simply dakshy

The Return of Dakshy

2011-04-23T18:20:00.002+08:00

Wow, it has been AGES since I even visited my blog!

Just realised that it is open to public too - crap!

Anyways, I've left Monsoon Cup - seeing that's my last post.

Studying now, doing my degree in Pharmacy!

Life is.... well, not so good. It's been quite challenging recently. With random people entering and leaving my social life. That should be a good thing, but for me (Ms.Anti Social), that's not good one bit. Life should be consistent - I shouldn't be involving new people. It should be the same. People should NOT know much about me and I should remain a mystery to people :)

BUT, I just realised that there are downs to being Anti-Social, despite having that amazing sense of superiority because nobody knows shit about you :) Yup, there is a problem with that.

Your feelings become unreadable to people. That, my dear people, is NOT GOOD.

No matter how happy you are, or how sad you are, nobody will actually know how you feel until you tell them. Trust me, having to tell someone all the time that you're happy, sad, excited, scared - NOT GOOD!

You start feeling like the ones around you are estupido! Because they simply don't know how you feel! Worse still, they'll ask you over and over again, "Are you happy? You were upset with what I did yesterday?? Really??"
Aaaaarrgghh!! Isn't my moves saying all that?!

Answer: Nope. You don't show anything, how am I to know?

True.... I love being the invisible one, but the outcome - Dakshy is feeling-less. Sigh. Again, NOT GOOD.

The only reason why I haven't started hating the world for the way it is, is solely because I opened myself to a few people around me over the years. One obvious one would be Yoga. Yup, it took me quite some time, but now, all I'll have to do is pick up the phone and say "Hello.." and he'll know whether I'm ecstatic or depressed. :) How nice! I don't have to say a word more. Just pour out my heart. And one look at my face will tell him whether or not he's gotten me the right ice-cream for the mood I'm in. Wonderful, innit?

After him, would be Koo, who I'm soooooo glad to have with me in uni. I tell you, it was just God's plan... To have someone I'm close to on campus - so that I don't die of depression and loneliness. God's plan - A grade!

Soooooo many things have taken place over the last few months of my life - especially since October 2010. Soooooo many things that can't be written here, for public viewing. :) They shall stay with me. However, I must say that I have learnt a lot. I can say I have somewhat grown in the last few months... To be someone who can actually accept consequences of my actions without blaming anyone. I feel.... grown.

Oh, and exam period is in. Exams are starting on the 11th of May. Oh lord, for how much I'm procrastinating, I'll be having 1hour of sleep per day to get through the syllabus before the day of the exam. Crap-ness!

Ciaos..

Can't promise when the next post will be, but... I *gotta feeling* it should be soon :)

~Dakshy~

Abhi na jaao chhodhkar, ke dhil abhi bhaara nahin

Monsoon Sailing School

2009-08-18T10:10:00.003+08:00

Hey everyone!
Dakshy has just returned from the Monsoon Sailing School! The event was organized by my company (and me) at Putrajaya Martitime Centre. It was a beautiful place wei! Really! The landscape, the view, the interior designing, everything was superb!

The event went extremely well too. The participants were very nice people, the weather was very friendly, the VIPs turned up, I didnt miss out anything I was supposed to do. Yup, it was an awesome event (and my first one too!)
I met a whole lotta people there too.. from our internal coaches to our inhouse yacht manager to Astro crew to the Deputy Minister of Youth and Sports to the chairman of the Monsoon Cup to a lot of people la. Can't be listing each and everyone of them. :P

Anyhow, all's good and over. Now, I'm back to the office... Safe and sound.

Oh yes!! And note to all:
I have been accepted into IMU!!
Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!

~Your wish will come true~

The Weather

2009-08-06T10:54:00.002+08:00

The Gloomy Weather
the alarm rings.. snooze 1.. snooze 2.. stop alarm 20 mins later.. lift head from pillow.. take a deep breath.. open the blanket to face the window... no sunlight.. drop head back to the pillow, pull back blanket and sleep.
wake up 15 minutes later to realise that i'm fucking late for work.

This is how it has been for over a week now. The weather is so bloody gloomy every morning! The haze has completely blocked the sunlight to reach the surface of the earth! Do you know how it feels to walk out of home or to look out the window??

- It looks like its gonna rain at all times and I end up taking my umbrella everywhere I go, BUT it won't rain.
- When you take a deep breath, you end up choking rather than feeling refreshed.
- If you're out for more than 1 hour, your eyes begin to tear and you just wanna get back indoors.
- Its so friggin hard to wake up every morning as it just looks so gloomy and sleep comes pulling you back to the bed.
- When you sweat, the droplets just stick to your body and makes you feel sticky rather than evaporating and making you feel comfortable again.
- Headaches come more often than the happy jumpy feeling.

So yea. Life gets very badly affected when the weather turns its ass on us.

The August Babies
The next time I see Rebecca, Siewie and Jie Lee, they're all gonna get it from me! One on the right cheek and one on the left.
Why??
Well, I have been sending out emails to them and NO replies!! Planning a sleep over isnt very easy if your girlfriends dont reply and decisions cant be made you know. :(

The current plan for the sleep over is...
Friday, 28th August
We meet up at one spot and drive to Pei Yi's college in Kota Damansara.
Hang out there and spend some time in her college.
Leave the college and come back to KL to hang out somewhere.
Go back to my house to park the bags and go out for dinner.

Saturday, 29th August
We wake up laaaaaaaaaaaaaaate.
Go out for breakfast (if its still btreakfast time) and hang out the whole day.
At about 8 something, we get to a club and start the clubbing session that'll go on all night.

Sunday, 30th August
We wake up laaaaaaaaaaaaaate again.
Amble out of bed and get ready to pack up and leave.
Have lunch and depart to respective homes.

And THAT would be the plan for the sleep over. Simple and easy.

Supplies needed for sleep-over:
Clothes
Abundant supply of food!!
Car - 2 units (or 1 unit will be good too, if squeezing is okay)
Cash

Yeap and that would be all the Sleep Over 2009, in conjunction of the August Babies' Birthdays.

A-Level Results
My results are coming out!!!! Oh lord, please bless my soul!
My A-Levels that I completed in June 2009 have been analysed and marked by examiners in the UK. Thus, the results are being released on the 11th of August 2009.

Yeap, the ultimate result for a 2 year course that i slogged and completed. It will therefore be determining my life on the 11th, which is next week Tuesday.

And Yoga has been scheduled for a trip to Jakarta for 6 days on the 9th of August. He'll be coming back only on the 14th.

~ I can do it on my own, I hope ~

duke, the german shepherd

2009-07-23T14:42:00.003+08:00

Hey everyone! I realise that I have only been publishing posts after long breaks. Can't help it la. I really didnt have anything to blog about.
But now I do!!

Duke!

Duke is my 5month old German Shepherd, who I spend most of my time with. We bought him recently to guard my mom's shop in Bangsar since the break-in rate is really high there. He's such a darling and he's very attached to me. :)

Here are a few photos of him..

at the entrance of my mom's shop

Yoga, Duke and I

His sad face, pleading to me allowed into the shop

His day out to the park @ Quepacs

Every morning, I would go over to my mom's shop, feed him milk, play with him for a while and go off to work. The reason why I have to go over every morning is because nobody else can handle him and put him into his cage. After work, I'll take him for a walk , play with him for a while and feed him dinner. He'll be left behind in the shop at night to guard the place.

He's such a darling but as days go by, he's growing rapidly and whenever he jumps on me to show his excitement, I feel like the weight of the whole word has landed on my chest and just pushing me down. So yea. Its not a very nice feeling. However, he's very obidient if not for the jumping. :)

Sleep Over 2009
Yeap, that's right. We're gonna have the second sleep over this August. It's gonna be just like the one last year BUT this time I'm gonna try my level best to have the clubbing session that we couldn't have last year. :) I have to make it work. My friends and I have not been clubbing since the time we turned 18 you know. I mean, we've all been separately, but not together! I have a number of places that will be perfect to hang out. The biggest problem though, is getting the permission from mom. *sigh*

~is London a must??~

the King of Pop

2009-06-26T15:27:00.003+08:00

This morning, i was woken up by the news that The Ultimate King of Pop, Michael Jackson has passed away. I truly couldnt believe it. I knew that he just turned 51 this year, and teh fact that he died of a cardiac arrest simply shocked me even more. I still can't digest the fact that he is no more.

A tribute to Michael Jackson..

I have been spending the whole of today listening and watching all of his songs. The world has just lost one of its finest musicians.

May he Rest In Peace.

~You'll live in our Hearts MJ~

from office

2009-06-25T10:32:00.002+08:00

For the first time, Dakshy blogs from office.

Why today after all days have i decided to blog? Well, that would be beacuse, Mira, who i work for is off today. That would mean that I don't have much work to do. :( And her other friend, Michelle, who is in PR too, is off. So, I'm all alone in PR department, with absolutely nothing to do. I was initially reading some stuff about the Monsoon Cup to know how it actually works, but I got bored within the first 10minutes. So, i have post-poned the reading and understanding the Monsoon Cup session. :)

Siewie, Shiva and many other people have been asking me how has my work been and what do i actually do. Since i never really had the time to answer their questions, I guess I'm gonna explain it today, here.

I work for T-Best Events Sdn. Bhd.. We are the organizers for the Monsoon Cup, which is actually a sailing competition that is somewhat like that World Cup for Sailing. The finals is usually held here, in Terengganu, Malaysia. Since the Monsoon Cup is only in December every year, we also host events that are related to the Monsoon Cup to promote the Monsoon Cup and give some credit to the sponsors of the Monsoon Cup such as, VW, Ri-Yaz Heritage & Spa Resort, ASTRO and many more.

Mira is actually the Events Manager, here in T-Best. And i work under her. I basically do documentation for her as she needs to concentrate more on the hands-on things with the sponsors and all. So, i prepare reports, minutes of meetings and all that. I also do some filing now and then, whenever it involves the PR Department. I was also told by Mira that I will be going to Terengganu now and then to manage some things during the event.
So yea. That's basically what I do.

People in the Office
The office is actually a conner-lot house in Bangsar. So, we're all not really far far away and require the phone to intercom to speak to each other. Our tables are all very nearby. This would mean that we don't really have much communication barriers. I knew most of them in the office within the second day in office itself. :) They're really nice people. I really like the environment here. But i dread it when Mira AND Michelle are not here. I feel kinda lonely because everybody's doing their work and talking to those around them and I'm not because the ones around me are absent.
*sigh*

However, I'm gonna be spending most of my time today by watching movies, facebook-ing and reading about the Monsoon Cup. I have a string of movies to watch! Hehehe.
What a fantastic employee I am. :)

Transformers!!!
I watched the first show of Transformers 2 day before yesterday!! Muahahahaha! And the movie is fantastic people! It was taken very well, though it was a little bit draggy towards the end, the graphics, story and dialogues were truly fantastic! I watched the movie with a big group of Yoga's friends (15 of us). Not a very big group though, but it was fun!

Dev from India
My mom's really close friend from Bombay, India sent her son, Dev, who is 18 this year, for a stay in my place for one week from the 28th of June. I'm so excited! The last time we hung out was when I was 15, when he came over to Malaysia. He's really fun to be with. And since I haven't been having much fun recently, I guess hanging out with him will be quite enjoyable.

Duke, The German Shepard
Since the break-ins in Bangsar is really high, Yoga and my mom decided to get a dog to guard the place at night. And we got a pure breed German Shepard! Oh my God! He's so adorable, yet fierce. :) He's only attached to me, Yoga and my dad. He's closer to me though because i see him every morning, evening and night. And I'm the one who gives him his meals. hehe. So yea. He's damn cute and he's only 3 months old. But trust me, he isnt as small as you would expect a normal 3 month old puppy would be. He's quite big and will grow to a substantial height when he's fully matured. His name is Duke, by the way. We named him.

We play every evening and really look forward to seeing each other the next day. You must see how excited he gets as soon as he sees me first thing in the morning, when i come over to give him milk. He runs to me and never lets me go. He somehow or other does not realise how big sized he is, when he jumps on me. I literally fell the other day when he pounced on me. But I didnt feel much of the pain when i realised that the reason why he jumped on me was because he wanted to lick me. Haha. He's damn cute wei.
I shall upload some photos of him in my next post.

click!

~not looked after when needed~

exams and so much more

2009-06-06T16:26:00.001+08:00

exams
my finals are going on now. it started on the 18th of May and will be ending on the 8th of June. i simply cant wait!! my 1 and a 1/2 years of studying in MAHSA is finally gonna end! words cant express how happy i am right now you know.
anyways, lemme give you a summary of my papers that i have sat for..

18th May - Mechanics (math)
this paper is something like physics where we do calculations of forces, energy and stuff like that.
the paper was fantastic though! :) it was quite simple as i did quite a lot of preparation for it before the exam.
estimated result : A

29th May - Biology (paper 4)
this paper is exactly like our biology paper 2 in SPM. we've got 8 structure questions and 2 essay questions. quite a challenging paper. since i went for tuition lessons with a really good lecturer, the paper seemed quite friendly. i could attempt most of the questions and the essay question was god sent. :))))
estimated result : A

29th May - Maths (pure)
this paper is something like additional mathematics paper 2 in SPM. as much as math is my most favourite subject and all that, i was shit scared of this paper and true enough, it was minblowingly tough! arrrrggghhh! seriously wei. each and every question was so challenging. i really dunno how i am gonna fair in it. i have NOT sat for such a tough paper in my life wei. haiyooooooo..
estimated result : B

3rd June - Chemistry (paper 4)
one of my favourite subject's paper would be this chemitry paper. it was very fun to do. though there were tough parts in the paper, most of the questions were very familiar and friendly upon completing the past years. and the best part about this paper was that all the challenging questions were given very little marks. so, even if i could not score for all those questions, my ass is still saved. :)
estimated result : A

5th June - Biolgy (paper 5)
8th June - Chemistry (paper 5)
these papers are like science paper 3 that we do in SPM. it mostly involves the planning of experiments and evaluating the results obtained. i'm quite weak in these papers, but hopefully, after doing all the past years and stuff, i get good results for it.

that would be all the papers. on the 8th of June, from 3.30pm onwards, i will be freeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!
no more A-levels,
no more studying and
no more MAHSA!
whoop-de-doo!!

money money money
i'll be starting my Pharmacy programme in IMU in Jan 2010. the course seems to be quite costly. so, to help my mom out financially, i have decided to get a job. i thought of saving some money, so that i can finance myself in Scotland.

miraka, who's currently working in Tbest Events, needs an assistant to help her out with some documentation and stuff. when i told her that i was gonna look for a job during my 6-months break, she appointed me staright away. also, her company organizes the Monsoon Cup every year, that'll mean that i'll be involved in that too. :)
job search, done!

however, i have got an interview to attend before i get the job. and that interview will be on the 9th of June. just as i was a little relaxed that it was gonna be miraka who'll be interviewing me, i got to know that miraka's BOSS will be the interviewier. crap.

i have not been for an interview before in my life, and this is gonna be my first. i'm kinda nervous about it. guess who's gonna give me lessons on 'how to make the interview successful'?
YOGA

yup, its gonna be him. you may wonder why i chose him. trust me, it isnt only because he's my boyfriend, but also because his success rates in interviews in too close to 100%. yep. every company that interviews him, wants him in their company. that would be because of..1. he's certs and stuff are bloody good
2. he has handled quite a lot of happening projects with big-timers
and most of all...
3. he's bloody smooth with his words

and the number 3 is what i wanna get hold off before i go for this interview. i dont really have a good record of capturing someone with my words. appearance, yes. (haha) so yea. i'm gonna have a crash course with Yoga before i attend this interview. oh yea, i just remembered something else i have to do.
learn what the Monsoon Cup is about and not conclude that the sailors go round and round for absolutely no reason.

saturday, the 13th of June
i have planned to meet up my friends, siewie, koo, pei yi, mei kay and becca for lunch as my life-taking exams would have ended by then. its been really long since i've caught up with them. and hopefully they'll all be free for the meet-up session.

click!

~post-exam treat~

when the time table is screwed up...

2009-04-29T10:22:00.002+08:00

time table
when the time table is screwed up, what do normal people do??
(a) moan about it all the time
(b) skip classes that do not favour their comfort
(c) talk to their lecturers to alter the timing

but, what do i do about it??
look at the bright side and not bother.

my classes are okayyy on monday, tuesday and thursday but its a little screwed up on wednesday. that would be because i only have one chemistry class from 9 - 10am and another chemistry class at 3 - 4pm. and absolutely nothing in between. most of them are dreading it, but i'm simply enjoying it.
why you ask??
well, i have 5 hours in between to do my own revision and drop by to see my Yoga for lunch at his office. *wink*
(this is what i meant by looking at the bright side)

so yea. since today is wednesday, i was about to do exactly what i had planned to do but Yoga's kinda busy. so, i guess its just gonna be the revision part. :(

internet
the internet connection in malaysia sucks BIG TIME!!! trust me, if a streamyx guy is reading this blog right now, i have got something to say..
"improve your bloody internet connection and stop making our lives miserable! if tmnet is just so stupid that they dont know how to make a broadband system that does not malfunction at least once a week, import experts and get them to do the freaking job! one more thing, when we call to make a complain or to ask some questions, PICK UP THE FUCKING PHONE!!"

do you know that my internet connection in my mom's place and my home were both down at the same time?? how do you expect us to use the internet la?! when we call them, they'll tell us that there's no problem with the phone line, call the technical services and they'll help you out. and when we call the technical services, they dont pick up the phone. they'll just keep us on hold for hours!
you tell me if i'll get irritated?!

okay fine, if we dont bother calling and go straight to tmnet, they'll ask us to carry out a few tasks and guarantee that the internet will work after that. YET it wont work. they just wont come over and fix the stupid thing themselves. haiyoooo. if i ever get hold of these people ah, trust me, i'll butcher them into small pieces, pour petrol on the pieces, set it on fire and once the fire has subsided, i'll pee on it.
that's really how annoyed i am. i actually have to use the internet in my college, which blocks most of the interactive pages to check my mails and stuff.
ish!

~ sleeeeeeeeepyyyy~

from the library once again..

2009-04-28T13:42:00.002+08:00

EXAMS!!!!
oh dear lord, why did you create human beings who have sufficient brain cells to invent something called 'examinations'??? why why oh why??

i really cant stand the stress of exams.. really. as much as the beautiful thought of having ONLY 3 weeks to spend in this college till i'm completely done is dancing in my head, exam stress and preparations keep pounding into me! damn bad shape la. its that whole SPM feeling again you know. where you cant watch a movie, hang out with your friends, have looooong lunches, go for a date with your bf without feeling GUILTY!!
aaaaaaaaaaaargh!!

it's not that i hate studying or the chapters are tough you know, its just that quizzical feeling whether you've studied enough to be able to face the examination and know that you can score good results. and trust me, my college isnt really a place you'll be willing to spend another 6 months willingly just to score well and proceed with your degree you know.
its a place you'll be just waiting to go away and never return. once you've left, you might even find ways to not come back to collect your fantastic results, if you've got fantastic results that is.

so, anyways, i have forbidden all the mentioned things that a normal human being would do for relaxation and completely focus on my studies though i dont really have to.

moving on, my lecturer..
haiyo.. i cant stand the sight of him la! he's damn bloody annoying. my friends would definitely know how i usually am towards educators. i DONT go against them or miss their classes on purposes.
(at least i dont do them now when i am studying in a college, though i used to when i was in school. *wink*)

but anyways, i DONT do that these days you know. and do you know something?! this stupid lecturer of mine, keeps treating me like a student who actually does such things you know. he keeps saying...

upon teaching a really tough sum... "this is why you should attend my lessons and not skip them and loiter around brickfields."
do you know that in a week, i only go to my mom's shop like twice, and the rest of the time i'm only at home or college? i dont even skip his lessons in the first place!

