apologies..

oh my god! okay la okay la. i'll update. isssh issssh.

reason

actually right.. its not that i'm simply not updating you know. its so hard to find time to blog you know. college takes SO much of my time. i'm sorry ler...

power point presentation
oh fuck! do you know that i never knew how to operate the entire powerpoint crap till the other day when i was forced to do it myself?? ish! anyways, the convo between Yoga and me..

"hey.. are you busy in work?"

"no la.. why?"

"welll... ummmmm.. i need help..."

"what is that?"

"ummm.. in biology.. my lecturer has given us a task each, which is to do a powerpoint presentation on enzymes..."

"okayy.. what do you want me to do?"

"ummmm.. i dont know how to operate powerpoint at ALL..."

he laughed his head out.


yeap. haiyo.. what do you expect la? i'm a computer illiterate. i barely know how to make most of the things in a simple computer to function. so, yea. that was how it went.

after all the laughing and learning, i finally learnt how to operate microsoft power point. and guess what?? on my presentation day, despite having the least practice, i was nominated the BEST speaker!! hehe. nevertheless, my group got the last because my other 2 members weren't good and i didnt train them.

is it really my fault that they dont know a single thing in this chapter?
is it my fault that they cant speak english well?
is it my fault that i had to get all the information myself and do the presentation too?
is it my fault that they couldnt remember the pronounciation of the words despite me teaching them so many times?

what the fuck la?! but, i was just glad that they were nice people and thanked me at the end of the presentation for couching them and all. so, yea. that was helpful. and they are really sweet. janice is a very close friend of mine now and she's my first sarawakian friend. not bad right?
(trying to be an optimist)

results
my fucked up SPM results are coming out TOMORO!!!!! T.O.M.O.R.O.!! ESOK! NALAIKI! (dont know other languagess).

i'm so bloody freaked out wei. and my Yoga says that he'll be glad if he could come with me to achool to relieve my tension before collecting the results. how nice of him? he actually doesnt mind taking time-off to come collect my results. owwwww. he's such a sweetie wei. seriously.

anyhow, last night, my entire dream was all about the PMS - sorry SPM - results. ish. i was so irritated that beyond one point, i just gave up sleeping. and yesterday itself, my aunts called me up to ask my results. what the hell la?! i was so pissed you know. when i told shamita about my aunts, all she said was..

"if i were you, i would have just said, my results are mine and you dont have to give a fuck about it. thankyouverymuch."

haha. i just wished i could say that. but as you know, if i do, the entire world would simply collapse. if my family doesnt know my results, they would commit suicide in anxiety and kill me in the process too. what can i say?
that's how my family is. cant help it.
curiosity doesnt just kill the cat, but kills my family too.

holidays
my holidays are going on now. till sunday actually. which will be like, great. except for the fact that my results are coming out tomoro and that the rest of the holidays will be GREAT or simply miserable, whereby i'll just lock myself in the room and cry my heart our till the liquid content in my body reduces to 1%.

and you know something, my sister, cousins and Yoga are so sweet. they said that no matter what my results are, they'll take me out on this saturday to "celebrate". 'take me out' would mean that they'll take me clubbing for the first time. how nice of them.

oh damn. my heart's beating faster!

graduation
Yoga graduated the other day. last week, actually. from completing something that i'm yet to actually know. not bad right? and he took a whole lotta photos in my mom's shop. i shall post some pics the next time i blog - which will be very soon. i promise. :) sorry la. it's really hard to find time you know. especially when you've got more presentations coming up back to back and your chemistry teacher and your math teacher decide to have exams around the same time. so, you should understand me.

click!

~ resign ~