Friday, 18 July 2008

batman

meeting
yesterday, we did go out to the pavilion. yeap. all of us. actually 3, bout it sounds nicer when you say "all". hehe. anyways, jie lee and i met up at about 1.30, as planned by my college. since her college is just behind mine and there are feeder buses from her place to mine, she decided to just come over. then, my mom came to pick us up at about 2, and off we went.

the meeting was supposed to be at 5, since the movie was at 5. then it was brought forward to 4, then it was brought forward to 3 something. that would be because, mom was a little bit busy in the shop and couldnt send us later on once we go to the shop. so, we had to straight shoot off. reaching there, we had lunch and was lepaking and after that siew, joined us at 4.

movie
movie was good la. really. except the fact that i would have been completely lost if siewie wasnt sitting next to me cos it was bloody bloody confusing. i nearly though of sleeping off because i had absolutely no clue of what was going on and the batman dude wasnt that good looking after all.

i actually though that the movie was gonna be simple and not as bad as batman begins. you know.. batman's the hero. his identity will be kept as a secret. there's a heroin. she'll like him as batman. batman will like her, but while he is just Bruce Wayne. then, when batman tells her that its not possible, she'll like Bruce since she's close to him. and all through out, there'll be a villain who'll be all out to kill batman and batman will have to risk his gf's life while saving Gotham city.

that's what i actually expected. but NO! do you ever think that they'll finish it easily? ish ish. they had to have harvey dent, an ugly gf, and a lot of people who just made me more confused. not that i'm complaining that the movie is bad or anything. in fact, the movie was GOOD. especially batman's car and bike. whoa! it was worth the money and the shivering under super low temperature in the cinema.


classes on friday
guess what la. i've been scheduled to have classes on fridays also from this week onwards. my only free days is gone! i mean, i have saturdays and sundays, but saturdays, i have my tuition to teach and sundays, i've got more tuition to teach. also, fridays and sundays are the only days when i can wear my super short skirts and all that cos saturday's i've got my music class that i HAVE to be dressed traditionally for.

irritating right? some more, i only have one class. whereby, i'll start at 9 and finish at 10.30. for that, i've gotta wake up at 6.45, get dressed, embark on a journey that gobbles petrol and takes forever to end because of the ridiculously large number of vehicles on the road, reach college and come back through the traffic back to mom's shop. ish ish!

okie. looks like i gtg. kinda doing something right now.

click!

~ time to realise things ~

Thursday, 17 July 2008

from the library

from the library
i'm currently in the library of my college again. actually, waiting for jie lee to finish class and meet me up at our common mcd. the plan for the day is, we're gonna watch Batman. "we" in this context would refer to siewie, jie lee and myself. yeah. the group shrunk from 6 to 3. that would be because the rest are having their exams and loads and loads of assignments. though i'm also technically going through one of the hard programmes, i dont have as many assignments as they do. quite surprising though.

before coming into the A-level programme, i actually motivated and prepared myself to manage my time properly and make sure i get to do all my assignments on time and literally got to know most of the procedures for presentations and portfolios and all that. but, after joining the programme, looks like i wont be needing all those skills after all! hehe.

  • no wearing formal clothes on presentation days.

  • no deadlines

  • no articles and research

  • no plagiarism

  • no paraphrasing

  • and ULTIMATELY, no stress!

yeap. isnt that fun?? but i'm not going through anything less than them. my syllabus is so much more taxing that all those stuff. it balances actuallly. and my results dont matter at all on my powerpoints and all that. its entirely on the god-forbid-super-duper-freaking-out-of-mind-humanly-impossible-exams.

memories
the other day, when i was quite bored at home, as nobody was at home because;

