
the race was fantastic wei! i mean, we were sitting in the perfect-est place in the whole circuit- the place where there were 2 curves abd the most over-taking takes place. seeing the cars at that speed and the ear-blowing sound produced by the cars, the adrenaline rush....... oh god. nothing could replace it wei. it was simply great.

the results
the ultimate results was a little depressing though because McLaren made it to the 3rd place and Lewis wasnt the one. he was 5th. :(

1st - kimi raikkonen
2nd - kubica
3rd - heiki kovalainen

but anyhow, it was great wei. simply great!

MU - Liverpool
hahahhahahaha! in your face Rafa Benitez! you losers are gonna walk alone after all. right at the back. muahahahahah!
i was actually really sleepy that night after the super long day in F1, so, i couldnt watch the match, it was just nice for me to get back home, and sleep to glory. the next morning though, hearing the fantastic results of 3-0, i was recharged the whole day! hehe. we thrashed liverpool outright wei. the feeling is so superbly indescribable.

chelsea - arsenal
this was even more fantastic. arsenal lost wei! i think right, monday was one of the best days of the week this week. hehe! the losing of arsenal and the winning of MU. overdose of happiness wei.

click!

~ one hell of an experience~

the DAY!

pre-results
the night before the collection of my bloody SPM results was.. torturous! seriously wei. and we just HAD to have a small get-together whereby my entire family comes over for dinner and a small time chit-chat. ish ish. actually the get-together was to greet my mom who just got back from a 5-day trip to Bangkok. so yea. through out the whole night, the only topic of conversation was - dakshy's spm results. aaaaarrrrrgggghhhh!

already i havent been sleeping for the past 3 days because of this nonsense, and now we had to have a discussion about it. how freaking annoying!!! anyhow, they go on and on and on and on trying to console me and make me relax, BUT, being dakshy - the nervous reck - the consoling didnt help one bit. i just keep on worrying about it and barely participate in any of the convos.

the lines said to dakshy....
Yoga - dont worry la.. you'll definitely get at least 8As.. i know you and i can foresee it already...
aunt sue - you already have 8As in your pocket. dont worry. you'll do great.
mom - have faith in yourself. you know you did well. 8As - you''ll get.
sista - you're smart la. you'll get more As than you expected (i expected 7As initially)

finally, at the end of the dinner, when everybody left and the house was to myself, i went up to my room and settled down. Yoga calls and we talk all night long, trying to calm myself and catch some sleep if possible.

morning
the next morning, 11 something - siew calls. i get super detailed info about everbody's results which helped boost my nervousness for the day. anxiety grew and grew and grew. i was supposed to meet siew and all in school, unfortunately, she had to leave a little earlier and i had to arrive a little later. that would explain why we couldnt meet. damn it!

anyhow, i reach school at around 11.45 and step out of the car with mom and sis. as i turn around, i see Yoga walking behind me! oowwwww. how sweet of him to actually take time-off and come to my school to collect my results with me.....

ps: siewie. that was the surprise i was talking about the night before. i actually expected him to turn up. : )

*skip the entire walking into classroom and signing*

i take a look at my results...

8As wei!!!!!!!

i was so bloody happy! finally! all those hardwork paid off! i'm getting a scholarship in college!!! with the happening results, i walk out of the classroom to my sis and Yoga who wait patiently.

"i got 8As!!" dakshy.
"aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah!!!" sista, Yoga and i.

i then get a hug from sista and then GIVE a hug to Yoga in front of my mom. haha. that was damn chun wei. i mean, since we've already informed mom about Yoga and i, i guess it wasnt a problem. that was the first time i actually did so, in fact. hehe. dakshy's got guts!

then, pei yi, jie lee , charandeep and all get hugs and we finally adjourn to lunch in times square. we hit to the dome and lepak with Yoga till about 1.30 and he leaves to work.

surprise surprise
in the evening at about 4 something, while using the pc in mom's shop....
"dakshy!! come here!!"

so, being the absolute blur one, as always..
"why??"

in irritation, they say..
"haiyo. shut up and come la!"

as i walk towards the reception, i see the delivery guy waiting with a bouquet in his hands.
"miss dakshy?"
"yeaaaa..."
"from mr.Yoga."
"aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...."