"you know dakshini, you should be like the rest and spend some extra time in college and not keep rushing to go back home all the time"
the only reason why i look as if i'm rushing all the time to go home right after lessons is because i have a MOTHER who has a busy schedule that comes all the way to just pick me up. unlike the rest who have cars and drive to college and most of them live in the hostel. i cant help it right? if you say that you are gonna finish your lessons at 4pm, you have to finish it at 4pm, or if you wish to extend it, you should just shut up and let me inform my mom to come a little later. if you dont do both, i have to rush and leave the class asap right?? you can expect me to just lepak in class while you teach and not be bothered about my mom waiting outside for so long right?!

if i ask him a question regarding a mathematical sum that i had difficulties solving... "why are you asking me such simple questions?? this means that you have not been revising and your base in mathematics is very weak! you're simply not a bright student. you definitely cannot get an A in you exam la."
FYI, i do not ask simple questions ok?! my maths is good (not that i am boasting) and that question is tough! when another student asks a bloody freaking simple question, he'll complete the whole thing without saying anything. but if it is, he'll make me and my question sound so stupid.

i really cant stand my college la. its so bloody annoying when you have a lecturer who keeps bullying you and treating you like dirt. i'm so bloody irritated. like i dont have other things to worry about and concentrate, these dumb asses have to put salt on my wounds.

damn this college and their screwed up lecturers.
nevertheless, there's always something good in a pile of crap. that would be my chemistry lecturer who i ahev nothing to complain about till this very date.

~stress~

F1 - 2009

2009-04-11T11:06:00.006+08:00

goodness gracious! the F1 race in sepang was the worst in the history of F1! and i was there, watching it LIVE!!! aaaaaaaaaaaaarggggghhh!
nevertheless, i took loads of pics, which was a small consolation for the crap race. :)

please note that these were pics from my camera while Yoga was driving at 120km/h on the way to sepang. trust me, the drive was so mmuch fun than the race itself. pffft.
i shall load the rest of the pics when Yoga decides to send me the pics from his camera.

one hell of a driver he is.

~ maturing ~

delayed blog

2009-02-24T14:29:00.007+08:00

i know its a really delayed blog for valentines day, but i really dont have a choice because of my college and tests after tests! so, yea. anyways, valentines lunch with my friends was GREAT!! these were the pictures...

mei kay getting ready to dig in..

becca and her sizzling premier lamb..

becca and i..

jie lee and i..

pei yi and siewie..

jie lee, mie kay, becca and i..

mei kay and pei yi..

jie lee and mei kay..

siew and mei kay..

siew and jie lee..

becca and mei kay...

jie lee, siew and i..

becca and the flowers on the table..

cakes that mei kay bought as a compensation of being late for the lunch..

siew taking pics .. i like the setting..

pei yi and the chocs she bought...

mei kay - upset that the cakes she bought was a liiiiiiiiiiiiiiittle out of shape..

becca and her food again..

siew and her food- chic chop

mei kay - excited with her OWN muriel jacket

that would be my sizzling chic.. sizzling away..

pei yi and the fish on her plate..

i know the pics arent following the order, but blogspot is annoying me, so i'm just gonna leave it as it is. :)

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~proud~

pre-birthday

2009-02-10T18:15:00.003+08:00

my birthday is in 2 days time, day after tomorrow. and i have done a few things that happen to be yearly rituals.

announcing my gift theme
to all (mostly uncles and aunts.. family) who have been asking me what i want for my birthday, i announced to them all that the theme for my gifts this year is sarees. so, yea. that was done and accomplished with about 50% success as not all of them wish to travel all the way to klang (has largest number of saree shops) to get me one.

anywho, announcing gift theme - check!

shopping
on monday, since it was a public holiday and my mom, sis and i were free, we decided to go for shopping to get my birthday clothes. and the location was - nichii fashion city. that would be because i was mainly going for formal clothing and not much fancy outfits as i've got loads of interviews to attend in IMU and all that. plus, dressing in IMU is formal only. *sigh*

at nichii, i bought myself 2 dresses and 2 happening blouses, courtesy of my sister and mom's sense of fashion. ;) the dresses were both black in colour and one of the blouses were green and the other was black too. i was quite shocked that my mom was okay with me getting black outfits for my birthday. but, what the heck? appreciate what you get!
shopping - check!

punjabi suits

no matter how much we've modernized ourselves, i always feel that we should never let go of our culture. that's why i personally make it a must to wear punjabi suit during the first half of my birthday at least and do some special prayers in a temple on the morning of the 12th. and yes, my mom got me a new punjabi suit for the morning prayer. its a beautiful white with gold linings and the fitting is perfecto!
punjabi suit - check!

hairy me
being born for a grandma (dad's side) who happens to be super hairy on the face, hands and legs, i have inherited that characteristic of hers. and the effects of being hairy? well..
- you've gotta withstand the agony of hot wax being poured on your legs and then ripped off with muslin cloth so that you can wear mircomini skirts and not look odd.
- you've gotta get nylon thread pulled against your upper lip so that strands of hair will be removed so that you dont look like a man disguising as a woman.
- you've gotta watch your mom use a blade to shave off strands of hair around your eyebrows that is millimetres away from your eyes.

yeap. that would be all you have to do if you're born for a grandma like mine.
anyways, waxing, threading and shaping eyebrow - check!

a little vanity
as much as i dont wanna sound like a superly spoilt child, i really love getting my nails done on special occasions. really. i find it really elegant and sometimes necessary. :D
i've painted both my toes and my fingernails a sweet pink this time. i really wanted to paint them all black with some white designs but as i suggested this to my mom, she nearly flipped. so, i thought of pleasing her a little and not getting killed before my birthday by choosing pink instead. its not that bad of a colour, though its not that nice of a colour compared to black. any which ways, i'm just happy that my nails are done. :D
manicure & pedicure session - check!

and that would be all of my yearly rituals.

click!

~surprise me~

another day of being sick

2009-02-08T12:46:00.004+08:00

day 2 of being sick
you know right, being sick definitely has its pros and cons. the pros would be;

- you can skip all your daily chores and nobody will come after you
- you can be in bed all day long and not feel guilty one bit
- you can order anybody aro0und to get your things done and no one will be offended
- you can ask for any food you want and those at home will actually make it for you
- you can look the worst ever and still it wouldnt matter to you
- you can really test how much a human being can sleep in a day

and of course, the cons would be;
- you will feel almost miserable
- if there has been something you've been looking forward to so much, you will definitely not have the mood to do it (i.e. my birthday celebration)
- you've gotta swallow the world's most bitter thing - medicine
- your head will not be able to be up for more than 20 minutes without getting a headache
- your grandma will come up with all the remedies in the world during this period of time and shove it down your thrat (at least mine does)
- at all times, you'll feel like an entire rugby team slammed themselves against you

yup, that would be all the pros and cons. without weighing them and stating them out, i somehow feel that the intensity of the cons is unbearable. i might as well go on with my daily chores and get scolded by everyone rather than to be in bed, sick. i really can't stand it wei. it gets on my nerves to be sick.

thaipoosam
today's thaipoosam. being an indian, i should be bloody happy about this and all dressed up to hit the road to batu caves. unfortunately, that's not exactly what i intend to do right now. thaipoosam has never really been my favourite festival. and that would be because of the crowd. i simply cannot endure a place that is so overly crowded. call me a spoilt child, but i feel claustrophobic almost immediately once i get there.

anyhow, i would like to wish Happy Thaipoosam to all the indians out there. hope all their prayers come true without any exception.

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~i wanna feel better asap!~

comics

2009-02-07T12:58:00.007+08:00

having a dull day just like me??
laugh a little with some comic strips i have uploaded.

ps: life's short, dont spend it by feeling miserable. live it to the fullest!

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~it takes time~

i'm sick

2009-02-07T12:13:00.003+08:00

yeap, as the title goes, I AM SICK. with the whole package of agonizing soarthroat, flu, super duper high fever, phlegm and cough. and guess what's the icing of the cake??
my birthday's next week!
aaaaaaaaaaaaaagggggghhhhh!

this is really really annoying you know. i simply can't stand it. i'm supposed to have tuition today with ms.jaslin for bio and i had to cancel it because i'm sick. oh lord! why?!?! why me??!!

i have got absolutely no mood to do anything. eat, sleep, talk, walk, go anywhere. nope, nada. all i feel like doing right now is bang my head against the wall over and over again. that's all.

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~be back fast~

from college 2

2009-02-03T18:07:00.001+08:00

i have decided to bring my lappy as often as i can to college as it looks like i've gotta wait at least half an hour everyday for shiva to be done with class so that we can go for lunch. i know i can go myself, but i really can't stand the idea of having lunch by myself in a restaurant. i completely dont mind the idea of buying back the food and eating in my classroom but the distance that i have to travel to do so and the cold temperature i have to endure isnt exactly to my liking. :)

anywho, i've got a mega achievement today!!
*dakshy does a small time celebration dance*

today, during biology class, we were divided into groups of 2 and i was with the class' smartest guy, tay kim siang a.k.a kim. our on-the-spot assignment was to do a presentation on the nephrons of the kidney, mainly the proximal convoluted tubule, which is the longest part of the chapter. we were the first to present.

so, kim volunteered to draw out the diagram for the selective reabsorption process of the PCT. then, mdm leela, my lecturer, told me to write out an essay on the PCT. and guess what?! i practically wrote a 200-word essay on the spot! without a pause and within about 5 mins only. my lecturer and the entire class were shocked! i didnt even have a book to refer to. it was bloody spontaneous. and i was so proud of myself and so was my lecturer.
looks like the kidney's gonna be my favourite chapter from here on! ;)

below would be a picture of half of the things i wrote. :D

i know i sound like i'm bragging, but this is something i never knew i could do in BIOLOGY! it was one hell of an achievement for me!

yoga's new apartment
yesterday, i went over to yoga's new apartment after college. as soon as i entered the apartment, i noticed one thing.. the walls are the exact same colour as the walls in my room! its a really really sweet yellow. and the rooms are one kind of a funny green. but its still green, so, i LOVE it! anyhow, the apartment is semi-furnished. it comes with airconds, lights and toilet accessories only. but otherwise, the apartment was really really nice. very well kept, not dusty, walls well painted.

when we dropped by too, yoga's room partner, suresh was there. and he was fixing his own 6 feet cupboard bought in ikea, by himself! oh my god! i was shocked! i never knew that there are people actually capable of this, except the carpenters of course. since suresh was struggling a little with the carrying and the fixing of the super duper heavy cupboard, yoga decided to help him.

and what was dakshy doing? well.. absolutely nothing! hehhe. it was so fun watching them work wei. they were constantly getting confused with the manual and turning it towards the wrong direction. hhaha. it was so so fun. and below would be a few pictures of them fixing it. oh yes, and i was taking photographs too. :D

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~hmmmmm...~

from college

2009-02-03T15:28:00.000+08:00

yoga's back!
yoga went on a 2 week trip to india for some prayer purposes. and he came back yesterday! finally wei. those 2 weeks felt like an eternity! pheew! i'm glad its over. anyways, he got me a few things from india too. that would be;
a beautiful 2 toned saree
2 sets of really pretty anklets
a set of anti-nausea bands - he got me these bands that have special metal knobs to be worn on your wrists. it seems that if you actually put it on, your nausea will reduce. and he bought this because i constantly get nauseated for everything. hahha. he's damn cute la.

birthday bash
actually, to correct, its just birthday. not much of a "bash". that would be because, super-considerate-dakshy has decided to cut down on expenditure experienced by her parents. and the reason for that, would be, i'm gonna be doing my pharmacy in one of the most expensive universities and that's gonna cost a LOT.

anyways, coming back to the birthday thingy, i'm gonna have a small get-together at home with my extended family of cousins and relatives mostly. thought of getting a satay guy to grill some satay.. get some pizzas.. drinks.. pot luck food... junk food.. yea. that's practically it. i thought of going for a nice dinner on the eve of my birthday with my immediate family too. maybe, make a trip to genting highlands for a night. we'll just see what comes up.

i usually have a theme for my birthday gifts from my uncles and aunts who have no idea of what to get me. and the theme for year 2009 is..... sarees. i've asked them to get me sarees this year. it doesnt HAVE to be super expensive ones, but just simple ones to fill up my cupboard. :)

college
since my results for my first sem is out and i dont have to repeat any papers, i've decided to move on to the second semester of a-levels. this is where the head ache begins. the chapters are getting really really tough. even maths for the matter. every subject requires equal attention. last year, for my 1st sem, i completely ignored maths and did only last minute studying. but this year, looks like i cant even dream of doing such things. last minute studying is completely out.

plans
this sem will be going on for the next 6months, whereby, the exams come in may/june. after that, i'll have to move on to completing my LAN subjects. that'll take another month or so. once my LAN is done, i'll have to sit for an IELTS test carried out by the british council. this IELTS test happens to be one of the requirements before i get into IMU to do the Mpharm programme. i have got seriously NO idea about this thingy and i think i've gotta drop in to the british council one of these days to check on that.

ish ish. i hate all this nonsense la. cant i just join IMU without having to go through all this rubbish?! already i did a freaking long a-level programme and now, i must sit for another exam. haiyo. according to the brochure that i downloaded from the net, i'll actually have to study about it la. this is friggin' annoying.

gathering
valentine's gathering with my friends and i are getting closer and closer. i seriously cant wait for it. its been so long since we've met up and talked. the last time we met up in nando's, we were there for almost 4 hours, just talking about our lives.. past and present. it was so fun. and i have to remind myself to bring the camera la.

yoga's new job
yoga's got a new job and today was his first day. and his job is in mont kiara! which is like just about 15 mins from my college! he has also moved to an apartment in taman desa with his friend so that he doesnt have to get stuck in the cheras jam every morning to get to work. that would mean that i can do some interior designing, get a key to his apartment and drop by whenever i want! how fantastic is that???

ashie

i just realised that my cat ashie is quite a poser. kept on taking photographs of her the other day with my mobile and this is what it looked like.

ps: you can definitely skip this section if you're not a cat lover. no hard feelings taken into consideration. :)

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~happy~

dakshy's changed!

2009-01-26T14:29:00.000+08:00

hey everyone! i know i dont blog that often, don't bother k? i've got like so many things cropping up that require so so so much of my energy. anyhow, in today's blog, I HAVE NEWS!

future
all these years, my mom's always been telling me that i have to become a doctor and specialise to become a cardiologist. but a few weeks ago, she changed her mind. she said, i can do whatever i want and i DONT have to do medicine at all! this is because, when i was done with all the research about the MBBS programme, i found out that the programme is 5 years, then i have to serve the government for another 5 years ( 2 years housemanship + 3 years medical officer posting) and THEN, i have to specialise for ANOTHER 5 years and when i get back, i'll take at least 5 years before i'm all set and start earning.

can you imagine?! i'll be practically 40 before i start my life! FORTY!! EMPAT PULUH TAHUN!! do you think i'm crazy?! NO! so, i started weighing other professions that i have interests for. and then i finally made my decision...
PHARMACY!

yeap, i've decided to do pharmacy. i know i havent informed any of my secondary school mates about it.
but girls- i know you guys are bloody happy for me. you've always been telling me this, and i've finallly decided.

so, i'm gonna be doing MPharm with IMU, whereby, i'll be starting in Jan 2010. i'll be in the bukit jalil campus for 2 years, then i'll be going to university of strathclyde which is in scotland for another 2 years. once i'm back, i'll be serving the goverment for 3 years and i'm done! i'm so excited about this right now. finally my future has been set and 100% happy with it. *sigh of relief*

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~ 7 more days ~

hols have begun!

2008-11-26T13:33:00.000+08:00

the holidays have begun! yyyyyyyyayyyyyyyyyyyyyy!!! life feels so good you knnow. there is absolutely no guilty feeling! i cant actually watch a movie and simply relax and not feel as though time is being wasted. its sooooo chun!

the concert

i went for the rajhesh vaidhya concert!! oh my god! he was fantastic! do you know that y eyes couldnt match the speed his hands were moving on the veena? his concert was simply mind-blowing i tell you! and you know something?? after his programme, my Yoga sneaked out and found out that rajhesh and his troup were lepaking in one spot. he quickly called me out and i dashed to that spot with him, mom, shamita and sucjita.

i got to talk to him! i was 2 feet away from you know! a few days before the concert, i got his email add from his website and starting emailing him to let him know how big of a fan of him i am. he was so anxious to see me. : )

i then gave him the painting to be autographed. he was damn surprised to see the painting. Yoga took a pic of me with him too!!

isnt this chun????

Yoga's bday
that night was the eve of Yoga's bday. so, after the concert, i went out with Yoga for dinner. he took me to this really fancy north indian restaurant. and dinner was awesome. after that, we just sat in a park nearby klcc and spoke. and i was the first person to wish him for his bday. it was damn romantic wei.. the whole atmosphere and him and i.. *dreamy smile*

i gave him his bday card that night too. it was a mega card you know. took me like forever to come up with it and he loved it. in the card was all our memories for the whole of 2007 till the day he proposed to me. it was so sweet and Yoga was so delighted with it. :)

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~ cho chweet ~

painting

2008-11-09T12:07:00.000+08:00

guess what?? my mom after realising how enthusiastic i am towards the concert that's gonna be held next week, she actually suggested to me to get her artist to do a painting of rajhesh vaidhya so that i can get it autographed after the concert! how chun is that?!!

so, i surfed the net and found a whole lotta pictures of him. i found a perfect one and got it printed so that the artist can collect it tonight. he'll be done with the painting and will pass it to me on wednesday itself. i'm sooooo excited! he has to know that i'm a superbly huge fan of his. gosh, now i really really hope that i actually get to see him after the concert in person so that i can get the painting autographed....

bio homework
my new tuition teacher, ms.jaslin is FANTASTIC wei! no joke. she's really really good in her stuff. and the way she explains stuff to me, there's no way on earth i wont be able to understand and memorise it for life. and she has really made me very hardworking when it comes to bio. she gave me a past-year book which had about 10 question papers and told me to so as much as i can so that she can discuss it with me and point out my mistakes.

and you know what, i actually did all the 10 papers within less than a week and passed it up to her. and she photocopied even more for me the following class. after so many passed year papers, i can actually do 1 question paper within 45 minutes and my info is solid. it feels good for once you know. it really feels good. i always had this confidence for chemistry and maths but never did have it for bio. and now i do. al because of her.

nevertheless, if only my bio lecturer, mdm leela had done exactly that from the beginning of the year, i wouldnt have been spending so much for this tuition. mdm leela doesnt have ANY MASALA in her head la. seriously. it really gets on my nerves you know. its not like she's smart and she doesnt wanna share any of it. she just doesnt know anything! she just looks smart because she's always with the marking scheme which has all the answers for the question. without that, i think she wont even be able to match how much i score for the exams.

when you ask her a question about biology, her standard answers would be:
(a) you should read the textbook, dakshini.
(b) ask your friends, you all should discuss these kind of questions more often!
(c) this is the answer, (refers to marking scheme) you should read the textbook more dakshini.....

this is exactly what happens. you tell me la, dont you think i'll get pissed?!