  • mom went to get the new maid

  • dad was at work

  • sis was with her bf

  • grandma was in temple

  • maid was being replaced

  • cat was asleep

i went through some of my school pics. you know, when i was in school, everybody used to tell me that once you leave school, you'll really miss it and wish that you could go back. hearing that, i used to think,
"what nonsense! who would ever miss that kind of a hell hole?? are you kidding me?!"
but now, when i think about it, i'm really beginning to miss school, as that was one period of time where anything and everything you need were taken care of. you seriously dont have to do anything for yourself. when you need absent-letters, parents are there. just pass the letter and you're done. when you flunk a subject, just tell the teacher and problem solved. whenever there are functions, you'll be right in front organizing them and being the centre of attention AND you dont have to bother of what's happening in class.

all you have to do is come to college and none of this happens again. when you need absent-letter, though your parents write them for you, you'll STILL get screwing from the lecturers. when you flunk a subject, you have to get extra screwing from lecturers and still re-sit the paper. when there's a function in college, you'll not be organizing it unless its a party for 2 and at the end of the day, you'll never be the centre of attention.

and my friends! we used to have lunch all the time last time. i mean, at least recess which was 20 mins. and not to forget, the in between times, when there are no teachers in the class and we just hang outside our classes. now, we can only meet each other once in 2 months. sometimes even longer! and somehow or other, someone wont be able to make it. so, you can imagine how hard is it to even see the entire group together.





now, you tell me. if you just left school and ended up in college, wont you miss it??

driving test
yeap. my driving story is YET to be over. remember the last time when i said that i failed my driving test because my bloody car didnt go up the bloody slope? well, i havent re-sit it yet. i'm going for couple of classes this weekend and will be sitting for my exam on the 21st of july. that's gonna be one hell of a stress before my car goes over the slope!
wish me luck everyone!

ciao!

~ out and fine ~

Wednesday, 16 July 2008

tested

being tested
suddenly, i feel as though my whole sistem is being tested. my patience, my anger, my composure, my health, and of course, my priorities. since young, i've always been able to hold myself together. EXCEPT when it comes to exam results. that realy breaks me down and makes me lose my composure. lately, i feel as though i'm really losing it. everbody, and everything is testing me and pushing me to the limit. being a normal human being, i'm bound to just break lose and throw the no-matter-what-happens-i'll-always-be-in-contol face of mine.

i dunno whether my level of tolerence is beginning to drop and that i'm starting to get angry over the smallest things or its just time for me to stop bottling up everything within me and just behave like an absolutely normal person, who lets people know of how she feels when things come in the way. i know it's always good to express yourself as it is psychologically healthy, but not all the time. i think even you will agree with me.

though to the outside world, i might seem like a completely out-spoken person, i'm really not. especially lately. since last year, i started feeling as though its better to bottle up unpleasant feelings so that people dont get offended and relationships dont get spoilt. also, when you know they have the upper hand (older, higher hierarchy etc), you usually opt to do exactly that.

but, how much can i contain? do you know that if too much sacrifice is made, soon devotion will turn to hatred?! are some people really that ignorant towards how someone else might feel? i really dont see the difference between a murderer and someone who is numb towards feelings. truly.

as much as all of you who are reading this know me well, you should know that once i hate someone or lose respect on them, it NEVER heals and comes back to normal.

~ losing it~

Monday, 14 July 2008

hair and so much more

hair
do you know that an average woman takes about 20 minutes to set her hair? when a guy takes at the most 7 minutes?? this is so true and i'm not making it up. so yea. by this statement, you should know that THE HAIR is the most important element on a woman's body and is given a LOT of importance.

today, we went over to the saloon to get our hair done - my sista and i. we went over to our regular hairdresser in pertama complex. paid about RM100 and walked out satisfied. he knows exactly how to get it done you know. the whole waves, curls, tidiness and all that stuff. my hair right now aint that short. its just been trimmed. because i'm gonna grooooooooooooooow it. yeap. at least i'm attempting to. i was sooooo close to tell the hair dresser to chop it all off before i stopped myself with so much might and said, "just trimming."

it was tough ok?? anyways, i'm planning to have it till my waist. then do some stuffies and make it look chun. but NOT straightening. i'm done and over with starightening wei. seriously. it makes your hair so bad shape after it starts growing and it'll start dropping like nobody's business. so yea.

movie
we're gonna watch "journey to the centre of the earth" on wednesday night at 11.40pm in midvalley! i'm thrilled! its in 3D you know?? and its that guy from "the mummy"!! i love that dude. but i never get his name right. i think its branden fraiser. something like that la. but anyways, mom, sista, sis's bf, me, Yoga and a few of sis's friends are gonna watch it. chun right??

okay la. i'm gonna bounce and hit the books right now. got pop quiz in college tomoro.
bubbye!

click!