it was flowers again.. he's so sweet you know. and this time, he got me my favourite flowers - gebras.
*smiles bloody wide*

night
that night, mom organized a dinner in the Chile's in BSC. we had everyone come over and had a small time celebration. it was nice. ate to glory and headed back home at about 1am.

one hell of a day wei.

to all
to all of my friends who sat for spm..
if your results were good - celebrate
if your results were not-so-good - fuck it

seriously wei. come to think of it right, spm isnt everything. it was just a big deal because its going on now and because we're 18. a few years down the road, or just a year from now, nobody would even think about your results. your pre-u courses and your A-levels results matter more. this spm is simply nothing. dont give it a thought. even your celebration for it is gonna be short lived because you've gotta get back to your life, which matters more.

final word - screw it.

click!

~ anything you want~

apologies..

oh my god! okay la okay la. i'll update. isssh issssh.

reason

actually right.. its not that i'm simply not updating you know. its so hard to find time to blog you know. college takes SO much of my time. i'm sorry ler...

power point presentation
oh fuck! do you know that i never knew how to operate the entire powerpoint crap till the other day when i was forced to do it myself?? ish! anyways, the convo between Yoga and me..

"hey.. are you busy in work?"

"no la.. why?"

"welll... ummmmm.. i need help..."

"what is that?"

"ummm.. in biology.. my lecturer has given us a task each, which is to do a powerpoint presentation on enzymes..."

"okayy.. what do you want me to do?"

"ummmm.. i dont know how to operate powerpoint at ALL..."

he laughed his head out.


yeap. haiyo.. what do you expect la? i'm a computer illiterate. i barely know how to make most of the things in a simple computer to function. so, yea. that was how it went.

after all the laughing and learning, i finally learnt how to operate microsoft power point. and guess what?? on my presentation day, despite having the least practice, i was nominated the BEST speaker!! hehe. nevertheless, my group got the last because my other 2 members weren't good and i didnt train them.

is it really my fault that they dont know a single thing in this chapter?
is it my fault that they cant speak english well?
is it my fault that i had to get all the information myself and do the presentation too?
is it my fault that they couldnt remember the pronounciation of the words despite me teaching them so many times?

what the fuck la?! but, i was just glad that they were nice people and thanked me at the end of the presentation for couching them and all. so, yea. that was helpful. and they are really sweet. janice is a very close friend of mine now and she's my first sarawakian friend. not bad right?
(trying to be an optimist)

results
my fucked up SPM results are coming out TOMORO!!!!! T.O.M.O.R.O.!! ESOK! NALAIKI! (dont know other languagess).

i'm so bloody freaked out wei. and my Yoga says that he'll be glad if he could come with me to achool to relieve my tension before collecting the results. how nice of him? he actually doesnt mind taking time-off to come collect my results. owwwww. he's such a sweetie wei. seriously.

anyhow, last night, my entire dream was all about the PMS - sorry SPM - results. ish. i was so irritated that beyond one point, i just gave up sleeping. and yesterday itself, my aunts called me up to ask my results. what the hell la?! i was so pissed you know. when i told shamita about my aunts, all she said was..

"if i were you, i would have just said, my results are mine and you dont have to give a fuck about it. thankyouverymuch."

haha. i just wished i could say that. but as you know, if i do, the entire world would simply collapse. if my family doesnt know my results, they would commit suicide in anxiety and kill me in the process too. what can i say?
that's how my family is. cant help it.
curiosity doesnt just kill the cat, but kills my family too.

holidays
my holidays are going on now. till sunday actually. which will be like, great. except for the fact that my results are coming out tomoro and that the rest of the holidays will be GREAT or simply miserable, whereby i'll just lock myself in the room and cry my heart our till the liquid content in my body reduces to 1%.

and you know something, my sister, cousins and Yoga are so sweet. they said that no matter what my results are, they'll take me out on this saturday to "celebrate". 'take me out' would mean that they'll take me clubbing for the first time. how nice of them.

oh damn. my heart's beating faster!

graduation
Yoga graduated the other day. last week, actually. from completing something that i'm yet to actually know. not bad right? and he took a whole lotta photos in my mom's shop. i shall post some pics the next time i blog - which will be very soon. i promise. :) sorry la. it's really hard to find time you know. especially when you've got more presentations coming up back to back and your chemistry teacher and your math teacher decide to have exams around the same time. so, you should understand me.

click!

~ resign ~