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~ another 4 days ~

few days from now..

2008-11-07T11:17:00.000+08:00

i just realised that there are so many things that i'm looking forward to in the month of november. seriously. i always felt that february had the most happenings because of my bday, valentine's, cousin's bdays and all that, but surprisingly, nov 2008 has topped february
i'm actually looking forward to (date order) :
@ rajhesh vaidhya's concert
@ Yoga's birthday
@ exam ending
@ Yoga's fast-breaking
@ anniversary
@ sleep over
@ holiday with Yoga
@ friends' gathering

rajhesh vaidhya's concert

and that would be the maestro himself. i know his hair looks a bit messed up and all that, but this is the best pic i could find to paste it in my blog. anyways, he's my idol when it comes to the veena. i simply cant find anyone who can play the way he does. the speed he plays is blistering you know. your eyes wont be able to catch up with the speed his hands move on the veena, and that's how good he is.

and he's not like any other famous veena players because he plays the veena in a contemporary way whereby it is not pure classical. he brings in some jazz, the guitar, drums, and a whole lotta stuff in his concerts. and he's ocming down next week friday (14th nov)!!! to brickfields!! how lucky can i be?! i so cant wait to see him in person!

Yoga's bday

Yoga's birthday falls on the day after rajhesh's concert. yeap, on the 15th of Nov. i actually thought of going out with him that night after the concert and spend time with him till midnight to be the 1st to wish him. BUT, my mom happens to be coming with us for the concert too. so, i dont think i'll be able to go out with him because something tells me that my mom is gonna insist that she comes with us to be with him on his bday too. so, looks like my plans will be off unless i plan things really really wellllllll......

exam ending
my exam, which started on the 15th of Oct is ending on the 19th of nov!! i know that its ridiculously long but i dont think i can do much about it. its just 8 papers you know, but there are all together 28 empty days in between! its good in a way and also annoying in another way. it wasting time la. i wanna get it over with and time is moving so freaking slow!! anyways, on the 19th, its gonna be merdeka for me! i'm gonna enjoy my life for the next 2 weeks till the end of nov before i start my classes AGAIN for the first 2 weeks of dec. yeap, i'm gonna be having college on the first 2 weeks of dec and then only i'll be off for another 2 weeks for christmas.

i really hope i get to enjoy my hols with no interruptions la wei. i really dont wanna be having any assignments from college and all that nonsense. i wanna be freeeeeeeee....

Yoga's fast breaking
my Yoga has been fasting for the past one month for vedha chanting. so, he's been vegetarian for the past one month. i really feel bad for him you know. cos, we always go for dinners in happening places and he's vegie. :( so, i'm waiting for he 23rd of nov till he's vegie period ends and he's back to normal.

anniversary
its been a year now.. since Yoga and i have been together. yeap, one whole year. i barely felt it la. seriously. they always say that when you're having fun, you will not feel time moving. and i should say that it is in fact very very true.

btw, i'm currently thinking of what to get him for his birthday which is next week saturday and our anniversary, which is on the 25th of nov. i've thought of a fantastic idea to make a card for him though. hope it works out!

sleep over

yeap, that would be pei yi, mei kay and rebecca under the covers. they were actually discussing of what word to give my team (myself, jie lee and siew) to act out in the gae of charades. hahha. they are damn cute wei. like some kind of conspiracy like that. cant wait to have another one during the hols. i hope its some time soon.
miss you girls la.

and that would be all for this post.

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~cho cho~

navarathri and dakshy

2008-10-10T19:26:00.000+08:00

its that time of the year again where dakshy spends almost everyday in her music teacher's place practicing for her veena performances through out navaratri (9 day worship to godesses). and its that time of year again that dakshy's fingers get tortured to the max and the veena gets bored of seeing dakshy everyday without fail. AND its that time of the year again that everybody in the house get tortured with sound pollution coming from my veena because my fingers cant strum properly at times. :)
yeap, its that time of the year again.

this year however, since shamita has got her spm and all those stuff, she couldnt perform and has always been performing with me ever since like.. ever. so, i thought i wont be performing too. but then, about 3 weeks before navaratri, my teacher calls me up and tells me that she wants me to play with this really superb veena player who happens to be her student. goodness! i had to literally practice every single day for longer hours to actually be in par with him, at least somewhere near "in par with him".

anyhow, all went well and we became good friends ultimately and went through all the performances well with little disasters. :)

the sleep over in action!

2008-08-30T13:22:00.000+08:00

meeting

as the plan was made, we (jie lee, siewie, becca, mei kay and i) are supposed to meet up in my mom's shop at 2. nevertheless, knowing my IST (indian standard time), i arrived at 3, because i had to collect something from Yoga and one shot had lunch with him. and not to forget, despite leaving early from his place the stupid jam due to the stupid merdeka celebrations AND friday prayers by the malays, the jam was atrocious and i arrived late.

so, upon arriving my mom's place at 3, i see jie lee, siewie and becca! giving them all a hug each, we head towards the pantry to gossip! yeap. initially, we were supposed to leave immediately to the mall and lepak while having lunch. but because mei kay could only come at 4, we thought of helping out siewie with her logo-drawing-project during that time so that we can straight ciao with mei kay and dont have to carry our bags around the whole of mid-v.

mid-v
at 4, info comes that mei kay is stuck in the jam and that she wont be able to make it to the shop and its advisable to just meet her there. upon "feeding" jie lee, becca and siewie with nestum and coffee and depriving them from death due to starvation, we leave to mid-v.

there, we met up with mei kay, who was trying on clothes to use for her up-coming presentation. then, we had desserts in Zen. ooooooo. desserts there is d-lish wei! it was fantastico! then we talked and talked some more.... shopped.... and finally exited from mid-v. picking up pei yi on the way from kl-sentral station, we were off back to my house.

dinner
in my place, Yoga, dad and mom were waiting for our arrival with happening yellow lights and the whole dim, hotel effect, which i discovered one day when we didnt have much to do at home. so yea.. had happening dinner which my grandma took pride in preparing for us. then, we got into my brand new 4-wheel-drive Toyota Rush.

*bragging too much. must stop*

the lounge
Yoga then took us to a clubbing lounge in bangsar which was quite nice. and that was where he picked up a baskin cake for the August Babies followed by the pictures below. and the cake was cut just as the clock struck 12, becca's bday!

the best part was, after the cutting of the cake, Yoga ordered the Flaming Lumbo for becca! oh my god, that was bloody cool you know. and the best part was that becca finished it just like that. whoa! i dont think i'll ever be able to do that you know. have a look at the pics. the flame wasnt really that obvious, but you can figure it out.

damn chun right??

THE sleep over
and that whole night after the returning from the lounge was spent by talking, gossipping, playing charades, playing UNO, eating a whole lotta junk food.. it was great wei. after a really long time, spending time with each other was great. and we finally slept at 5 something.
note: we all squeezed in one room, where 4 of us ended up on the bed and 2 were on the floor sleeping on quilts and wrapped up in a comforter. hopefully it was comfortable for them!

the next morning, we woke up, got dressed , had something light in my house and had nice breakfast in Oldtown. then, we parted.

i feel right, this is better than spending a whole lotta money and going for a lavish holiday, because we got to do exactly what we wanted, which was talk!

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~ thank you ~

sleep over preps

2008-08-26T11:37:00.000+08:00

3 days to go
today, finally, i decided to inform my mom about the sleep over. typical me. actually right, as soon as we (jie lee, siewie and i) planned the sleep over thing, i would have immediately informed my mom. BUT, knowing parents who just have to say "i'll think about it" when you tell something with full of anxiety, i didnt bother to do so till the very last minute. because, you have to understand that the buying of groceries for dinner that night has to be done by mom. so, she needs a minimum of 3 days to buy those stuffs and keep them all ready. i'm smart right?

my room has finally been cleaned fully. yes, F.U.L.L.Y. i know my room aint that big, but you'll be surprised of how much of junk can hide in it if spring cleaning isnt done. believe me, it isnt a good sight. clothes have been sent to be washed by my maid and room has been sweeped and mopped. i was initially supposed to leave it to be done on thursday since the sleep over is only gonna be on friday night, but i happen to have tuitions and some thingies to be done through out the rest of the week. plus, i've got my trials and 1st semester exams coming up. cant risk not studying for that or Mr.Chan might just call up my mom and tell her...
"dakshini has been spending too much time with shiva that her grades have dropped. therefore, i suggest that you tell dakshini to never ever speak to shiva again."
he might just say that. so, i think i've gotta do well for my exams.

arrival
i just realised that my family has spent quite a bit on travelling to the airport. yeap. first, bani anni came back from UK. so, one trip had to be made to pick her up from the airport by her family. second, the next day morning, my sister left to the US for a 10-day holiday, therefore my family had to dro her off at KLIA. then, she came back on the 23rd, another trip to the airport. THEN, prabani came down from india yesterday, whereby another car drove to the airport. so yea. quite a lot of international arrivals.

gifts from new york
my sister is such a darling you know. she went to new york with shamita and her family and they bought me the most number of gifts compared to anyone. yup! my sister got me a really pretty black dress, g-string and a blouse, followed by a body gel from victoria's secret. shamita got me stickers and some happening fancy markers. my aunt got me a pair of beautiful shoes! that's a whole lotta things you know. i'm so excited!

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~ 9 months ~

siewie turns 18

2008-08-21T15:20:00.001+08:00

siewie turns 18!!

happy happy birthday siewie!!

hope you have a great birthday and hope all your wishes and dreams come true throught out the whole year! onjoy yourself siewie!

oh yes, and note to the other August Babies, your birthday stay-over in my place on the 29th is confirmed! you may bring junk food or anything you all wish to munch on, except anything that has beef or pork in it, because my mom is very particular of the things that enter my house. and clothes to stay over.

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~ cho cho ~

lecturers and rumours

2008-08-06T15:48:00.000+08:00

PTA meeting
the other day, my lecturer, Mr.Chan decided to have a small chat with my mom because the first mid-terms just finished and he wanted to let our parents know about our performance before the 1st major exams for the 1st semester. as he called my mom, "co-incidentally" she was free and could make it for the one-to-one meeting with mr.chan.

at the meeting with my mom, these are the things he told her;
(a) dakshini (that's how he calls me) is a good student.
(b) she has a good future if she focuses well, in which we know she will.
(c) she's a little TOO over confident
(d) she is going out with shiva and his grades are dropping and we fear that her grades will also drop because of him.

OMG!
can you imagine what he just said. i mean, ME and SHIVA going out?! and he also mentioned that the whole college thinks about us like that. i can't believe it wei. shiva clearly knows that i'm going out with Yoga and we even talk about Yoga once in a while in college. just because we have lunch together and sit next to each other most of the time, it doesnt mean that we're going out right?! i'm really pissed wei. i can't take it!

and the best part is that shiva is shocked too! the 2 of us can't believe that lecturers have got nothing to do at all then to watch over who is going out with who. i really have a lot of respect for Mr.Chan you know. i know that things like this dont bother him, but why suddenly? plus, its not even true. haiyo... i'm so bothered right now you know. whenever mr.chan walks by and i happen to be with shiva, the 2 of us feel so conscious and all that nonsense. haiyo....

note:
till this very day, shiva and i havent sat side-by-side (we always sit 1 place away from each other, whereby that's where we leave our books and stuff)
there has been absolutely NO body contact between the 2 of us (not even holding hands or standing next to each other in the elevator)
we're not even lab partners anymore for us to be doing assignments together.

what makes them think that we're going out?! actually right, we're just as close as siew and i used to be in school (how ironic that siew logs in just in time as i type her name? haha), in fact, not even as close as siew and i. why la why...

Yoga's reaction
he's totally not bothered la. some more, he told me personally..
"haiyo.. dakshy.. dont bother la.. i should be the one who is supposed to be really really stressed and worried about it.. i myself not bothered because i know you too well and i know shiva too.. i know that there's nothing between the two of you.."

he also said that if i want means, he can come over to college one day and have lunch with shiva and i, where i'll be constantly hugging him and smooching. and hopefully, while this is happening, one of my lecturers will see us and they can then conclude that shiva and i are not going out. haha.

he's so sweet right??

ciao!

~will learn~

batman

2008-07-18T16:59:00.000+08:00

meeting
yesterday, we did go out to the pavilion. yeap. all of us. actually 3, bout it sounds nicer when you say "all". hehe. anyways, jie lee and i met up at about 1.30, as planned by my college. since her college is just behind mine and there are feeder buses from her place to mine, she decided to just come over. then, my mom came to pick us up at about 2, and off we went.

the meeting was supposed to be at 5, since the movie was at 5. then it was brought forward to 4, then it was brought forward to 3 something. that would be because, mom was a little bit busy in the shop and couldnt send us later on once we go to the shop. so, we had to straight shoot off. reaching there, we had lunch and was lepaking and after that siew, joined us at 4.

movie
movie was good la. really. except the fact that i would have been completely lost if siewie wasnt sitting next to me cos it was bloody bloody confusing. i nearly though of sleeping off because i had absolutely no clue of what was going on and the batman dude wasnt that good looking after all.

i actually though that the movie was gonna be simple and not as bad as batman begins. you know.. batman's the hero. his identity will be kept as a secret. there's a heroin. she'll like him as batman. batman will like her, but while he is just Bruce Wayne. then, when batman tells her that its not possible, she'll like Bruce since she's close to him. and all through out, there'll be a villain who'll be all out to kill batman and batman will have to risk his gf's life while saving Gotham city.

that's what i actually expected. but NO! do you ever think that they'll finish it easily? ish ish. they had to have harvey dent, an ugly gf, and a lot of people who just made me more confused. not that i'm complaining that the movie is bad or anything. in fact, the movie was GOOD. especially batman's car and bike. whoa! it was worth the money and the shivering under super low temperature in the cinema.

classes on friday
guess what la. i've been scheduled to have classes on fridays also from this week onwards. my only free days is gone! i mean, i have saturdays and sundays, but saturdays, i have my tuition to teach and sundays, i've got more tuition to teach. also, fridays and sundays are the only days when i can wear my super short skirts and all that cos saturday's i've got my music class that i HAVE to be dressed traditionally for.

irritating right? some more, i only have one class. whereby, i'll start at 9 and finish at 10.30. for that, i've gotta wake up at 6.45, get dressed, embark on a journey that gobbles petrol and takes forever to end because of the ridiculously large number of vehicles on the road, reach college and come back through the traffic back to mom's shop. ish ish!

okie. looks like i gtg. kinda doing something right now.

click!

~ time to realise things ~

from the library

2008-07-17T12:50:00.000+08:00

from the library
i'm currently in the library of my college again. actually, waiting for jie lee to finish class and meet me up at our common mcd. the plan for the day is, we're gonna watch Batman. "we" in this context would refer to siewie, jie lee and myself. yeah. the group shrunk from 6 to 3. that would be because the rest are having their exams and loads and loads of assignments. though i'm also technically going through one of the hard programmes, i dont have as many assignments as they do. quite surprising though.

before coming into the A-level programme, i actually motivated and prepared myself to manage my time properly and make sure i get to do all my assignments on time and literally got to know most of the procedures for presentations and portfolios and all that. but, after joining the programme, looks like i wont be needing all those skills after all! hehe.

no wearing formal clothes on presentation days.

no deadlines

no articles and research

no plagiarism

no paraphrasing

and ULTIMATELY, no stress!

yeap. isnt that fun?? but i'm not going through anything less than them. my syllabus is so much more taxing that all those stuff. it balances actuallly. and my results dont matter at all on my powerpoints and all that. its entirely on the god-forbid-super-duper-freaking-out-of-mind-humanly-impossible-exams.

memories
the other day, when i was quite bored at home, as nobody was at home because;

mom went to get the new maid

dad was at work

sis was with her bf

grandma was in temple

maid was being replaced

cat was asleep

i went through some of my school pics. you know, when i was in school, everybody used to tell me that once you leave school, you'll really miss it and wish that you could go back. hearing that, i used to think,
"what nonsense! who would ever miss that kind of a hell hole?? are you kidding me?!"
but now, when i think about it, i'm really beginning to miss school, as that was one period of time where anything and everything you need were taken care of. you seriously dont have to do anything for yourself. when you need absent-letters, parents are there. just pass the letter and you're done. when you flunk a subject, just tell the teacher and problem solved. whenever there are functions, you'll be right in front organizing them and being the centre of attention AND you dont have to bother of what's happening in class.

all you have to do is come to college and none of this happens again. when you need absent-letter, though your parents write them for you, you'll STILL get screwing from the lecturers. when you flunk a subject, you have to get extra screwing from lecturers and still re-sit the paper. when there's a function in college, you'll not be organizing it unless its a party for 2 and at the end of the day, you'll never be the centre of attention.

and my friends! we used to have lunch all the time last time. i mean, at least recess which was 20 mins. and not to forget, the in between times, when there are no teachers in the class and we just hang outside our classes. now, we can only meet each other once in 2 months. sometimes even longer! and somehow or other, someone wont be able to make it. so, you can imagine how hard is it to even see the entire group together.

now, you tell me. if you just left school and ended up in college, wont you miss it??

driving test
yeap. my driving story is YET to be over. remember the last time when i said that i failed my driving test because my bloody car didnt go up the bloody slope? well, i havent re-sit it yet. i'm going for couple of classes this weekend and will be sitting for my exam on the 21st of july. that's gonna be one hell of a stress before my car goes over the slope!
wish me luck everyone!

ciao!

