Friday, 11 April 2008

driving - yet again

another entry about my driving
today was the worst session ever! i simply couldnt take it. i really dunno if it was just me, but the handbrake was bloody hard today wei. it just didnt budge evreytime i try pulling it up to halt. i had to use all my strength each time to pull it up in full. i had a tough time. actually right, the first 1 hour was okay. not that bad. BUT, the following hour was incredibly tough. my hand started getting so soar and evreytime i had to pull it up, my fingers were burning like crazy because of the friction and the force. anyhow, i just kept quiet and never complained.

as i got down from the car after my 2-hour session, i looked at my left hand and got a shock out of my life! the skin had all started peeling, i had a humungous blister at the bottom of my middle finger and my hand was red and soar. couldnt do anything with that hand till it was treated with some medicated oil.
i might sound like a real spoilt brat. but i'm not. seriously. i can do hardwork and all. so, yea. i'm not exaggerating.

bio chromosomes
here comes another nightmare assignment. last week wednesday, my biology lecturer gave this so-called smalltime assignment. whereby, we have to get in pairs and solve a puzzle of chromosomes. its something like this..
we're given 3 sets of jumbled up human chromosomes, whereby there'll be 23pairs of chromosomes in each set. what we're supposed to do is, pair up the jumbled up chromosomes to form the fixed 23 pairs and paste on the given sheet of paper. as much as it sounds bloody easy, let me just clarify to you that those unpaired chromosomes are 2 cm long (at the most). so, can you imagine how tough it was?

geesh! it took me 2 hours plus to complete one set. and i have got 2 more to go and pass it up by monday. goodness goodness goodness..

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~ coming back tonight!! ~

Thursday, 10 April 2008

not feeling good

disturbed
i dunno why but i have been very disturbed lately. i'm yet to figure out why. this feeling has been getting on my nerves as i havent been able to concentrate on anything properly. i cannot be feeling like this for long you know. whether i like it or not, i have to find a solution to this and get it over with.

veena

my fingers have been tortured to the max. seriously. i couldnt take feeling so down for no reason that i started playing my veena like a crazy person for more than an hour nonstop. and the consequence of doing so?

look below.



so yeah. you should get what i mean. the pic isnt that clear because it was taken like one day later when it healed a little. ish ish.'i think all my sensory receptors on those 2 fingers are gone wei. there's nothing much left there i think.

chem prac
weeeeeeeeeeeeeee! today, i did my chemistry experiment all by myself and it turned out SO BLOODY ACCURATE! no joke wei. i prepared the solution by myself, i did serial dilution myself and completed the whole titration all by myself. without the help of shiva too! i was really good you know. i never even made a single mistake! i'm so proud of myself wei. i have never really done an experiment by myself before.

actually right, though this Daniel guy is a real sarcastic bastard who needs to be thrown into a river of hungry crocs and watch his slow death with popcorn in one hand and coke in the other, his teaching is really good you know. his notes and his way of teaching is really effective and impossible for you to not understand. he's really good.

nevertheless, today, he was abnormally sarcastic. he just went on and on. i think i needed more than 200kJ to keep my mouth shut from replying his bloody sarcastic lines. i was trying to concentrate on my experiment so badly and i had to ignore him at the same. oh god. it was some mega multi-tasking i had to do wei. arrrgggghhh!

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~batam for 2 days - gonna be tough ~

Monday, 7 April 2008

handyman

why oh why vista??
damn wei. my vista in my lappy toppy failed to do what it was supposed to do as a loyal companion to me. okay. i'm getting a little over-ly emotional. BUT, lemme explain to you. my lappy toppy (laptop) which has the oh-so-wonderful-vista has expired BECAUSE i the bloody salesman who sold me the CD to download the vista thingy sold me a pirated one. therefore, the "original" software happened to be a trial period one for the price of an original one and it expired. so, now, the only thing i have in my lappy is the internet connection and that is it!