~the well-wisher~

Saturday, 12 July 2008

the nasty

the flu - the nasty bloody thing that simply spoils your energy.



bloody hell! i'm falling sick! i cant take it wei. the one thing that i hate so so much in the entire universe. well, after failure, exams, headaches, backstabbers, technology, history, biology and.. ok ok. its not exactly the only thing i hate in the whole universe. anyways, its getting on my nerves you know. i was so excited about shamita's cheerleading BUT the dumb flu had to come yesterday and torture the hell outta me the whole of last night. i was sufferring you know. i practically raised my head on 3 pillows and tried to sleep, thinking that the flu might supress a bit and sleep might come but NO! it was still there and i barely slept.



at one point, i woke up, put my head close against a pillow and screamed my head out. a needed sleep wei. SLEEP. so yea, at 8, i could barely wake up and go for the cheerleading you know. i dont think i can go tomoro also. ish ish.


next meeting
my next meeting with ma clicks might be taking place somewhere around next weekend. yeap. in pavilion again. this time the agenda's gonna be BATMAN! yeap. i'm a huge fan of Batman series and i so wanna watch the latest movie. i'm so excited! i really hope mei kay can join us in this one because she couldnt make it the last time and it has been awfully long since we've all seen her.







i think so i'm gonna stop it here. losing things to type. hehe.



ciao!



~ touched~






Monday, 7 July 2008

looooooooong time later

oh god. i'm so freaking sorry, siew! its been bloddy long since i've last blogged and i know you've been telling me over and over again about blogging and i'm yet to even attempt to do so. anyhow, i'm currently in college and since i dont have my college-pal shiva, i'm not having lunch in our usual junction and just decided to have some pasteries from the bakery nearby and eat it in class.
not to worry. we dont have prefects in college to chase us out of the class and give us "amaran"s if we are in the class during lunch hour. hehe. those days have gone far far away...

late
on friday, my family and i went for a holiday. well, technically, we didnt "go" for a holiday as all we did was just invite all my close relatives to the house and have a small get-together. that was really fun wei. as in, this holiday was faaaaaaaar much better than having an expensive holiday in europe! all we did through out those 3 days were - eat, sleep, eat some more, sleep some more more, watch tv and talk.
exact definition of RELAXATION.

so, last night, due to my fucking annoying period cramps, i suffered all night long and sleep was at such distance. so, not being able to do much, i tossed and turned. at 7, when i was supposed to wake up, i couldnt. told mom to send me for the later class, which ws chemistry at 11. so yea. i skipped bio and went it just in time. but guess what?? we didnt even have bio today! what a relief!! no homework, no nothing!! hallelujah!

being late at times does hlep tremendously you know. :)

gym
i've given up True Fitness and now have joined California Fitness. reason for jump :
Yoga Boy is here!
cheaper!
nearer!!

so yea. i'm here now. and my sister goes to the gym in teh mornings and i go in the evenings -with Yoga!! chunted or not?? i dont ONLY go to the gym for Yoga but also to lose weight. ; )
anyhow, my sister and all have finalised that only if i eat well, can i go to the gym. so, looks like i'm back to square one. not gonna lose much weight at all. siew'll kill me.
am i right siewie??

ciao!

~ new phase ~

oh yea. and these would be the pictures we took during our last catch-up session in pavilion. it was freaking fun! just like old times but without mei kay. will kill her for that the next time i see her. :)