~ out and fine ~

tested

2008-07-16T12:39:00.000+08:00

being tested
suddenly, i feel as though my whole sistem is being tested. my patience, my anger, my composure, my health, and of course, my priorities. since young, i've always been able to hold myself together. EXCEPT when it comes to exam results. that realy breaks me down and makes me lose my composure. lately, i feel as though i'm really losing it. everbody, and everything is testing me and pushing me to the limit. being a normal human being, i'm bound to just break lose and throw the no-matter-what-happens-i'll-always-be-in-contol face of mine.

i dunno whether my level of tolerence is beginning to drop and that i'm starting to get angry over the smallest things or its just time for me to stop bottling up everything within me and just behave like an absolutely normal person, who lets people know of how she feels when things come in the way. i know it's always good to express yourself as it is psychologically healthy, but not all the time. i think even you will agree with me.

though to the outside world, i might seem like a completely out-spoken person, i'm really not. especially lately. since last year, i started feeling as though its better to bottle up unpleasant feelings so that people dont get offended and relationships dont get spoilt. also, when you know they have the upper hand (older, higher hierarchy etc), you usually opt to do exactly that.

but, how much can i contain? do you know that if too much sacrifice is made, soon devotion will turn to hatred?! are some people really that ignorant towards how someone else might feel? i really dont see the difference between a murderer and someone who is numb towards feelings. truly.

as much as all of you who are reading this know me well, you should know that once i hate someone or lose respect on them, it NEVER heals and comes back to normal.

~ losing it~

hair and so much more

2008-07-14T18:14:00.000+08:00

hair
do you know that an average woman takes about 20 minutes to set her hair? when a guy takes at the most 7 minutes?? this is so true and i'm not making it up. so yea. by this statement, you should know that THE HAIR is the most important element on a woman's body and is given a LOT of importance.

today, we went over to the saloon to get our hair done - my sista and i. we went over to our regular hairdresser in pertama complex. paid about RM100 and walked out satisfied. he knows exactly how to get it done you know. the whole waves, curls, tidiness and all that stuff. my hair right now aint that short. its just been trimmed. because i'm gonna grooooooooooooooow it. yeap. at least i'm attempting to. i was sooooo close to tell the hair dresser to chop it all off before i stopped myself with so much might and said, "just trimming."

it was tough ok?? anyways, i'm planning to have it till my waist. then do some stuffies and make it look chun. but NOT straightening. i'm done and over with starightening wei. seriously. it makes your hair so bad shape after it starts growing and it'll start dropping like nobody's business. so yea.

movie
we're gonna watch "journey to the centre of the earth" on wednesday night at 11.40pm in midvalley! i'm thrilled! its in 3D you know?? and its that guy from "the mummy"!! i love that dude. but i never get his name right. i think its branden fraiser. something like that la. but anyways, mom, sista, sis's bf, me, Yoga and a few of sis's friends are gonna watch it. chun right??

okay la. i'm gonna bounce and hit the books right now. got pop quiz in college tomoro.
bubbye!

click!

~the well-wisher~

the nasty

2008-07-12T18:18:00.000+08:00

the flu - the nasty bloody thing that simply spoils your energy.

bloody hell! i'm falling sick! i cant take it wei. the one thing that i hate so so much in the entire universe. well, after failure, exams, headaches, backstabbers, technology, history, biology and.. ok ok. its not exactly the only thing i hate in the whole universe. anyways, its getting on my nerves you know. i was so excited about shamita's cheerleading BUT the dumb flu had to come yesterday and torture the hell outta me the whole of last night. i was sufferring you know. i practically raised my head on 3 pillows and tried to sleep, thinking that the flu might supress a bit and sleep might come but NO! it was still there and i barely slept.

at one point, i woke up, put my head close against a pillow and screamed my head out. a needed sleep wei. SLEEP. so yea, at 8, i could barely wake up and go for the cheerleading you know. i dont think i can go tomoro also. ish ish.

next meeting
my next meeting with ma clicks might be taking place somewhere around next weekend. yeap. in pavilion again. this time the agenda's gonna be BATMAN! yeap. i'm a huge fan of Batman series and i so wanna watch the latest movie. i'm so excited! i really hope mei kay can join us in this one because she couldnt make it the last time and it has been awfully long since we've all seen her.

i think so i'm gonna stop it here. losing things to type. hehe.

ciao!

~ touched~

looooooooong time later

2008-07-07T13:46:00.000+08:00

oh god. i'm so freaking sorry, siew! its been bloddy long since i've last blogged and i know you've been telling me over and over again about blogging and i'm yet to even attempt to do so. anyhow, i'm currently in college and since i dont have my college-pal shiva, i'm not having lunch in our usual junction and just decided to have some pasteries from the bakery nearby and eat it in class.
not to worry. we dont have prefects in college to chase us out of the class and give us "amaran"s if we are in the class during lunch hour. hehe. those days have gone far far away...

late
on friday, my family and i went for a holiday. well, technically, we didnt "go" for a holiday as all we did was just invite all my close relatives to the house and have a small get-together. that was really fun wei. as in, this holiday was faaaaaaaar much better than having an expensive holiday in europe! all we did through out those 3 days were - eat, sleep, eat some more, sleep some more more, watch tv and talk.
exact definition of RELAXATION.

so, last night, due to my fucking annoying period cramps, i suffered all night long and sleep was at such distance. so, not being able to do much, i tossed and turned. at 7, when i was supposed to wake up, i couldnt. told mom to send me for the later class, which ws chemistry at 11. so yea. i skipped bio and went it just in time. but guess what?? we didnt even have bio today! what a relief!! no homework, no nothing!! hallelujah!

being late at times does hlep tremendously you know. :)

gym
i've given up True Fitness and now have joined California Fitness. reason for jump :
Yoga Boy is here!
cheaper!
nearer!!

so yea. i'm here now. and my sister goes to the gym in teh mornings and i go in the evenings -with Yoga!! chunted or not?? i dont ONLY go to the gym for Yoga but also to lose weight. ; )
anyhow, my sister and all have finalised that only if i eat well, can i go to the gym. so, looks like i'm back to square one. not gonna lose much weight at all. siew'll kill me.
am i right siewie??

ciao!

~ new phase ~

oh yea. and these would be the pictures we took during our last catch-up session in pavilion. it was freaking fun! just like old times but without mei kay. will kill her for that the next time i see her. :)

driving - yet again

2008-04-11T12:00:00.000+08:00

another entry about my driving
today was the worst session ever! i simply couldnt take it. i really dunno if it was just me, but the handbrake was bloody hard today wei. it just didnt budge evreytime i try pulling it up to halt. i had to use all my strength each time to pull it up in full. i had a tough time. actually right, the first 1 hour was okay. not that bad. BUT, the following hour was incredibly tough. my hand started getting so soar and evreytime i had to pull it up, my fingers were burning like crazy because of the friction and the force. anyhow, i just kept quiet and never complained.

as i got down from the car after my 2-hour session, i looked at my left hand and got a shock out of my life! the skin had all started peeling, i had a humungous blister at the bottom of my middle finger and my hand was red and soar. couldnt do anything with that hand till it was treated with some medicated oil.
i might sound like a real spoilt brat. but i'm not. seriously. i can do hardwork and all. so, yea. i'm not exaggerating.

bio chromosomes
here comes another nightmare assignment. last week wednesday, my biology lecturer gave this so-called smalltime assignment. whereby, we have to get in pairs and solve a puzzle of chromosomes. its something like this..
we're given 3 sets of jumbled up human chromosomes, whereby there'll be 23pairs of chromosomes in each set. what we're supposed to do is, pair up the jumbled up chromosomes to form the fixed 23 pairs and paste on the given sheet of paper. as much as it sounds bloody easy, let me just clarify to you that those unpaired chromosomes are 2 cm long (at the most). so, can you imagine how tough it was?

geesh! it took me 2 hours plus to complete one set. and i have got 2 more to go and pass it up by monday. goodness goodness goodness..

click!

~ coming back tonight!! ~

not feeling good

2008-04-10T20:51:00.000+08:00

disturbed
i dunno why but i have been very disturbed lately. i'm yet to figure out why. this feeling has been getting on my nerves as i havent been able to concentrate on anything properly. i cannot be feeling like this for long you know. whether i like it or not, i have to find a solution to this and get it over with.

veena

my fingers have been tortured to the max. seriously. i couldnt take feeling so down for no reason that i started playing my veena like a crazy person for more than an hour nonstop. and the consequence of doing so?

look below.

so yeah. you should get what i mean. the pic isnt that clear because it was taken like one day later when it healed a little. ish ish.'i think all my sensory receptors on those 2 fingers are gone wei. there's nothing much left there i think.

chem prac
weeeeeeeeeeeeeee! today, i did my chemistry experiment all by myself and it turned out SO BLOODY ACCURATE! no joke wei. i prepared the solution by myself, i did serial dilution myself and completed the whole titration all by myself. without the help of shiva too! i was really good you know. i never even made a single mistake! i'm so proud of myself wei. i have never really done an experiment by myself before.

actually right, though this Daniel guy is a real sarcastic bastard who needs to be thrown into a river of hungry crocs and watch his slow death with popcorn in one hand and coke in the other, his teaching is really good you know. his notes and his way of teaching is really effective and impossible for you to not understand. he's really good.

nevertheless, today, he was abnormally sarcastic. he just went on and on. i think i needed more than 200kJ to keep my mouth shut from replying his bloody sarcastic lines. i was trying to concentrate on my experiment so badly and i had to ignore him at the same. oh god. it was some mega multi-tasking i had to do wei. arrrgggghhh!

click!

~batam for 2 days - gonna be tough ~

handyman

2008-04-07T16:13:00.000+08:00

why oh why vista??
damn wei. my vista in my lappy toppy failed to do what it was supposed to do as a loyal companion to me. okay. i'm getting a little over-ly emotional. BUT, lemme explain to you. my lappy toppy (laptop) which has the oh-so-wonderful-vista has expired BECAUSE i the bloody salesman who sold me the CD to download the vista thingy sold me a pirated one. therefore, the "original" software happened to be a trial period one for the price of an original one and it expired. so, now, the only thing i have in my lappy is the internet connection and that is it!

can you imagine?? this also means that i dont have any of my saved docs till i renew my whole thingy. i'm so pissed you know! and you know what;s the best part?? my presentation is coming up on wednesday and i need my lappy to be back to normal by then. this is just another thing to add on to my 'worry-list'. fantastic.
nevertheles..
just as i thought my entire life was over, Yoga comes to the rescue!
*plays superhero music theme*
yeap. he says,
"dont worry dakshy. just bring your manual and the docs which came with your lappy. i'll get it fixed and everything will be back to normal. trust me."
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!
this is why you need a handyman with you. he's always there to save the day when everything falls apart. chun right? hehe. so, looks like my life is saved after all. : )

laziness...
haiyo. how lazy can i get la? i mean, seriously. i started my gym again now and i'm facing a big time problem.
you see, lately, the jam to my college everyday is S.I.C.K.E.N.I.N.G. i cant take it wei. its just like that in every part of bloody kay-hell.
so, my ingenious sister, comes up with her ingenious suggestion. which is to go to the gym with her every morning at 6.30 in the morning everyday, work out for about an hour, then go to college form hartamas whereby we'll be travelling against the traffic and there'll be very much less jam. FANTASTICO!
but.. here comes the problem. the first week, everything was falling in place. wake up at 5.30, leave home at 6, work out till 7.30, leave gym at 8, reach college at 8.15. perfecto. BUT, the next week, laziness set in. haiyo... lazy bukan main lazy wei. i just couldnt wake up so early in the morning. despite the fact that i sleep very little each day, the task to wake up that early in the morning, just to go to the gym was bloody tough. so, i started saying, "tomoro.. tomoro.. tomoro.."

and now, going to the gym at least once a week at that time of the morning has become almost impossible. nevertheless, i admitted my laziness to my sista and she told me to just go to the gym with her on fridays through the weekend. this is gonna be so much better because i wouldnt have to wake up at 5.30, whereas i only have to wake up at 7 something. so, its great.
something;s better than nothing right??

click!

~ cho very the sweet ~

people have changed

2008-04-02T19:27:00.000+08:00

holy crap! i just realised a superbly vital information that people are never the way they are when you first meet them. seriously wei. lemme explain by giving you examples of people in my college.

stephanie chan
ooooooh ma god. she's the worst of the lot.
initially - she seemed very helpful and nice to talk to because she minded her own business and never talked to me unless i were to talk to her. so, i didnt mind her at first.

later on - when yoy see stephanie - RUN! no joke wei. i cant stand her! she behaves like a complete know-it-all. i mean, if you know something, and extra information or whatever, just keep it to yourself and dont publisize it la. who wants to know that you know how to operate Vista so well and you're very well versed in it? who wants to know that you read biology textbooks when you're bored at home and that you have practically finished the syllabus in your head?! who wants to know?!! go find someone who can be interested with the nonsense you talk and get out of my face in the process why dont you?!
oh and yea. during the biology presentation, she had to come over to me and brag about how she did her presentation and where she got all her info from and all that. haiyo. try being in her class wei...

shivaraj
he's a darling wei. really nice guy. but he too has changed - this time, for the better.
initially - he was just a friend to me, talking to me whenever we were in class and all that.

later on - he's a very very close friend to me. he halps me out whenever i have a problem and i help him whenever he has a problem. he walks me to my car everytime i go back after college earlier than him. he once in a while waits for me till my mom comes to fetch me to make sure i'm not alone. he shares all his problems with me, especially his x-gf and stuff like that. he's a really good friend.

lim kevin
my class rep. haha. i think about him itself ah, i feel like laughing. he's a bloody smart fellow with the brains of 2 humans put together. seriously. he's a straight As student and doesnt behave like one at all.
initially - i felt he was a real stuck-up and the authorative type who wouldnt wanna talk to you unless necessary. he also spoke to everyone but me for some reason which i cant get right.

later on - he's a bloody witty and funny fellow. haha. seriously. he now talks most to me compared to the rest in the class. and he's really fast with jokes and all. he sits behind me now and irritates the life out of me whenever he has nothing to do. and he somehow or other has something to say about my outfit everyday. oh and his past time - fool us that the following class has been cancelled and that we can go back.

i guess that's all of them who i have realised have changed since the first time i met them.

siewie
siewie is going through a tough time in college right now and i feel really bad you know. i mean, i have practically been there with her all the time since secondary school so much so,if i were not to go to school, she too wont come. we used to talk so much everyday and know inch details about each other, but now, things have changed. seriously. i feel as though we've grew so much apart. not that we did it purposely but its just that we both have been so caught up with things. we used to call up each other at least every alternate days to talk, but now, its lesser than once a week. i actually feel really bad for not helping her to go through this you know.

as her best friend, i should be there by her side, talking to her and making life so much easier. but, what am i doing?? i am so into my a-levels that i barely have the time to talk to her.

i'm really sorry siewie. really really sorry. i really hope you understand me...

anyhow, i just read her blog the other day and got to know that she has started taking the public tarnsport herself and things have become so much easier. i'm so happy for her! my siewie is independent wei!! yay yay!!

click!

~sweet message ~

formula one baby!

2008-03-30T12:18:00.000+08:00

*edit title*

formula one WITH baby!

haha.

morning morning
oh god. i couldnt sleep the whole night wei. i was given grand stand tickets by Yoga to go watch the grand prix in sepang! that's like my ever so dying wish that i wouldnt mind giving up anything to go for it. (well not anything...) so, yea. the whole night was all about figuring out what to wear and how the experience might be, preparations and so so so so much more.
1am - toss

2am - turn

4am - toss again
6am - turn again

7am - toss again again
8am - turn again again

8.30am - i'm up!

so,yea. i woke up at 8.30 itself to be dressed by 9.30. :) bathed for what felt like more than an hour and got dressed. came downstairs and minutes later, Yoga came over to the house to pick me up and off we went.

weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!

entrance
walked in with a super duper wide smile on my face and holding his hands. through out the whole journey in, which was bloody long, there were so many many exhibitions. and one of it was the McLaren cars.
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!

stood by the cars and the camera went click click click. hehe. couldnt help myself la. and Yoga was constantly telling me to give poses with the cars. so, what much can i do? pose la! (not that it was hard to do.....)

chun right.....

the race
the race was fantastic wei! i mean, we were sitting in the perfect-est place in the whole circuit- the place where there were 2 curves abd the most over-taking takes place. seeing the cars at that speed and the ear-blowing sound produced by the cars, the adrenaline rush....... oh god. nothing could replace it wei. it was simply great.

the results
the ultimate results was a little depressing though because McLaren made it to the 3rd place and Lewis wasnt the one. he was 5th. :(

1st - kimi raikkonen
2nd - kubica
3rd - heiki kovalainen

but anyhow, it was great wei. simply great!

MU - Liverpool
hahahhahahaha! in your face Rafa Benitez! you losers are gonna walk alone after all. right at the back. muahahahahah!
i was actually really sleepy that night after the super long day in F1, so, i couldnt watch the match, it was just nice for me to get back home, and sleep to glory. the next morning though, hearing the fantastic results of 3-0, i was recharged the whole day! hehe. we thrashed liverpool outright wei. the feeling is so superbly indescribable.

chelsea - arsenal
this was even more fantastic. arsenal lost wei! i think right, monday was one of the best days of the week this week. hehe! the losing of arsenal and the winning of MU. overdose of happiness wei.

click!

~ one hell of an experience~

the DAY!

2008-03-13T12:01:00.001+08:00

pre-results
the night before the collection of my bloody SPM results was.. torturous! seriously wei. and we just HAD to have a small get-together whereby my entire family comes over for dinner and a small time chit-chat. ish ish. actually the get-together was to greet my mom who just got back from a 5-day trip to Bangkok. so yea. through out the whole night, the only topic of conversation was - dakshy's spm results. aaaaarrrrrgggghhhh!

already i havent been sleeping for the past 3 days because of this nonsense, and now we had to have a discussion about it. how freaking annoying!!! anyhow, they go on and on and on and on trying to console me and make me relax, BUT, being dakshy - the nervous reck - the consoling didnt help one bit. i just keep on worrying about it and barely participate in any of the convos.

the lines said to dakshy....
Yoga - dont worry la.. you'll definitely get at least 8As.. i know you and i can foresee it already...
aunt sue - you already have 8As in your pocket. dont worry. you'll do great.
mom - have faith in yourself. you know you did well. 8As - you''ll get.
sista - you're smart la. you'll get more As than you expected (i expected 7As initially)

finally, at the end of the dinner, when everybody left and the house was to myself, i went up to my room and settled down. Yoga calls and we talk all night long, trying to calm myself and catch some sleep if possible.

morning
the next morning, 11 something - siew calls. i get super detailed info about everbody's results which helped boost my nervousness for the day. anxiety grew and grew and grew. i was supposed to meet siew and all in school, unfortunately, she had to leave a little earlier and i had to arrive a little later. that would explain why we couldnt meet. damn it!

anyhow, i reach school at around 11.45 and step out of the car with mom and sis. as i turn around, i see Yoga walking behind me! oowwwww. how sweet of him to actually take time-off and come to my school to collect my results with me.....

ps: siewie. that was the surprise i was talking about the night before. i actually expected him to turn up. : )

*skip the entire walking into classroom and signing*

i take a look at my results...

8As wei!!!!!!!

i was so bloody happy! finally! all those hardwork paid off! i'm getting a scholarship in college!!! with the happening results, i walk out of the classroom to my sis and Yoga who wait patiently.

