Wednesday, 29 April 2009

when the time table is screwed up...

time table
when the time table is screwed up, what do normal people do??
(a) moan about it all the time
(b) skip classes that do not favour their comfort
(c) talk to their lecturers to alter the timing

but, what do i do about it??
look at the bright side and not bother.

my classes are okayyy on monday, tuesday and thursday but its a little screwed up on wednesday. that would be because i only have one chemistry class from 9 - 10am and another chemistry class at 3 - 4pm. and absolutely nothing in between. most of them are dreading it, but i'm simply enjoying it.
why you ask??
well, i have 5 hours in between to do my own revision and drop by to see my Yoga for lunch at his office. *wink*
(this is what i meant by looking at the bright side)

so yea. since today is wednesday, i was about to do exactly what i had planned to do but Yoga's kinda busy. so, i guess its just gonna be the revision part. :(

internet
the internet connection in malaysia sucks BIG TIME!!! trust me, if a streamyx guy is reading this blog right now, i have got something to say..
"improve your bloody internet connection and stop making our lives miserable! if tmnet is just so stupid that they dont know how to make a broadband system that does not malfunction at least once a week, import experts and get them to do the freaking job! one more thing, when we call to make a complain or to ask some questions, PICK UP THE FUCKING PHONE!!"

do you know that my internet connection in my mom's place and my home were both down at the same time?? how do you expect us to use the internet la?! when we call them, they'll tell us that there's no problem with the phone line, call the technical services and they'll help you out. and when we call the technical services, they dont pick up the phone. they'll just keep us on hold for hours!
you tell me if i'll get irritated?!

okay fine, if we dont bother calling and go straight to tmnet, they'll ask us to carry out a few tasks and guarantee that the internet will work after that. YET it wont work. they just wont come over and fix the stupid thing themselves. haiyoooo. if i ever get hold of these people ah, trust me, i'll butcher them into small pieces, pour petrol on the pieces, set it on fire and once the fire has subsided, i'll pee on it.
that's really how annoyed i am. i actually have to use the internet in my college, which blocks most of the interactive pages to check my mails and stuff.
ish!

~ sleeeeeeeeepyyyy~

Tuesday, 28 April 2009

from the library once again..

EXAMS!!!!
oh dear lord, why did you create human beings who have sufficient brain cells to invent something called 'examinations'??? why why oh why??

i really cant stand the stress of exams.. really. as much as the beautiful thought of having ONLY 3 weeks to spend in this college till i'm completely done is dancing in my head, exam stress and preparations keep pounding into me! damn bad shape la. its that whole SPM feeling again you know. where you cant watch a movie, hang out with your friends, have looooong lunches, go for a date with your bf without feeling GUILTY!!
aaaaaaaaaaaargh!!

it's not that i hate studying or the chapters are tough you know, its just that quizzical feeling whether you've studied enough to be able to face the examination and know that you can score good results. and trust me, my college isnt really a place you'll be willing to spend another 6 months willingly just to score well and proceed with your degree you know.
its a place you'll be just waiting to go away and never return. once you've left, you might even find ways to not come back to collect your fantastic results, if you've got fantastic results that is.

so, anyways, i have forbidden all the mentioned things that a normal human being would do for relaxation and completely focus on my studies though i dont really have to.

moving on, my lecturer..
haiyo.. i cant stand the sight of him la! he's damn bloody annoying. my friends would definitely know how i usually am towards educators. i DONT go against them or miss their classes on purposes.
(at least i dont do them now when i am studying in a college, though i used to when i was in school. *wink*)

but anyways, i DONT do that these days you know. and do you know something?! this stupid lecturer of mine, keeps treating me like a student who actually does such things you know. he keeps saying...

upon teaching a really tough sum... "this is why you should attend my lessons and not skip them and loiter around brickfields."
do you know that in a week, i only go to my mom's shop like twice, and the rest of the time i'm only at home or college? i dont even skip his lessons in the first place!

"you know dakshini, you should be like the rest and spend some extra time in college and not keep rushing to go back home all the time"
the only reason why i look as if i'm rushing all the time to go home right after lessons is because i have a MOTHER who has a busy schedule that comes all the way to just pick me up. unlike the rest who have cars and drive to college and most of them live in the hostel. i cant help it right? if you say that you are gonna finish your lessons at 4pm, you have to finish it at 4pm, or if you wish to extend it, you should just shut up and let me inform my mom to come a little later. if you dont do both, i have to rush and leave the class asap right?? you can expect me to just lepak in class while you teach and not be bothered about my mom waiting outside for so long right?!

if i ask him a question regarding a mathematical sum that i had difficulties solving... "why are you asking me such simple questions?? this means that you have not been revising and your base in mathematics is very weak! you're simply not a bright student. you definitely cannot get an A in you exam la."
FYI, i do not ask simple questions ok?! my maths is good (not that i am boasting) and that question is tough! when another student asks a bloody freaking simple question, he'll complete the whole thing without saying anything. but if it is, he'll make me and my question sound so stupid.

i really cant stand my college la. its so bloody annoying when you have a lecturer who keeps bullying you and treating you like dirt. i'm so bloody irritated. like i dont have other things to worry about and concentrate, these dumb asses have to put salt on my wounds.

damn this college and their screwed up lecturers.
nevertheless, there's always something good in a pile of crap. that would be my chemistry lecturer who i ahev nothing to complain about till this very date.

~stress~

Saturday, 11 April 2009

F1 - 2009

goodness gracious! the F1 race in sepang was the worst in the history of F1! and i was there, watching it LIVE!!! aaaaaaaaaaaaarggggghhh!
nevertheless, i took loads of pics, which was a small consolation for the crap race. :)

please note that these were pics from my camera while Yoga was driving at 120km/h on the way to sepang. trust me, the drive was so mmuch fun than the race itself. pffft.
i shall load the rest of the pics when Yoga decides to send me the pics from his camera.









one hell of a driver he is.
~ maturing ~