people have changed

holy crap! i just realised a superbly vital information that people are never the way they are when you first meet them. seriously wei. lemme explain by giving you examples of people in my college.

stephanie chan
ooooooh ma god. she's the worst of the lot.
initially - she seemed very helpful and nice to talk to because she minded her own business and never talked to me unless i were to talk to her. so, i didnt mind her at first.

later on - when yoy see stephanie - RUN! no joke wei. i cant stand her! she behaves like a complete know-it-all. i mean, if you know something, and extra information or whatever, just keep it to yourself and dont publisize it la. who wants to know that you know how to operate Vista so well and you're very well versed in it? who wants to know that you read biology textbooks when you're bored at home and that you have practically finished the syllabus in your head?! who wants to know?!! go find someone who can be interested with the nonsense you talk and get out of my face in the process why dont you?!
oh and yea. during the biology presentation, she had to come over to me and brag about how she did her presentation and where she got all her info from and all that. haiyo. try being in her class wei...

shivaraj
he's a darling wei. really nice guy. but he too has changed - this time, for the better.
initially - he was just a friend to me, talking to me whenever we were in class and all that.

later on - he's a very very close friend to me. he halps me out whenever i have a problem and i help him whenever he has a problem. he walks me to my car everytime i go back after college earlier than him. he once in a while waits for me till my mom comes to fetch me to make sure i'm not alone. he shares all his problems with me, especially his x-gf and stuff like that. he's a really good friend.

lim kevin
my class rep. haha. i think about him itself ah, i feel like laughing. he's a bloody smart fellow with the brains of 2 humans put together. seriously. he's a straight As student and doesnt behave like one at all.
initially - i felt he was a real stuck-up and the authorative type who wouldnt wanna talk to you unless necessary. he also spoke to everyone but me for some reason which i cant get right.

later on - he's a bloody witty and funny fellow. haha. seriously. he now talks most to me compared to the rest in the class. and he's really fast with jokes and all. he sits behind me now and irritates the life out of me whenever he has nothing to do. and he somehow or other has something to say about my outfit everyday. oh and his past time - fool us that the following class has been cancelled and that we can go back.

i guess that's all of them who i have realised have changed since the first time i met them.

siewie
siewie is going through a tough time in college right now and i feel really bad you know. i mean, i have practically been there with her all the time since secondary school so much so,if i were not to go to school, she too wont come. we used to talk so much everyday and know inch details about each other, but now, things have changed. seriously. i feel as though we've grew so much apart. not that we did it purposely but its just that we both have been so caught up with things. we used to call up each other at least every alternate days to talk, but now, its lesser than once a week. i actually feel really bad for not helping her to go through this you know.

as her best friend, i should be there by her side, talking to her and making life so much easier. but, what am i doing?? i am so into my a-levels that i barely have the time to talk to her.

i'm really sorry siewie. really really sorry. i really hope you understand me...

anyhow, i just read her blog the other day and got to know that she has started taking the public tarnsport herself and things have become so much easier. i'm so happy for her! my siewie is independent wei!! yay yay!!

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