"i got 8As!!" dakshy.
"aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah!!!" sista, Yoga and i.

i then get a hug from sista and then GIVE a hug to Yoga in front of my mom. haha. that was damn chun wei. i mean, since we've already informed mom about Yoga and i, i guess it wasnt a problem. that was the first time i actually did so, in fact. hehe. dakshy's got guts!

then, pei yi, jie lee , charandeep and all get hugs and we finally adjourn to lunch in times square. we hit to the dome and lepak with Yoga till about 1.30 and he leaves to work.

surprise surprise
in the evening at about 4 something, while using the pc in mom's shop....
"dakshy!! come here!!"

so, being the absolute blur one, as always..
"why??"

in irritation, they say..
"haiyo. shut up and come la!"

as i walk towards the reception, i see the delivery guy waiting with a bouquet in his hands.
"miss dakshy?"
"yeaaaa..."
"from mr.Yoga."
"aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...."

it was flowers again.. he's so sweet you know. and this time, he got me my favourite flowers - gebras.
*smiles bloody wide*

night
that night, mom organized a dinner in the Chile's in BSC. we had everyone come over and had a small time celebration. it was nice. ate to glory and headed back home at about 1am.

one hell of a day wei.

to all
to all of my friends who sat for spm..
if your results were good - celebrate
if your results were not-so-good - fuck it

seriously wei. come to think of it right, spm isnt everything. it was just a big deal because its going on now and because we're 18. a few years down the road, or just a year from now, nobody would even think about your results. your pre-u courses and your A-levels results matter more. this spm is simply nothing. dont give it a thought. even your celebration for it is gonna be short lived because you've gotta get back to your life, which matters more.

final word - screw it.

click!

~ anything you want~

apologies..

2008-03-05T16:04:00.000+08:00

oh my god! okay la okay la. i'll update. isssh issssh.

reason

actually right.. its not that i'm simply not updating you know. its so hard to find time to blog you know. college takes SO much of my time. i'm sorry ler...

power point presentation
oh fuck! do you know that i never knew how to operate the entire powerpoint crap till the other day when i was forced to do it myself?? ish! anyways, the convo between Yoga and me..

"hey.. are you busy in work?"

"no la.. why?"

"welll... ummmmm.. i need help..."

"what is that?"

"ummm.. in biology.. my lecturer has given us a task each, which is to do a powerpoint presentation on enzymes..."

"okayy.. what do you want me to do?"

"ummmm.. i dont know how to operate powerpoint at ALL..."

he laughed his head out.

yeap. haiyo.. what do you expect la? i'm a computer illiterate. i barely know how to make most of the things in a simple computer to function. so, yea. that was how it went.

after all the laughing and learning, i finally learnt how to operate microsoft power point. and guess what?? on my presentation day, despite having the least practice, i was nominated the BEST speaker!! hehe. nevertheless, my group got the last because my other 2 members weren't good and i didnt train them.

is it really my fault that they dont know a single thing in this chapter?
is it my fault that they cant speak english well?
is it my fault that i had to get all the information myself and do the presentation too?
is it my fault that they couldnt remember the pronounciation of the words despite me teaching them so many times?

what the fuck la?! but, i was just glad that they were nice people and thanked me at the end of the presentation for couching them and all. so, yea. that was helpful. and they are really sweet. janice is a very close friend of mine now and she's my first sarawakian friend. not bad right?
(trying to be an optimist)

results
my fucked up SPM results are coming out TOMORO!!!!! T.O.M.O.R.O.!! ESOK! NALAIKI! (dont know other languagess).

i'm so bloody freaked out wei. and my Yoga says that he'll be glad if he could come with me to achool to relieve my tension before collecting the results. how nice of him? he actually doesnt mind taking time-off to come collect my results. owwwww. he's such a sweetie wei. seriously.

anyhow, last night, my entire dream was all about the PMS - sorry SPM - results. ish. i was so irritated that beyond one point, i just gave up sleeping. and yesterday itself, my aunts called me up to ask my results. what the hell la?! i was so pissed you know. when i told shamita about my aunts, all she said was..

"if i were you, i would have just said, my results are mine and you dont have to give a fuck about it. thankyouverymuch."

haha. i just wished i could say that. but as you know, if i do, the entire world would simply collapse. if my family doesnt know my results, they would commit suicide in anxiety and kill me in the process too. what can i say?
that's how my family is. cant help it.
curiosity doesnt just kill the cat, but kills my family too.

holidays
my holidays are going on now. till sunday actually. which will be like, great. except for the fact that my results are coming out tomoro and that the rest of the holidays will be GREAT or simply miserable, whereby i'll just lock myself in the room and cry my heart our till the liquid content in my body reduces to 1%.

and you know something, my sister, cousins and Yoga are so sweet. they said that no matter what my results are, they'll take me out on this saturday to "celebrate". 'take me out' would mean that they'll take me clubbing for the first time. how nice of them.

oh damn. my heart's beating faster!

graduation
Yoga graduated the other day. last week, actually. from completing something that i'm yet to actually know. not bad right? and he took a whole lotta photos in my mom's shop. i shall post some pics the next time i blog - which will be very soon. i promise. :) sorry la. it's really hard to find time you know. especially when you've got more presentations coming up back to back and your chemistry teacher and your math teacher decide to have exams around the same time. so, you should understand me.

click!

~ resign ~

chem prac

2008-02-21T16:30:00.000+08:00

mom thought me since young... whenever delivering news, always deliver the worst and then, move on to the better ones. so, i shall start off with chemsitry practicals.

chemistry prac
"hey. you freaked out about chem prac?" sareeza asks me.
"no la. why would i? what much of a pain can he be?" i say.

2 hours later....

"now?" sareeza asks.
"he's a bloody arsehole!! bloody hell! i've never met such a meticulous person before in my life! screw him! may he end up in hell!!!!!!!" i reply in the voice of satan.

oh lord. you have got no idea what sort of a pain he is during practicals wei. i thought he's only an asshole during theory lessons but man, he is definitely worse during practicals wei. i felt like slapping him across the face. do you know that he made us stare at the burette for 5 minutes to just get the exact reading that he got? and mind you, i got his reading the first time itself but he just didnt wanna accept it.

"i'll be doing the whole experiment before you can start in front of you. after i'm done, while you're doing your experiment, i'll be correcting each and every one of you. and evey single one of you WILL make mistakes. BUT, dont you dare correct me while i'm carrying out the experiment here. if you do, you'll be in my bad books forever. i know what mistake i'm making and i know how to correct it. you just mind your own business."
now you tell me la. can anyone ever survive with a person like this being your chemistry lecturer? if anyone cant, how on earth can you expect dakshy, the girl who has been well known of her hot temper, stand this sort of a pain for 6 hours a week?! is this logical in any way?
but i have been surviving and hopefully survive for the next 16 months.

Almighty, give me all the strength to not burst at one of your malfunctioned creations. pleeeeease!

after chem, while on the way back from the lab to our classroom, we met our biology lecturer.
"so, dakshyani. how was your first chem practicals?"
"it was FANTASTIC!"
"haha.."
"it was attrocious la mam. i simply couldnt take it."
"why la?"
"haiyo. mam. let me just say that those 2 hours were one of the most torturous 2 hours of my life that i have encountered in a looooooooooong time."
"haha. all the best because you've gotta be with him for another 16months." she laughs and walks away.

damn it. SIXTEEN BLOODY MONTHS!!

last night
while doing my chemsitry notes like a good girl last night, my sister calls me..
"babe. watcha doin?"
"nothing la. completing my chem notes."
"oh ok ok. guess what? amma and i got 4 tickets to watch the premier of a new movie."
"ooookkaaaayyy.."
"yea. banuma, mughila, amma and i are going. guess what movie?"
"jodhaa akbar?"
"yeap."
"bye."

can you believe my sister?! she got FOUR tickets for a movie that i've been dying to watch and didnt even call me for it! she got somebody else to go. and the best part is that she made the effort to call me to rub it in my face that they'll be going for it and iy wont. ISH! aishwarya rai is said to be wearing gorgeous accessories and looks bloody good in the movie and hrithik roshan is said to have built his body so well that you'll practically drool just looking at his body and not even reaching to his bloody steaming hot face.

nevertheless, i have nothing to worry. i'm gonna be watching it with Yoga once he comes back from china tomoro. that would be waaaaay better. so, i guess i'm not that bothered after all. : )

driving
whoa! i got to drive back home today from a taman where we usually practcice driving. hehe. he's damn nice wei. my instructor is an old guy who has got sooo sooo much of patience with me. he actually didnt get angry with me at all despite the fact that my engine died 6 times today. hehe. he was constantly saying that he wont scold me and that the dying of the engine is something so common. driving is fun wei. just cant wait to get the driving exam over with so that i can get my hands on auto. ish ish. manual is so annoying and energy consuming you know. argh!

tuitions
i've got tuition to teach for shamita and her sister tomoro. haiyo.. already i'm so anxious that my Yoga is coming back tomoro at 8pm. and now, my tuition has been scheduled for 7 pm. ish ish.

ciao!

~ 1 day exactly ~

wednesdays

2008-02-20T17:26:00.000+08:00

wednesdays
oh lord. do you all know something? wednesdays are the only days in the week that we have 4 hours of biology back to back. no joke wei. usually, each period is given 2 hours and on wednesday, we've got 2 periods of math. that would mean..
2X2 = 4!!!!
fuck wei. and you know what's the best part? TODAY is wednesday!

biology
it has been scheduled that the first period of bio is practicals and the next is theory. so, putting on my brand new labcoat which looks quite good on me, we all enter the lab. my biology lecturer is Madam Leela, she's really sweet and she somewhat likes me a lot. dunno why. i can tell. the way she keeps calling me to help her with stuff and smiling at me, praising me for right answers and not the rest, sparking conversations with me... she seems to like me.
oh wait!
this is like the first biology teacher of mine that ever, EVER liked me! as far as i know, my form 4 biology teacher, puan noraziah is a bloody pain in the butt and despised me to the core. form 5 biology teacher was puan siti hanim, she pretended to like me but picked on me whenever i was doing an experiment. she just had so many things to say la. but now..... madam leela likes me!! hahha! how fantastic is that? and because of her, i'm actually beginning to like the subject. which is GREAT!!

experiment today however was really fun. we were investigating the reactivity of catalase enzyme in green peas. hehe. it was so fun to watch the green peas bubble up when hydrogen peroxide is poured on it. it goes all foamy and bubbly. hehe. i was playing with it nonstop.

morning morning
oh damn. last night rite.. i barely slept. i rested my eyes and every few minutes i would wake up and stare into the empty space above my bed. and that was because i was on the verge of falling sick. yeap. once again. mom somehow mom came to the rescue by forcing down 3 tablets into my throat. after that, the pre-fever syndrom stopped but then i couldnt sleep. i think i only slept at 6.30 and i had to wake up at 7.05. screwed up rite?

anyhow, after reaching college and realising that i've got an extra of 20 minutes before class starts, i bent over on the table and tried sleeping until...
"dakshy.. dont la sleep.." shiva says.
"yeah.. dakshy wake up la." kevin continues.
"dakshy dakshy dakshy.." shiva irritates.
"if you sleep now, i sware you would dream of the entire sweeney todd scene which i just elaborated to you." kevin pushes it.
"aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaarrrggghh!!" dakshy screams.

seriously wei. shiva and kevin were irritating the life out of me. ish ish. but, not sleeping had an advantage. we talked more about sweeney todd, the movie and i got to know more about it since i havent watched it yet. good in a way. hahah. but oh my god. sweeney todd sounds bloody SICK! thank god i didnt watch the movie. as much as i know depp acted fantastically and sang happeningly in that movie, i dont think i'll ever be able to sleep after that la.

sorry siew. i dont think we can watch that movie together. any movie but that la.

twist
you know something? i got a call from my veena teacher today...
"dakshyani. can you come for class tomoro instead?"
"why teacher?"
"because the other girl cant make it today la."
"oh yes ah. but cant i just come in today and practice alone?"
"the thing is that i want the 2 of you to play together so that i can choose who can represent our music academy."
"ohhhhhh.. ok. i'll come in tomoro."

after all the practicing i've been doing, she wants to test me and see if i can actually join the comp?! do you mean to say that she thinks that girl, the ultimate pain in the butt bitch, can play better than me and join the comp instead? you must be kidding me wei. she was the one who chose me initially and said that i can join the comp because i'm the "best". and now, she's testing me?! i'm so gonna play so well and that she wont even consider that bitch to join. just watch....

chem practicals
oh yea. and i've got chem prac tomoro. fuck wei. i was told by my seniors that he's a real pain and that loves to hawk on you while you're carrying out the experiment. and if you dont do it right, he'll just shout at you like nobody's business it seems. omfg. i'm getting bloody scared wei. already i hate practicals and now that i'm being informed of stuff like this, i'm shit scared of tomoro.

ciao!

~ 1 and a half days to go ~

fast one

2008-02-19T14:13:00.000+08:00

to start off with, i'm just letting everyone know that i'm bloody sleepy and that right after i'm done with my blog, i'm gonna take a short nap before my driving lesson start. so, it's gonna be a fast one.

chem test
haiyo! all those build-up he gave that the test was gonna be damn tough and that if we dont do well, he's gonna "kill" us was absolute nonsense! the paper was bloody easy ok. bloody easy. calculations wee just like SPM and there wasnt much "twist" (like he always says) and everything was damn simple. i was done within 15 minutes and the rest took about 30 minutes. waste of time la. i was studying so hard last night for nothing! ish.

headaches
i've been having very frequent headaches nowadays you know. i really wonder why. some say its because of the heat and the weather change that's so drastic past few days. some say, the radiations from handphones have been found to be causing headaches and people should limit the usage of it. guess what? i've been hanging on the phone nonstop lately. hehe. i'm not doing it on purpose you know. Yoga is not in the country, so the only way to converse with him is to use the ingenious creation of mankind - handphone. : )

but anyways, these headaches come around 10 times a day and last for about a minimum of 15minutes. i'm getting a little scared you know. i cant get into the car without expecting a headache to follow neither can i use the pc for more than 1 hour without switching it off after that before i'm done using it in full. should i get it checked or am i just exaggerating?

fingers
oh.my.god. last night, i practiced my veena for only 30minutes and my fingers were nearly gonna tear apart. damn bad shape wei. i couldnt feel a single thing, neither could i use it for anything. the pain was excruciating for the first hour and slowly it started reducing but the throbbing pain is still there. hell la. i really dunno how am i gonna manage all the mega practices after this. all because of being a lazy pig and not touching the veena for more than 1 month. who do i blame?
dakshyani.

ok la wei. i'm ciao - ing. damn sleepy and tired. less than an hour to knock out.

ciao!

~ 2 and a half days to go ~

exhaustion!!

2008-02-18T18:12:00.000+08:00

whoa! i'm bloody tired wei. really. i've been lacking time to spend on myself you know. i barely talk to anyone i know for that long and i havent spent much time sitting down and relaxing myself. thank god for Yoga coming back yesterday. or else, my sunday would have been even more hectic studying. there's just no end to bloody a-levels wei! ish! its like evreytime you're done studying something, there's more waiting for you at the back. fuck wei. but i wouldnt blame anyone but myself when it comes to this. because dakshy, the self-acclaimed multi-tasker chose a-levels and now the only thing i could do is shut up and study it without complaining.

chemistry lecturer
oh fuck him! cant stand him la wei. he's such a pain you know! he barely lets anyone answer his question after he's asked you know. then he'll say that we're very slow and that we cant even answer his questions despite all the teaching. what the fuck la?! you dont let us complete our sentences and you expect to get your answer?!
his favourite lines would be :
"faster! faster! faster!"
"dont think!! just write. the more you think, the more time you waste! just follow the steps. you all wont get anywhere if you all think. you're not me."
"keep writing! dont stop. keep copying! fast!!"
"why arent you following what i've been doing?! i dont like your method! just do mine!"
"its only my way here in my class ok?! dont try being smart and following somebody else's method!"

oh lord. if i ever catch him outside the campus, i'll chop him up and scream into his ear just like the way he does wei. no joke. i'll kill him! bloody idiot! do you think that you're SO bloody smart? smarter than my tuition teacher? he can clear you in seconds ok?! back off!

and i've got his exams to sit for some more tomoro. thanks so much for the wishes siewie. so sweet of you. i think i'll need all the luck in the world to make sure i score super high marks to keep his bloody mouth shut for good. he really needs to know that he's messing with a chemistry lover and that no matter what he does, i'll never be shit scared of him, like he wants me to be, neither will i hate the subject at any which point.

lab coats
i got my lab coat!!! hehe. i look damn funny wei. hehe. you should check it out. i'll post a few pics later on. mom says i look like a doctor in the making. haha. actually rite, i;m beginning to make myself like the whole medicine world. i mean, eventually, that's what i gotta do. so, what the heck? i'll just like it and do well as my mom wishes and yearns. its the least i could do for her la. cos, despite all the financial problems she's having, she's still working extra hard to make me Dr.Dakshyani one day. i cant possibly let her dreams shatter at this point. i'll do it.

china
Yoga has left for china. OMG! do you know the condition of the weather there in china?! its bloody hell 5 degrees wei! even lesser at times it seems. you can dream on to stay outdoors for more than 2 hours even upon putting on the thickest clothes ever made for winter. pity him you know. its freezing there. nevertheless, he happens to be another polar bear, just like his girlfriend. so, he's surviving happeningly. : )

holidays
i'll be having holidays from the 20th to the 30th of march! hooray! i promise you that i'm gonna spend the whole of those 11 days relaxing and spending minimum time studying. i really need the break
oh wait.
who am i trying to kid la? i've gotta study like crazy during the whole of that week because i'll be having an exam for all my 3 subjects after that. hell la.

competition
guess what?? i've been chosen by my teacher to take part in a veena (indian instrument i've been learning) competition! and i'm the only one chosen from the whole of my music academy. i'm so excited. but, this comes with a whole lot of practicing wei. a whole whole whole lot. i really hope my fingers dont fall apart because they are comfirmed to be totally feeling-less by the time the competition comes. i really hope i win the competition too!

gifts from india
Yoga has bought me very very very nice gifts from india you know! eeee. i;m so excited. i'm yet to see them because i told him to only give it to me when we go out for my post-birthday date. so.. let's wait and see.

ciao!

~ 3 days to go ~

sleepy

2008-02-17T08:31:00.000+08:00

bloody driving
my driving lessons (practicals) are starting on tuesday! fuck la! how the hell am i gonna have the time to finish my other homework if i keep occupying myself with all these stuff? already i got barely enough time and only have the time to do homeworks and i have barely revised anything. and my chemistry teacher (mr.sarcastic) is having a test and so is my math teacher (mr.bariny). how the hell am i gonna cope? ish!