can you imagine?? this also means that i dont have any of my saved docs till i renew my whole thingy. i'm so pissed you know! and you know what;s the best part?? my presentation is coming up on wednesday and i need my lappy to be back to normal by then. this is just another thing to add on to my 'worry-list'. fantastic.
nevertheles..
just as i thought my entire life was over, Yoga comes to the rescue!
*plays superhero music theme*
yeap. he says,
"dont worry dakshy. just bring your manual and the docs which came with your lappy. i'll get it fixed and everything will be back to normal. trust me."
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!
this is why you need a handyman with you. he's always there to save the day when everything falls apart. chun right? hehe. so, looks like my life is saved after all. : )

laziness...
haiyo. how lazy can i get la? i mean, seriously. i started my gym again now and i'm facing a big time problem.
you see, lately, the jam to my college everyday is S.I.C.K.E.N.I.N.G. i cant take it wei. its just like that in every part of bloody kay-hell.
so, my ingenious sister, comes up with her ingenious suggestion. which is to go to the gym with her every morning at 6.30 in the morning everyday, work out for about an hour, then go to college form hartamas whereby we'll be travelling against the traffic and there'll be very much less jam. FANTASTICO!
but.. here comes the problem. the first week, everything was falling in place. wake up at 5.30, leave home at 6, work out till 7.30, leave gym at 8, reach college at 8.15. perfecto. BUT, the next week, laziness set in. haiyo... lazy bukan main lazy wei. i just couldnt wake up so early in the morning. despite the fact that i sleep very little each day, the task to wake up that early in the morning, just to go to the gym was bloody tough. so, i started saying, "tomoro.. tomoro.. tomoro.."

and now, going to the gym at least once a week at that time of the morning has become almost impossible. nevertheless, i admitted my laziness to my sista and she told me to just go to the gym with her on fridays through the weekend. this is gonna be so much better because i wouldnt have to wake up at 5.30, whereas i only have to wake up at 7 something. so, its great.
something;s better than nothing right??

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~ cho very the sweet ~

Wednesday, 2 April 2008

people have changed

holy crap! i just realised a superbly vital information that people are never the way they are when you first meet them. seriously wei. lemme explain by giving you examples of people in my college.

stephanie chan
ooooooh ma god. she's the worst of the lot.
initially - she seemed very helpful and nice to talk to because she minded her own business and never talked to me unless i were to talk to her. so, i didnt mind her at first.

later on - when yoy see stephanie - RUN! no joke wei. i cant stand her! she behaves like a complete know-it-all. i mean, if you know something, and extra information or whatever, just keep it to yourself and dont publisize it la. who wants to know that you know how to operate Vista so well and you're very well versed in it? who wants to know that you read biology textbooks when you're bored at home and that you have practically finished the syllabus in your head?! who wants to know?!! go find someone who can be interested with the nonsense you talk and get out of my face in the process why dont you?!
oh and yea. during the biology presentation, she had to come over to me and brag about how she did her presentation and where she got all her info from and all that. haiyo. try being in her class wei...

shivaraj
he's a darling wei. really nice guy. but he too has changed - this time, for the better.
initially - he was just a friend to me, talking to me whenever we were in class and all that.

later on - he's a very very close friend to me. he halps me out whenever i have a problem and i help him whenever he has a problem. he walks me to my car everytime i go back after college earlier than him. he once in a while waits for me till my mom comes to fetch me to make sure i'm not alone. he shares all his problems with me, especially his x-gf and stuff like that. he's a really good friend.

lim kevin
my class rep. haha. i think about him itself ah, i feel like laughing. he's a bloody smart fellow with the brains of 2 humans put together. seriously. he's a straight As student and doesnt behave like one at all.
initially - i felt he was a real stuck-up and the authorative type who wouldnt wanna talk to you unless necessary. he also spoke to everyone but me for some reason which i cant get right.

later on - he's a bloody witty and funny fellow. haha. seriously. he now talks most to me compared to the rest in the class. and he's really fast with jokes and all. he sits behind me now and irritates the life out of me whenever he has nothing to do. and he somehow or other has something to say about my outfit everyday. oh and his past time - fool us that the following class has been cancelled and that we can go back.

i guess that's all of them who i have realised have changed since the first time i met them.

siewie
siewie is going through a tough time in college right now and i feel really bad you know. i mean, i have practically been there with her all the time since secondary school so much so,if i were not to go to school, she too wont come. we used to talk so much everyday and know inch details about each other, but now, things have changed. seriously. i feel as though we've grew so much apart. not that we did it purposely but its just that we both have been so caught up with things. we used to call up each other at least every alternate days to talk, but now, its lesser than once a week. i actually feel really bad for not helping her to go through this you know.

as her best friend, i should be there by her side, talking to her and making life so much easier. but, what am i doing?? i am so into my a-levels that i barely have the time to talk to her.

i'm really sorry siewie. really really sorry. i really hope you understand me...

anyhow, i just read her blog the other day and got to know that she has started taking the public tarnsport herself and things have become so much easier. i'm so happy for her! my siewie is independent wei!! yay yay!!

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