Yoga
Yoga's back for the day!! yay!! but he'll be leaving to china tonight for a work related thing. you know how sweet he is to allocate some time for me today to come over to the shop and see me through his tight schedule? eeeeeeeeeeee! he's a sweetie pie.

tuitions
i've started teaching tuition after such a long time. yeah. after teaching form 4s in form 5, i havent thought anyone. and now, i've started teaching my cousins maths. shamita and sucjita - sisters. tuitions have been going good, but then, i've lost touch and it seems to be taking up too much of my time. i got lesser time now la. haiyo. but i think i asked for it cos i've added another student to the list, sucjita's friend. so, i'm teaching 3 of them twice a week for 1.5 hours each class. time consuming but it brings in some income. so, i guess i cant have the best of both worlds. so, shut up dakshy!

valentine's
this valentine's, my dearest friend in college, shiva, was sooooo sweet. just because i've been really nice to him by helping him out with his homework and all, he got me flowers, a card with a super long sweet message, and chocolates! haiyo. it was so nice of him you know. and mom and dad got me something really nice to wear. sista got me hair-removal cream! hahha. she's such a cutie la. as much at is embarrassing to receive such a gift on valentine's, it was something i needed. so, i love ya sis!!

sleepy
i'm actually damn sleepy right now because i barely slept last night as anticipation simply got me. i was so excited that my yoga was coming back and that i could see him after such a long time. so yea. i've gotta go get dressed also now. he's ocming to pick me up from home. gotta go!

ciao!

~ break fast~

post birthday - delayed

2008-02-16T11:28:00.000+08:00

the night before
the night before my birthday, we went over to michealangelo's and had dinner. whoa! the food was to glory wei! italian! haha. really enjoyed myself eating. underlined - EATING. i ate. note to siew, brenda and all those who think i dont eat and survive on thin air. :) after that, however, we went over to karma - a club in hartamas to cut my cake with my sister's friends and all. that was kinda fun. music was blarring and the best part was that i was accompanied to a club on my 18th birthday with my mom, dad, sis and GRANNY DEAREST. yeap. my grandma actually came to the club with me to cut my cake. how chun is that??

birthday wishes
at sharp 12, Yoga called me all the way from india and spoke to me for like 20 minutes. it was so nice of him. though he was restricted to be outside of his dorm at that time of the night, he still took the risk and spoke to me for so long. i was so touched.

my cousin from uk, aunt from ny and relatives from kl were all calling me nonstop and my phone was ringing constantly till about 1am. after all the calls, i finally rested the phone down and spoke to my family who were patiently waiting for me to be done. they all wished me and by the time i was on my bed to recharge myself for my college the next day which starts at 9am, it was 3am. not that bad.

birthday itself
after a super long day in college, i came back home and started operating my new LAPTOP from acer that my mom got me. whoa! it was super sleak wei. damn chun. anyways, while i was using it, i heard the doorbell ring and i was told to open it. running down to the main gate, i see a guy standing there with a humungous bouquet in his hands. he then came to me and..
"miss dakshyani?"
"yeah.."
"a bouquet from mr.Yoga for you."
"oh my god!"

oh lord.. the bouquet was so pretty! and it was so sweet of him to arrange all these during the hectic period before he was to leave for india. eeeeeeeeeeeee! i was so touched!

isnt it pretty??

oh yea. and recently, we took some family photographs. check it out.

ciao!

~one more day~

birthday birthday birthday!!

2008-02-05T09:44:00.000+08:00

birthday outfit

i have finally got my birthday outfit. oh wait. outfitS. hehe. i now have 2 dresses, one being the one i just bought yesterday and the other one being the one yoga bought for me, 1 skirt, relatively very pretty, 2 blouses, chic and chun and 1 pair of shoes. actually right, i have got lesser outfits than what i had last year. but what the heck? if i had complained, mom's exact line would have been...

"why dont you try putting on some weight so that you can look nice in the clothes they have?! you're so thin that everthing you try looks as though its hanging on a hanger!"

so, to avoid such situations, the best thing to do is shut up and thank mom for bringing you shopping and spending a few hours without complaining that most of the clothes i try has to either be made one size smaller than the smallest size or altered completely. : )

birthday plans

mom and i have officially made plans for my birthday. which would be a dinner in either KL Hilton or PJ Hilton, or whatever i change my mind to, again. hehe. and the party is gonna be post poned to 22nd feb, as yoga wont be around through out the whole week of my birthday.

birthday gifts!

the other day, mom came over to my room while i was getting dressed and asked me...

"dakshy, your birthday is coming.."

"yes mom. i'm so excited!"

"yea.. about your gift. i've been thinking.. do you want a laptop or a new handphone?"

*dakshy faints*

can you actually believe what my mom asked me? i literally fell on the floor and looked up at her, asking..

"you serious??"

haha. interesting huh? but anyways, i havent made up my mind yet. wait la. i shall decide something by the end of the week, which was the deadline she gave me. eeeeeeeeeeeeee!! i'm so excited wei!!

college homework

haiyo. i cant believe i had gotten so used to myself not having any homework to do and being so happy-go-lucky for the past few months (even before spm) that now i find the homework given by my lecturers SO hard to complete! damn it la! i just cant stand having my homework in my mind, constantly irritating me till i get them done. and now that i'm on a 10 day break, its even harder to cope with my social life you know.

my chemistry lecturer had to give us one entire booklet to conplete and my biology teacher had to give me a BIGGER booklet to complete and my maths lecturer had to give me an entire BINDED BOOK OF HOMEWORK!! i hate the bloody word, HOMEWORK!!

ciao!

~ parted for SO long? ~

plan plan plan!

2008-01-30T17:22:00.000+08:00

YOGA
my boyfriend has gone to johor for TWO weeks! and yea. its been bloody hard you know. 1 week has officially passed and i have survived. not because i was strong, but because my yoga came back on sunday just to see me and then drove back all the way to johor because i missed him so so so much. haiyo.... this is what you call a sweetie la. no joke. he was so nice to come and spend the whole day in the shop with me. hmmmmm...

dakshy = HAPPY!!

biology
oh damn the world!

biology is bloody LOOOOOOOOOONG wei! each chapter goes on for at least 50 something pages in a book that looks like an encyclopedia and has a font of 10. i cant take it wei. can you imagine reading 50 something pages of JUST cells?? that's how it is. that's how BAD it is. already biology is my "favourite" subject and i'm trying my best to start liking it. when they dump this much of nonsense on your head, how on earth am i gonna survive?

and my biology lecturer doesnt exactly have the face of tyra banks or julia roberts in which you can be inspired to go on with the subject though its fucking boring. she's in her late 40s and puts on her blusher on her cheeks like miney mouse. seriously wei. its like 2 huge round spots in her cheeks. tengok pun langsung tak de inspiration. ish! what am i to do la?

mcdonald's
today i tried the red bean sundae that i've been dying to taste since last year!! yay!! actually, after class, which finished at 12.30 instead of 1pm, i literally forced shiva to follow me to mcd's so that i can have the ice-cream. although he was supposed to catch the earliest bus that leaves, i made him take the later one so that i'll have company. hehe.

but for the record, the sundae was killer wei. damn nice.

birthday plans
today, on the way back from college to mom's shop, my birthday plans were made. 18th birthday ma.. must do proper planning la.
"so, dakshy.. what you wanna do for your birthday?" - sista
"i dunno la. i thought of having a pool party. but we dont get into the pool. i just like the concept." - dakshy
"hmmm. can also. but we wont be able to be there all night long unless it's OUR pool. so, anything else?"
"why dont we just have it at home? i dont wanna spend a lot la. my college fees and all are damn high."
"i think that's great idea." - mom
"food?"
"we can get the kajang satay guy to come and do it 'live'. it'll be damn chun. or we can even get him to do some kebabs and all. it'll be so much easier for us and everybody will enjoy."
"oooo. sounds good. can also. but can we go for a nice dinner the night before? just us?"
"yeah sure. we can call your boyfriend also. shouldn't be a problem."

dakshy just smiles.
so, yeah. that's plans. but i think i'll have a proper outing with my friends for my birthday. i cant possibly concentrate on them when my family is there. i shall start planning more.

birthday outfit
going for mega shopping next week. and that reminds me. i've gotta wax my legs. oh wait!!
did i mention the really really nice dress yoga bought for me without me that fits happeningly?? haha. oh my god. the dress was gorgeous and exactly what i wanted wei. it was soooooo nice. and i was bloody shocked with the fitting that looked as if my mom herself bought it wei. eeeeeeee. my baby is such a darling la.

holidays
mahsa has given us 10 days of holidays in conjunction with the federal territory day and chinese new year!!! yay!! isnt it fantastic? but the sad thing is that the holidays end exactly 2 days before my birthday and i'll have to go to college on my birthday because i have maths and chemistry. damn it!

ciao!

~ wanna be close ~

its been LONG!

2008-01-29T16:26:00.000+08:00

brenda: can you for goodness sake update your dead blog?!
siewie: oi! blog la! do you know how h=long has it been since you've blogged?!
dakshy: oh fuck! i havent blogged!

so, due to popular demand, dakshyani the great has finally decided to blog. hopefully i havent lost touch. :)

my boyfriend!!
Yoga and i have been having a blast since the time we beacme official. whoa. from all those days of sitting in the corner of my room and thinking over and over again if liking him is the right thing, i am now jumping around my whole room expressing my joy everytime i think of him.
things have actually worked out!! wooooooohooooooooo!

recently, well, not exactly recently, but last year, when we went for our christmas trip to singapore, he came along! waaaaaah. it was damn nice wei. he was there with me all through out. now, that's what you call a holiday wei. it was bloody chun.

oh yea. and my family (immediate family) knows about the 2 of us and they're completely ok with it. in fact, mom has actually encouraged us. BUT with a condition of studies not getting affected in any which way. so, i guess its safe to say that all good and fine.

i really really wanna thank ma clicks who have all been there with me whenever i was crying like crazy because of all the things that were happening. for consoling me when i was down. for motivating me to go on with it despite all the chaos that was happening.
wong, siewie, pei yi, kok, koo and becca - you guys are the BEST!!

mahsa college
my A-Levels has officiallybegun. it started on the 3rd of Jan actually. it has been a good journey though. really. i was quite surprised how well it has turned out to be. the students there are really nice. although i didnt go in for the orientation that was held on the week before, all the students in my class are so friendly and nice.
we've got 11 students in our class. let me give you a little detail about them.

pavittra - the first person i spoke to in my class. my 1st friend actually.
shivaraj - really nice guy. one of my closest friends. smart.
kevin lim - 17 years old. fuckin smart. class rep. nice.
pooja - bloody quiet. proud type. barely talks. a LOT like someone i wanted to avoid like crazy in form 5.
tan - funny. deep voice. a little reserved.
sofia - damn bubbly.
stephanie - lives and feeds on biology.
wai kit - damn cute. nice hairstyle.
mia - a little bit of the vain type. but boleh tahan la.
sareeza - out going. nice. good conversationalist.

that's it. actually rite. they're all really nice la. and surprisingly, i'm damn friendly in class too. i guess the anti-social dakshy just doesnt wanna show. hehe. anyways, i'm having a blast here la. lecturers are all really good. well english spoken and bloody smart. chun. just that the syllabus is bloody heavy la. seriously. we've got so much to study you know. and my first exams are in november and the second one is in june. though i'm only taking 3 subjects, its 3 fucking TOUGH subjects.

so, dont under-estimate A-Levels students and dont get on their nerves or they might just decide to throw one of their textbooks your way and believe me, you'll NEVER be able to get up again.

driving
yes. i still havent completed my driving course. i just finished my 2nd 6 hours ceramah. and its surprising that i'm still alive after that. pheeew! they tortured teh life out of us you know. they actually made all of us to stand under the sun for 3 motherfucking hours to learn about the car engine and how to change the bloody tyres. do you by any chance think this is gonna be useful to ME? all i have to do when my car breaks down is call up my Yoga or dad to come help me. oh wait. actually, i have SO many people to call and my car can be good to move in less than 10 minutes. i dont have to learn it! which part of that dont they understand?!!

i'll be starting my driving lessons on the road from next week onwards. after my L license comes in.
drivers of malaysia : be prepared. if you ever see dakshy driving, stay clear or your car might not look the way it looked before you got onto it. : )

wong
brenda has offiicially left to australia. i literally tried calling her about a zillion times and i could NEVER get through even once!
her reason was : my battery died la wei.

you know what;s the best part? i actually bought her souvenirs and all to pass it over to her before she's off. ish! wong. you're gonna get it from me la. anyways, hope everything's good for her and hope she studies well there. my best wishes.

siewie
her NS has been cancelled!!! praise the lord. all good's for her man. i'm sooooooo happy. words cant express wei.

and siewie. when's your chinese new year lunch?? wanna see you la.

birthday
dakshy's birthday is coming!!!!!

all please be informed that my birthday is coming and by all means, i accept gifts with open arms and have got no issues in receiving them. and the theme for my gifts this year is....
simply anything

yeap. so, you can get me whatever you feel like getting me. anything which you feel i need. but just in case you think i need pads, i've got lots of them. so, dont try to be too smart. : )

ciao!!

~ miles and miles away ~

celebrity look-alike

2008-01-08T11:19:00.001+08:00

http://www.myheritage.com/collage

all set!

2008-01-04T13:20:00.000+08:00

dakshy's all set!!

pre-u course
yesterday, after talking to a big shot guy who practically has 4 titles before his name (or was it 6?), my path has finally beem brightened a little. yeap. he helped explain all the courses (medical and pre-u) which i can actually consider. the best part is that he didnt exactly recommend any obvious places which everybody flock into. so, i was given a whole lotta names and places which have got quite good potential. i was then "enlightened" even more by one of the lecturers of his college too. the lecturer (mr.chan) exaplained a whole lot about most of the pre-u courses that are being conducted in malaysia and recommended the best to me too. he even showed me around the college and all. quite nice of a guy.

the ultimate decision
dakshyani d/o ratha kerisna naido will be doing A-Levels in MAHSA college which will be commencing on january 20th 2008.

reasons behind choice
as explained by the dean of the college (the dude with SO many titles), this college has only started their A-Levels program 2 years ago. so, when i join this year, i will be in their 4th batch. which would mean that they are quite new and all. to add on, they've got a whole lotta experienced lecturers from around the world who have been picked out from well-known colleges who have the hghest potential to produce good students.

oh oh! and the best part....

they only accept at the most 10 students per class! can you imagine?! there'll be like 100% attention on each student. unlike taylors and all which accept close to 60 students per class, here, they only accept about 10 students. in which the lecturers will actually willingly give you extra tuitions and teaching hours for free. i wont even have to go for tuitions outside. wah! damn chun wei. and the fees and all are quite interesting too.

this college also is situated quite near to my mom's place and the highways are happeningly happening, in which i dont have to get stuck in the jam at all. bonus for dakshy, as she's gonna start driving! weeeeeeee!

siewie
haiyoooooo.. here comes the sad part. my siewie is stuck in fucking national service! ish! damn irritating wei. pity her you know. they dont have anything proper there you know! no hot water, the place is bloody isolated from the outside world, the people there are all bad shape, no body from our school are there, the food sucks BIG TIME, the insects have moved in with the students in their dorms, the distance to walk to the girls' dorm is bloody far and dark, the hours they have to wake up is ridiculous, and the list goes.

fucked up wei!

no joke. i'm bloody pissed you know. and pity siewie. she's got her rashes already. her skin is causing havoc. ish. who the hell ever started this fucked up NS nonsense?! who ever that is, is gonna get a slap across the face from me. confirm. and why girls?! do you know that NS in singapore is only for guys? why the hell are girls forced to go for it here in malaysia?! what nonsense la. do you even think even though we've gone for the NS, we'll actually help out the country when there's a dispute or war or whatever? we'll be the first to get out of the country and settle down somewhere far far away. tehn why the NS?!

driving
i have finally registered myself in a driving school in cheras. started studying the undang2 nonsense. exams will be next week. :)

click!

~ announcing it to the world ~

awesome's partay!

2007-12-19T10:23:00.000+08:00

mommy dearest
my mommy dearest suddenly insists in controlling me mega-ly. i really dunno why la. haiyo. she was just superbly stubborn in not letting me go for brenda's farewell party (which has been said to be the "awesome partay of the year"). so, dakshy, not being able to do much about it, had to just shut up and listen to her.
what to do la? i'm still under-aged and havent obtained my own fucking driver's license.

siewie saves the day
last night, siewie called.

"dak. you coming for the party rite?"
"no la.. my mom's not letting me go! damn pissing of you know!"
"well... how IF you tell her that i can provide transport?"
"actually, it isnt about transport.. its just that its too late at night la."
"but i want you to see my new haircut!"
"new hair cut?? now i wanna go! how siewie?"
"how IF you tell your mom that ................ ??"
"OH MY GOD! that's a really good idea. but, i dont think she'll accept the second part of it. lemme try asking her."
"okie! make sure you gimme some good news!"

final decision
after the mega pleading and literal begging....

"fine la fine la. just go. haiyo... children nowadays can be SO persuasive la!"

muahahahahahahahaha! i'm going for the partay!

what to wear
some how or other, the most stressful part of attending a function would be when the question "what do i wear?" arises. and damn it! it has just risen. actually rite.. i never bothered thinking of what to wear cos i just never thought my mom would allow me to go. so, i didnt bother thinking much. but now, since i'm going, i have just come to realise that i have less than 5 hours to pick something to wear, get dressed up and look for a birthday gift for awesome. damn it!

my options would be:
@-- pants and a blouse (formal)
@-- jeans and a blouse (smart casual)
@-- skirt and blouse (elegant)
@-- super short skirt and blouse (kinky)

hmmmm...

baking outta the blues
day before yesterday, for no absolute reason, i thought of baking. asking opinions for what to bake, it turned out to be a cake. after thinking a while, i came up with an orange cake. the perfect orange cake (dakshy's very own recipe).

and the baking began.

wah! one hour later, the whole house was filled with the smell of my orange cake. fantastically fantastic! perfecto! exquisite! simply beautiful! name it la. it was just happening. perfect moisture, perfect texture, perfect colour, just perfect.

ok. i should stop.

anyhow, after that, my sista and i thought of baking strawberry choc chip cookies. and not surprisingly, that was also perfect.

click!

~ never been happier ~

playing safe

2007-12-17T12:54:00.000+08:00

before my friends decide to whoop my butt because i havent been blogging regularly, i shall play safe by just blogging though i've got so many many things to do right now. : )

driving
dakshy's supposed to have registered for her driving classes and started her undang-undang nonsense, BUT nope. i havent registered. wait, i havent even found a place to go for the classes. so, yea. i guess i'm yet to complete my after-spm must-do's. damn it wei. i have gotta complete the bloody list before my matriculation starts la. ish ish.

nevertheless, i have felt the ultimate pleasure of driving a mercedes benz, honda city and a savvy. so, i guess i'm not that far behind my list. *winks*

holidays!!
while hanging with my family the other day, we were discussing about the right place to go for holidays this year as we've all had a super stressful year. so, thinking thinking thinking.. suddenly, my sista comes up with an ingenious place to go to.

SINGAPORE!!

well, it was ingenious to me cos i've never been there before. yea. i know i sound bad shape. but yea. everyone in my family have been to singapore except me. and that would be because i wasnt born the first time when they went as a family. and i guess that would be one of the disadvantages of being born very much later. you just miss it. simply miss it.

so, anyhow, coming back to the holidays plans. we have decided to go over to singapore on the 26th, 27th and 28th. that would be the day after christmas. we'll be staying over in my aunt's place in johor and visiting singapore. also, we've added into the plans to spend a day at a happening waterfall in johor on one of the days. lets just see how things go.

holiday go-ers would be :
yoga, dakshy's family, shamita's family, mira's family, aunts.
total : 18

that's gonna be quite a big group of us going together gether.

christmas decorations
oh lord!! you've gotta check out the curve's christmas decorations wei! no joke. its GORGEOUS!! seriously. its a happening white christmas there. ish ish. so beautiful wei. i really wonder where they get all the inspiration to do all these stuff wei. and it seems that midvalley and the curve are competing for the best decorations. midvalley's decorations are no less attractive wei. its like an autumn christmas there. damn chun man.

christmas is my most favourite time of the year wei. so, if i start getting a little carried away, dont bother.

new year plans
for the upcoming new year, dakshy's joining her sista for some "adult" celebrations. yeap. i'm officially going clubbing! haha.

but actually right, i'm not that excited. the whole idea of being in a place filled with cigarette smoke and people wanting to fall all over you for 5-secs pleasure puts me off. i think i'll just go over for about an hour and then go out dating with my bf and spend new year's with him some where quiet. that's more like dakshy.

new year's dress
dakshy will be going for new year's dress shopping too! whoa! that's something i'm really looking forward too. because, recently i've been having happening cravings for nice dresses. maybe because i've waxed my legs and now my legs look bloody good and shapey. haha.

but anyways, will be going with my sista for dress shopping on the 29th. most probably. : )

college
havent registered. havent thought about it.
fuck it.

click!

~ so in love~

after math

2007-12-06T10:38:00.000+08:00

oh my god. if my blog were to have hands and legs, i would have confirmly gotten a slap across the face and a kick on the butt. no joke. i havent blogged in centuries wei. i feel so un-updated.

after math of spm
spm ended on the 26th of nov. the MOST memorable date of my life as i finally finished my highschool and sad bye-bye to history, biology, bm and moral. oh yes and not to forget EST. yeap. most memorable date.

celebration for spm
initially, plans were, we were all supposed to watch a movie and then head back home as a big family and chat the whole night. also, my sleep-over was supposed to take place. BUT, as we all know, that didnt happen. instead, after my spm, i headed back home, had my shower and came to the shop. in the shop, i was lepaking the whole day. the whole bloody day. it was fun though. you know, enjoying yourself without having the guilty feeling. wah. happening wei.

anyways, that night, yoga, dakshy, sista, shamita, mom, sucjita and aunt sue went out for ice-cream to baskin's. initially, it was damn fun cos we were all chatting and all. after that, it got kinda irritating when mom started stuffing me with the ice-cream. seriously wei. you can stuff me with normal food. but ice-cream?? you want me to look like a pumpkin is it?

relationship
dakshy's in a relationship! with who?? well, if i was willing to let the whole world know, i would have titled the blog with his name. so, you figure.

plans
after spm, there were quite a lot of things i wanted to do. as in piercings, driving, outings, college, dresses and all. but currently, the only thing i have done is WAX MY LEGS. wah! wei. my legs are bloody chun now ok. they're like bloody silky and all. it was quite a painful experience but what the hell. the outcome was fantastico. now, dakshy only wears skirts and dresses. hehe. and i made a recent discovery.

i have got bloody skinny legs! BLOODY SKINNY! i never knew la. damn it. its time to build some muscles in the gym.

blog later
wei. i really no mood wanna blog la. cos i've got a project to finish. i'm doing some body's birthday gift actually. and i simply cannot rest in peace before i get it done. you know me. so, i shall blog once i'm done.

click!

~i love you baby!~

9 down, 1 to go!!

2007-11-24T13:17:00.000+08:00

9 down, 1 to go - courtesy of awesome

oh my god! it's really one more subject more for crap-shit-good-for-nothing-bitch-pain-in-the-ass-mother-fuckin-SPM to be over. just ONE MORE!!

a little exaggeration:

just 2 days. after that, i'll be floating in freedom blown by the november 26th's wind. i'll be breathing in the sweet scent of relaxation given by the rustling of paper when biology 3 paper is collected by the invigilator. i'll be walking on the path leading to heaven tarred by the celebration confetti. i'll be opening my eyes to the new realm of peace designed by the jumping and rejoicing form fives. i'll be listening to the soothing lullaby sung by the screaming science stream students....mmmmmm....

wah. call me Shakespeare's daughter wei. haha.

end of moral for life

moral is officially over! O.V.E.R. i tell you! haiyo.. i cant express the way i feel right now. i think i just need more than words to let you all know how G.O.O.D i feel right now. there's NO MORE memorising nilais, definisis, kandungan akedemiks, NOTHING!! reading all these, you should have just a gist of how good i feel. but, try being me wei. you'll be floating on cloud nine already.

right now - i'm feel weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee...

biology - the mother of all disaster that is to strike

oh fuck the world! do they really have to keep the "best" for the last?! why the hell la? can't bio be the first science subject so that we can get it over with?! why the hell does the ministry of education have this much of anger upon us?! ish. so, i guess for the next 2 days or so, cells, plants, blood, heart, animals, ATP, experiments, nutrients and gases are gonna jam pack my brains.

just 2 more days. just 2 more days. *dakshy chants repeatedly*

future plannings - once again

things are finally taking shape right now. mom has decided to apply for the south-Australian-matriculation (SAM) course in either taylor's or sunway. so, that would mean that i'll be spending the next one year (starting from january) doing that. gonna be quite fun i think.

bloody period - literally

on thursday, while talking to siew, pei yi, mei kay and wong, we suddenly started talking about stress and period.

"do you know that both our period is delayed cos we're so stressed up by these exams?" siew asked, referring to herself and pei yi.

"oh really?" i ask.

"yea. but brenda got her period on time." siew says.

"yeap." wong says, carrying up her hand.

"during the trials, my period was bloody hell 3 weeks late wei. i nearly thought i was pregnant." i said, exaggerating just a little.

"how nice if we were all just stressed up 24-7 and then we wont have period at all??" wong fantasised.

we just laughed.

and now, i've got my bloody period. damn it! my stomach is damn painful wei. how on earth am i gonna succeed in studying nonsense-biology with this excruciating pain?! it's not exactly "excruciating" la.. but it's just a pain in the butt - literally.

mouth ulcers and wong

on Thursday, when chemistry 2 - chemistry 3 break was going on, siew, wong, mei kay, pei yi and i were lepaking in the canteen, studying ways to make ester and effects upon electrolysis with different electrodes, when the topic about mouth ulcers came up - courtesy of pei yi, since she had mouth ulcer. we were just talking about how disgusting and painful ulcers can get, especially when you tersalah-ly bite them. ouch! it hurts like hell wei. anyhow, while talking about it, wong came up with the ultimate disgusting statement.

"can you imagine how would it be if your ulcers begin to undergo mitosis and multiply constantly? and then, it's like your whole mouth has ulcers. AND THEN, you bite them all together! the juice comes out with all the blood in it. can you imagine uh?"

the best part was that, she just HAD TO expose her wild imagination just as i was having my lunch. haiyo. i completely lost my appetite. ish ish. wong wong.

sleep over

the sleep over in my house that was initially scheduled to be on the 26th, has been intentionally post-poned to the week after. mostly because mom and sis wants to get some things done at home with my help before i can officially start party-ing with ma homies. and also rite, i feel if it was on the week after, i can all my things at home cleaned, especially my room before we can jam-in. so, i guess its for the better lor. i can also stock up snack food supply during that week to make the night an official blast.

i think this plan is chun-ted bukan main chun-ted.

waxing!

on the 27th, which is a tuesday and my sista's off day, i'm gonna be going in for waxing! finally wei! it's high time i go for a bloody waxing and start wearing skirts without feeling so super duper conscious. i can start wearing short dresses too! ooo ooo ooo! i saw this really really nice dress in the BlackBook in bangsar! it's so bloody nice wei! and my sis has agreed to get it for me! weeeeeee!

just 2 more days. just 2 more days. *dakshy chants once again*

click!

~ waiting for confirmations ~

spm - going on

2007-11-15T10:12:00.000+08:00

the night before
the night before spm, which happen to be day-3 of deeps, i was in my uncle's place for lunch cum tea gathering. normally right, the first 2 days of deeps would be in ma place and the 3rd ay would be in my uncle's place which is in one of the damansaras. so, leaving home at 12something, we reach there at 1 something. the whole gathering goes fine and we have a whole lotta fun and take a whole lotta pics. that was bloody fun! the camera was clicking nonstop.

but, a few hours later, when it was time for us to leave at around 7 something, my entire family started wishing me all the best for my spm and all. they started hugging me and "motivating" me. fuck wei. that was when i really started feeling that spm was the very next day, in less than 5 hours to be exact. wah. before i could get into the car, my heart started racing and i started having chills already. by the time i could get into the car and be off back home, my heart was beating faster than a bunny's. sitting in the car, i was super duper silent. i barely spoke. my family (mom, dad, sista, grandma) who were in the car with me, were constantly checking on me. i was also loaded with motivating speeches from grandma, mom and sista. dad was least bothered to give a talk as he knows quite well that no matter what, dakshy will not be motivated and will remain silent.
this proves that i got my intelligence from my dad.

reaching home, i head straight for the stairs to go up to my room. my sista then requests me to stay downstairs and watch a movie with her as she didnt want me to be all alone. i oblige and place a pillow on her lap and lie down. i started feeling a little better and less tensed until my mom came over and said,
"dakshy.. are you okay?"

wah. that was when i completely broke down. i was bloody freaked out because of the exams and started crying on my mom's shoulder. then, my grandma came over to me and gave a piece of her mind to me. she was really irritated that no matter how much she tried consoling me just now, i'm now sitting down and crying. i got mega screwing. just what i needed.

minutes later, after the tears had dried up and my eyes were less bad-shape, yoga walked into my house for dinner with dinner as a "surprise". thank the lord that i wasnt still crying. oh lord. what would have happened to my maruah diri?? anyways, he was wearing this really really nice green top that looked really nice on him.

despite being in such a horrible condition, i could still notice fine details. ish ish. dakshy dakshy..

the morning of day-1
reaching the temple at 6.15am, i suddenly remembered that i forgot to bring my IC!!! dad straight away voluntereed to get back home and get the ic for me. then, mom, sista and me, finished our prayers by about 7 and walked down the hill of the temple to get a cab to get to school, as planned since dad had taken the car. walking down the hill, i get a message from yoga saying that he was already in the temple and asking me if i had left already.

"yoga!! oh my god! send me to school!" i said, explaining the whole situation in super speed. he then obliges and send me to school. oh my god. he was god-sent wei. i was getting bloody late to school some more.

my saviour!!

exams review
bm - painful. FUCKING painful.
history - essay was dumbshit.
english - chunted. literature was GREAT.
maths - fantastico!

birthdays
today happens to be yoga and awesome wong's birthday. so, best wishes to them!

click!

~ birthday message ~

deeps arrives!

2007-11-09T20:01:00.000+08:00

the night before...
the night before deeps, when you're supposed to be helping your family with the spring cleaning and the decorations and stuff, dakshy and her sista went out for a pre-deeps party. and what actually happened in that pre-deeps party?? ALCOHOL BABY!
damn it la. i dont want it to sound that way, but what the heck.
so anyways, we had alcohol. a whole lot of em. wah. actually, i dont like drinking outside of my house, cos i just feel really awkward. also, i feel that girls should not drink in public and should not look like alcoholics. i know i sound as though i'm from the 15th century, but i guess that's how i am. anyhow, my sista's friends got so excited after seeing me as they havent seen me in a really long time. and also, my spm was coming and they wanted me to "relax". so, i was given a glass with alcohol in it. to be precise, chivas regal.

i thought it was only gonna be one glass and we can go back after that one glass as i wanted to leave really really soon because the dumb mosquitoes were getting the worst out of me. but noooooooo. they continue topping up my glass everytime i was done and never allowed me to finish my drink in full. wah! at the end of the day, i bloody hell had 7 glasses of chivas - on the rocks! haiyo. my head started spinning already la. they made me bottoms-up every glass some more. at that point, i would have been able to sing twinkle-twinkle already as there were so many stars above my head la. ish ish. so much for the 15th-century-dakshy! fuck!

at around 10.30, i was so glad that we were gonna leave and that i can STOP bottoms-up-ing. i reach home and my cousin mira is at my hall all prepared for the kolam she was gonna do.
dakshy. come and help me finish this. i 'm kinda tired and i wanna finsh this fast.
huh? ummm...
what? it's a simple one la. come.
miraka... ummm... gimme a few minutes. i'll be right down.

i dashed up to my room. fucketty fuck! kolam?! i can barely see the bloody ground! how the hell am i gonna see the rice grains on the ground?! not knowing what to do and how to handle the situation, i head straight to the bathroom and switch on the shower and hit super cold water on my head. got wet for several minutes and felt waaaaaaaaaay better. after that, at around 11 something, i went downstairs and finished the kolam happeningly. mission accomplished!

deeps morning
barely slept all night as bloody ass-pee-am was just stuck in my head and spoilt EVERYTHING. at 6 something, mom comes over to my room and literally bangs my door.
dakshy!! wake up wake up wake up! it's deepavalli!
huh?? i mutter as i just fell asleep less than 20 minutes ago.
wake uppppp!
ooookaaaayyyyy...

i wake up and go downstairs. grandma comes over to me with the oil and some herbal stuff in hand. makes me sit down and applies the paste on my hair. she also successfully makes me sit down with that thing on my head for one hour so that it seeps well into my head. as soon as she left my sight, i dashed up to my room and washed my hair 3 times with the shampoo to remove the effect caused by the paste.
2 hours later.....

SUCCESS!! the paste's effect was gone. hair not oily. perfecto!

minutes later, deepavalli morning prayers took place. that was when i played my veena to my sista's singing and got blessings from my parents. me getting blessings from my parents only occurs once a year. that is only deeps day as we get $$$ when we fall on their feet. so, i guess the pain felt when i had to kneel down when i touched their feet wasnt that bad. : )

friends visit
ma clicks came over to ma place on deeps!! waaaaaaah. it was so bloody fun!
siew - walked in with the phone on her ear, talking to her mom about what time she's gotta get back and how she's getting back. (it was all about getting back) i wouldn't blame her though. i was bloody surprised that she could make it in the first place!
awesome - in a skirt as usual. haha. and i humongous marker-written "tattoo" on her arm saying 'i love the click five'. typical.
catherine - runs staright to me and hugs me. waaaah. so glad she could make it.
becca - wore a green top and looked really nice in it (it was green - of ocurse la nice!)
mei kay - in her shorts-looking skirt. so so so excited as it could be seen all over her face. (cho chweet la she)
koo - wearing a punjabi suit in conjunction of deeps and looked really nice. (green again!)

as soon as they came, i toured them around ma place and showed them the entire house. after that, we hung out for a while, while munching down some happening cookies that dakshy made. *smiles* after that, lunch was served on a banana leaf by mom and grandma. so very the fun. ma clicks were so excited, especially mei kay. haha. that one no need to say la. she was so cute. anyhow, while they were eating, i was having the time of my life watching some of them fiddling with the rice to make it enter their mouth.
coughbrendacough
haha. soon after that, mom became the survivor and gave her a fork and spoon. anyhow, they enjoyed lunch ultimately. and that was great.

soon after that, we headed over to my room and lepaked there till they left, while munching down some cookies.

that night
at around 9 something, my relatives started coming in. angpaus count started increasing rapidly. *winks* after all the chatting and the gossipping and the in between fireworks presentation by yoga, deeps gathering ended at around 12 someting.

happy happy happy

click!

~ i love you even more ~

jam tarts

2007-11-03T11:43:00.000+08:00

ingredients
one packet jam tart mix
2 egg yolks
250g butter
pineapple jam

method
cream butter.
add in yolks and beat till fluffy.
mix in jam tart mix.

i practically memorised the recipe to this cookie yesterday. no joke wei. my sista and i started baking at 10am and stopped at 12am. and YET, we're not done with the orders for jam tarts. we successfully made 4 bottles of jam tarts but we have another 5 orders to go! fuck wei.

i was so physically and mentally exhausted yesterday that towards the end, after baking the last batch, i told my sista that i really cant continue and told her to get the maid to help her clean up. it's usually me who cleans up after the baking as my sista will be in charge of preparing them. but yesterday, my body was just fully used up (wrong choice of words - i know). i simply couldnt move. neither could my brains function anymore. my back was so fucking painful that i still cant sit well. eeeerrrr!

and you know what's the best part? i am actually supposed to be studying but i'm baking jam tarts and choc chip cookies instead. haiyo. something tells me that i'm not doing the right thing at this point. to reimburse all the waste of time yesterday, though today is saturday and it's supposed to be my lepak-ing day in my mom's shop, i've decided to stay at home and study. that's fantastic right?

actually, that depends on whether i really study or not. hehe.

man u VS arsenal
ooooohhhhh damn! tonight is like the MOST anticipated game of the season. i'm so bloody freaked out la wei. haiyo. and the game is at 8pm tonight. i just really really hope that man u wins. if they dont... oh lord. my life would be officially over. my friends, who happen to be arsenal's greatest fans will torture the life outta me. and that's for sure.
rooney - keep scoring darlin! you can do it!
ronaldo - pleeeaaassseeee. for goodness sake, DONT DIVE!
anderson - whoa! you're fantastic! keep playing this way!
nani - run with the wind hun!
tevez - score whenever you get a chance and bring man u to the top of the chart!

countdown to spm
my sista has started making a countdown for spm for me. how fantastic is that? it's like every time she's bored or something, she reminds me that there are only a few days left to my spm and she also does a countdown to the number of days left for my spm to be over. oooooowwwww. how sweet...
DAMN YOU!

medical career
for the paffilion-th time yesterday, my sista and i had a talk about my medical career. oh lord. i really cant take this la wei. why am i being tortured this way? and i just realised that the only reason my sista wants me to become a doc is so that one day, she could say..
"dakshy, my sista, is a cardiologist!"

do you even think that's gonna motivate me in any way to become a doc uh? it's actually making me get even more agitated as the only reason you want me to study so bloody hard is so that you could boast that your sista is a doc. why cant you even think of my happiness at any point? do you know how fucking hard it is to study medicine? it's not something i can complete and pass the cert over to you and move on you know. it's a life-time of studying! how the hell am i gonna do it if i dont like it?! does anybody ever think about this?

why do i feel that everybody around me are being so bloody self-centered? think about me for a second and think of the things i am gonna go through once i embark on my medical career. THINK.
at this point, i feel so low.

click!

~ will always love you ~

baking spree

2007-11-01T12:15:00.000+08:00

as deeps gets closer, the oven in my house is required to work over time. that would be because of the piling orders for our deliciously delicious cookies and cakes.
*smiles*
what do you expect la? dakshy is baking. of course la the orders will pile up. they might even mountain. haha. anyways, in the spirit of deeps, cookies, cakes and sweet stuff are supposed to bring the family closer. as preparing them will require helping each other and working together.

deeps - last year
last year, we were baking in massive quantity. no joke wei. we were baking for like closed to 200 orders and stuff. so many many types of cookies and for so many many people. so yea. we were practically baking and baking and baking nonstop before we could clear all our orders. the reason as to why we actually took in that many orders in the first place was because sista, miraka, shamita and dakshy were really really free. sista didnt have much work in mom's shop and so did miraka. whereas shamita and i had already finished our exams and we didnt exactly have much to do in school.

and the results or baking that much was super high profits. that was fantastic wei. but, the results of baking that much was also...
~ sick of the smell of cookies
~ ability to memorise recipe for each cookie off-hand
~ disability to look at cookies
~ disability to stand the taste of cookies
~ dreams all about cookies
and so much more..

nevertheless, it was a fun experience as we were all really really having a whole lotta fun being together and yakking and gossipping all through out. that was really nice. i dont think i'll be able to forget last year's deeps anytime soon.

deeps - this year
no orders for deeps. that would be because dakshy's having her spm. i cant help out with the baking of the cookies as i should be studying for my upcoming spm. and miraka's got a new job which requires a whole lot of her time. and my sista's kinda busy in mom's shop.
that was the initial decision.

right till deeps was around the corner and a whole lotta people started asking why we arent baking this year. all those people started messing with my sista's head. and made her change her decision. now, she's decided to take in orders. that doesnt matter. what matters is that, who's gonna help her bake??

dakshy of course! ish! how the hell am i gonna study la like this?

initially, she said that shamita can help her out with the baking and i dont have to help her at all. but then, after baking couple of batches and realising that shamita isnt of that much help, she resolved to me once again. so, now, i'm measuring flour and sugar rather than measuring the growth of plants due to hormones.

it's not that i'm complaining that i dont have time to study and all. it's just that i feel guilty that i'm not studying you know. it's just that fucking annoying feeling that irritates the life out of you because you're doing something other than studying when your exams are just 10 days away.

fuck! 10 days?!

*dakshy breathes in and out several times to calm down*

headaches
i've been having constant painful headaches nowadays and it's getting the worst out of me la wei. i really really cant stand it you know. and my mood is so badly affected because of it. i can barely concentrate on anything. i think i've got some mega brain disease. maybe brain tumor or some acute nerve problem.
*TOUCH WOOD!*

tuition comes to an end
yesterday was my second last add maths tuition with my add maths teacher. towards the end of class, he was giving me some pep talk. haha.

"dakshini. exams are getting really really close. i know you'll be really stressed up right now and you'll be having all the pressure in the world over your shoulders. your head will feel as though it's carrying one tonne of weight. dont worry. that's something everybody goes through. just remember that you have all the potential to score A1 for your add maths paper. i know you can. just relax and sit for the paper in a relaxed state. you'll definitely be able to score well. and make sure you eat a lot of cucumber and a lot of vegetables. they'll help with your memory and also make sure you're healthy and dont fall sick before your exams. and dont get wet in the rain. especially drizzles. take care of yourself. we'll do some questions next week and you'll be all set for your A1."

waaaaaaaaaaaaah. so motivating wei.

click!

~ imagination power ~

margaret's bday!

2007-10-31T13:29:00.000+08:00

margaret
margaret lim is one of my old friends who i've known for quite a long time. but we talk very little. not because we dont have much to talk, but because she talks very little. she's a very timid person. but mind you, she's really really sweet and nice. we've known each other since like form 2 as we've been in the same class and all.

invitation
she invited me for a dinner during the graduation day. when i was on the stage with mary anne and all to take some photos and stuff, she came over to me and invited me. not being able to concentrate on what she was saying, i UNINTENTIONALLY walked away, informing her that'll i be right back. but, i didnt look for her after that as i couldn't find her. i repeat, unintentional.

then, the next day, while i was doing the kolam, i got a phone call from her. whoa! she actually went way out to get my phone number to call me and invite me.
i have to go - i told myself.

directions
the location of the place was unidentified. so, i called up mei kay, thinking that i'll be able to get the directions to get to the place. mei kay defines the place but dakshy doesnt get it. i called up margaret. margaret defines place but dakshy doesnt get it. margaret's mom defines place but dakshy doesnt get it. finally, giving up on me, margaret's mom sighs.

immediately, a lightbulb lights up above my head. IDEA! i send margaret's mom's number to my mom (who was attending a meeting) and told mom to give her a call and get the place. mom does so and succeeds. of course la. it's my mom! how can she not get directions?! she's like the queen of roads and directions. but dakshy is a total let down to her. hehe.

mom then calls me up and defines the directions to the place so happeningly that even my 2 month old cousin could get the place. chunted. these are the times that i love my mom so very very much.
*ahem*
a while later, yoga comes to pick me up from my mom's shop to send me for the dinner.

"so... where's the place?" yoga asks.
"ummmmm..." dakshy trails off.
"dakshy? where's the place?" yoga asks once again.
*dakshy smiles sheepishly*
"you dont know where the place is, do you?" yoga asks.
"mom!" dakshy exclaims.
"huh?" yoga's confused.
"mom knows the place. here. speak to her. she'll explain." dakshy dials.
"dakshy.... haiyo..." yoga sighs and gives up.
*dakshy smiles at her superb idea of calling up mom instead*

after around 20 mins or so, i reach the place safely.

at the party
wong, pei yi and mei kay were there way earlier. and the dinner started just as i stepped in. how happening can my timing get la?? haha. chunted.

karaoke
oh lord. they had bad shape karaoke songs all through out la. i just simply humanly couldnt take it. i dont mind the fact that they had chinese songs, as margaret is chinese and the entire room was filled with chinese people *like duh* BUT, play la some songs with nice beat. haiyo. they were playing sappy songs which make me sleepy and NOT meant for birthdays. and the english songs couldnt get any sappy-er.
*skip*

after party
as the party was coming to an end, wong was about to leave. she was gonna take a train back to her place. i said no. really la wei. what am i supposed to do? watch her take a train all alone at that time of the night? i dont think so. so, i told her that i'll drop her back home. and she definitely agreed as she couldnt stand me being so bloody paranoid. what do i say? i am a little bit of a persuasive person at times. hehe.

map
as i reach back home, exhausted to the core, i go straight up to my room, undress, remove make-up and sleep. suddenly, at around 1 something in the morning, dad comes up to me and knock my door continuously till i replied him over the shut door.

"dakshy. i need a favour."
"now?"
"yea. i need you to help me draw the map to our house."
"map? for what?"
"for the visitors who'll be coming to our house on deepavalli."
"NOW?!"
"yea. faster come downstairs."

and i went downstairs, half sleepy, to draw the map to my house. with perfection according to my dad's description.

call me daddy's little girl.

click!

~ understanding me ~

the indian kolam

2007-10-30T11:24:00.000+08:00

saturday night
as i reach home after a really tiring day after my graduation and music class, i walk into my house in desperate need of ATP molecules. anyways, dropping myself on the sofa, grandma comes over and feeds me. haha. she's a darling wei. seriously. and since she wants me to eat so badly, she goes waaaaaaaaaay out to just get food into my stomach.

menstruation cycle's bad timing
i amble up to my room after dinner, cursing and swearing because there were just SO MANY steps in my house and it requires me climb em all to reach my bloody room. and minutes later (literally 'minutes' as i was walking super slow), i successfully reach my room. FINALLY!

dropping my handbag on the bed, i went straight to the bathroom and undressed.
FUCK THE WORLD!
i got my bloody menses. haiyo. just what i need to give the finishing touches to my absolutely "wonderful day". and the best part? i was out of pad. fantastico! aaaaaaaaaaarggggghhhhh!

message sista who was out with her friends :
sis. i need pad. only whisper. nothing else. dont mess with a girl who has got her menses by getting another brand.

sista replies :
ok. oh and btw, yoga read the message. he pulled the phone outta my hand.

WHAT THE FUCK?! haiyooooooooo.. why la? WHY?!

*i dunno why am i capitalising so much*

"early" notification
at around 7am, i get a call from my cousin sista, mira. i pick up the phone. still sleeping.

"dakshy?"
"mmmmmm?"
"i'm gonna do kolam today. i need you to come help. come with your mom to the shop. she'll be leaving in the next one hour's time"
"oh. okay. do i really have to?"
"yes. i'll pay you."
"i'm coming."

so yea. i went to do the kolam after all.

kolam in mydin mall
the kolam was to be done in a mydin mall which is in USJ. so yea. we went there. and since the guy wanted a 10 feet kolam, he got a 10 feet kolam. wei. it was bloody huge ok. it was a peacock within a circle and the diameter of it was actually 10 feet. that's like double my height wei. and we actually took 7 hours to complete it.

dakshy, being the "flexible" one, had to reach out to some of the places to cover em up. that was the most toughest part you know. i mean, when you're doing it, you dont realise the pain, but then, the next day.... you would pray not to get up and be able to just be in bed the whole day. my body felt as though it was hammered like a nail la. ish. nevertheless, all the pain was worth it as the kolam looked gorgeous once it was done. absolutely gorgeous. photos shall be uploaded some time soon.

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~ jammed up ~

graduation 2007

2007-10-29T13:37:00.000+08:00

late
the graduation was scheduled to start at 8 and students were all supposed to be all dressed and at the complex at 7.30. which means that if dakshy were to be there at that time, i have to wake up at 5.30 and leave home at 7 as i'll take 1 hour plus to get dressed and 30 mins to reach.
BUT
dakshy wakes up at 6.15. finishes getting dressed at 7.20. leaves home at 7.30. and reaches at 8.05. hahahaha. what to do la. i was damn tired the night before you know. i only slept at around 5. of course la cant get up in 30 mins right. some more my eyes were damned puffed up because of lack of sleep. had to apply extra under-eye powder. : (

reaching the place, i walked in like the vip himself. aahaha. with the prefects waiting by my arrival spot, friends waiting for my arrival and teachers greeting me as i dashed through. haha. and after that was camwhore session! whoa! photos photos photos.

siewie and sugary

awesome and sugary

ma clicks

that was when i successfully got hold of ms.khoo and pn.koh

pn.siti - one of my favs

kebaya
ultimately, kebaya wasnt bought. kebaya was borrowed. AND mega hemming had to be done before it was certified by mom to be wear-able. therefore, after borrowing the kebaya on the night before the graduation, mom had to get back home after her super tiring day of work and got hold of the sewing machine at 1am. after hemming the kebaya for a really long time, sewing ended at 1.45am.
result : dakshy looked good

during graduation
during the graduation, i had to sit away from all ma clicks. damn sad wei. this is what happens when you and your friends end up in different classes and the stupid name-list does NOT favour you. damn it! so, due to the fact that i was sitting in between people who i rarely talk to (except mandy chua), i was fiddling with my phone. just as i was reading some of the messages, a NEW MESSAGE dropped in. from siew who was sitting just a few rows behind me. haha. she was bored too. so, we were chatting for a while before the ceremony of officially over. like FINALLY!

oh wait. when my turn came to collect the cert and stuff, haiyo.. my headmistress.. when i "mistakenly" gave my hand to shake, she got hold of it la. and the worst part was that she DIDNT WANNA LET GO! no joke wei. i was actually standing there and waiting for her to finish her "dakshy and spm" speech. i was actually tugging my hand away couple of times before she used both her hands to hold mine and squeeze it like a bloody tomato. after a while (30 secs) i just tugged my hand off really hard and made my way down. ish. cant stand her la.

then the camwhore-ing continued. the camera went click click click! haha. it was fun.

after graduation
was picked up by dad and camwhored more at home. dad was so excited after getting hold of the camera and having his gorgeous daughter *ahem* who was willing to go on and on posing. haha. photos below.

and that wraps up this issue of "sugary speaks".

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~ authoritative dakshy ~

secret admirer - crap!

2007-10-25T17:01:00.000+08:00

Kasturi seminar cancelled
I didn’t go for my seminar today. N.O.P.E. I just didn’t wanna sit in that class all alone, neither did I want to be somewhere so bloody crowded so much so the space given to me to breathe is as big a coffin. (extreme choice of words – I know). But seriously la wei. I dont think I’ll survive another lesson in kasturi’s seminar. For all I know “co-incidentally”, my class might be scheduled for a pervert to walk in a one of the teachers. So, no seminar for me. No thank you.

And I have made up my mind. The next time I step in there (in which I have to because I bloody paid for it), I’m only going in with siew. It doesn’t matter if I’ll have to share notes with her because they don’t give notes out to those who are assigned to different classes. I don’t give 2 fucks ok?!

School yesterday
As I mentioned yesterday, our group studies was cancelled. So, as we decided we should go back, we went over to the phone booth.

“Akka. Dakshy here”
“Yeah?”
“I’m not having my group studies today. Could you come pick me up?”
“Now?”
“Yea la.”
“Can I come pick you up at 3?”
“Why so late la? Come now la.”
“Cannot la. I wanna watch desperate housewives!”

This is when I made a conclusion :-
Sisters give more importance to starworld programs than picking their siblings from school. Therefore, schedule school timings according to astro guide.

Shellacking
The second floor of my house was shellacked yesterday, with strict orders that nobody is to step on that floor till 5pm. And what time does dakshy get back after school? She gets back at 2 something after begging sista to watch repeat of desperate housewives later at night. So, as I reach back home, I am told to be downstairs till 5pm. Without having anything to do as my revision books and stuff are all upstairs in the god-forbid-second-floor, I lie down on the oh-so-comfortable bed in the guest room. It was seconds before I drifted off to the gates of slumber land. Couldn’t help it la. I haven’t been having sleep for the past few weeks.

Anyways, before I knew it, it had already been 2 hours since I dozed off. Not being able to sleep any longer, and having so many things in my head that needs to be done, I stormed out of the guest room carried my bag and dashed upstairs. The things I had to do would be switch on my hp, take my bath, use the pc, and watch tv. Now, you tell me. waiting for 2 hours to do all these is too long rite? my point exactly!

Walking on the “dry” surface of the parquet so gently, I reached my room safely. Pheew! Looking back, I checked for trails. Nope. No trails. Praise the lord. Actually, the floor dried way earlier. It’s just that my mom’s paranoia about the perfect-ness of the floor is really really bothering. I don’t think I can blame her. The shellacking did cost a bomb. Therefore, I’m quite sure that a teeny weeny little damage on that floor is gonna have me looking at one pissed off face who has all authority to throw me out. Due to so, the smartest move would be too take all possible safety measures.

Secret admirer
Last night, while intently watching ugly betty, a message dropped in. Reading the messages sent by an unknown, I replied almost instantaneously.

Holla hot gurl. What doing? Makan d?
Who’s this?
Your admirer. Fantasises you every moment sweety. Damn you look so hot.
Name please. No name, no talk.
Really? Come on. Been stalking you for the past few months now. At least I deserve a little chat don’t i? cant wait to take a bite on you.
Nope. No name, no talk.
Then sorry la. Have to take hard measures then. Hope you don’t regret.
Hard measures would be?
You sill see soon.
Right.
I’ll see you in school or your mom’s shop then.
Great.

And that secret admirer crap was a guy who I’ve been trying to avoid since god-knows when. He’s such a pain in the ass and he just doesn’t get the fact that I don’t like him and that his existence in the same planet as me is very bothering and gives me a bloody hard time. No matter how much you tell them, why is it they don’t get it? Is it because they are too dumb or their skin is 10cm thick?
I really wonder.

Sista dearest
Last night, when my sista got back from a day’s work in my mom’s shop, we had some sister-ly time together. we watched some movies and lepak-ed for a while. Though it wasn’t something big, I really liked spending some quality time with my sista. Really la wei. Its been so long since I’ve hung out with her. I really miss those days when she was still in school and wasn’t working in my mom’s shop. We used to spend so much of time with each other. Though we used to argue really often, we never stayed apart.

We used to watch at least one movie together everyday and talk so much before dozing off together in her room and we used to do our prayers everyday together. Those were the days. Now, she’s got a boyfriend who demands a lot of time from her and she works in my mom’s shop and only comes back home late everyday, exhausted to the core. I guess that’s what happens when your elder sister grows up way faster than you, leaving you to catch up with her later on. And I guess this is how the distance between siblings grow.

Don’t ask me why I am so emo k. just cant help myself.

No studying for the day
Studies for the day has been cancelled. Yup. Didn’t feel like studying today la. Maybe because I simply studied too much yesterday and that my brains just cant absorb anything anymore. So, I guess tonight’s gonna be one long night for me.

Chef dakshy
Today, I woke up semangat-ly thinking that I should do something to help out my grandma. Preferably cook with her. So, having that in mind, at around 2 something, I switched off the pc I was using and went downstairs to the kitchen.

Avva! I’m gonna help you cook today!
Huh?
Yup. I’m gonna help you cook.
Dakshyani. I cooked already. I was just about to call you to come and eat.
What? I though you only start cooking at this time, that’s why I came down thinking that I can help you out.
Dakshyani. If I start cooking at this time, then you can only have dinner everyday and no lunch.

So much for my semangat berkobar-kobar untuk mempraktikkan nilai kasih sayang terhadap keluarga. Cis.

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~ you don’t need a reason to fall in love with someone ~

kasturi seminar

2007-10-24T18:01:00.000+08:00

kasturi seminar
waaaaaaaaaah. words cant express how much i hated that seminar wei. seriously. but since i'm blogging right now, i shall try my best to express it words.
*ahem*

1. siew and i were separated
yea! siew and i were actually separated wei. i was so fucking pissed you know. though we attempted to be in the same seminar sOo much, we were just separated. fuck wei. it seems that you cant change your seminar session though you know you cant make it for that class on that particular day and even if the class you want to go to is completely empty. what the fuck rite?!
do you actually mean to say that even if the class you wanna go to is completely empty, you just cant go for it because you registered for a different class?! ish! this whole scenario resulted in siew and me being all alone in our classes and yawning our way through each minute la wei. haiyo. i really dont see the use in this seminar thing if the teachers doze me with sleeping pills lo.

2. perverted teachers
wah! the kasturi add maths teacher can be given the award of being the most perverted one on planet earth la wei. no joke. every single line he uses has perver-tion in in (if there's such a word). eeeeeeeeeee! i really couldnt take it wei. and he is a braggart! he keeps bragging about his fantastic methods that can make people get As and that he created them himself and all that nonsense. haiya. you try this with my add maths teacher la. he'll flick you off like a feather.

school today
group studies got cancelled. cos most of them couldnt make it. but what the hell? i couldnt have been able to concentrate anyways. hehe. what to do la. all my ATP had been used up through out the day while running from one corner of the school to the next, trying to get the merit marks for the debate thingy and filling up the forecast results from teachers.
oh yes! and before i forget....
school today was great!
why?
because all ma clicks were present (except mei kay) and the classes were E.M.P.T.Y. it was hallelujah! and i spent 5 periods in siew's class. hehe. and yes! no graduation rehearsal. oh lord.
is this day a blessing from the all mighty??

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~ principals aint everything in life ~