dinners

dakshy lost her mood last night. well, not exactly last night, but yesterday evening. something happened, in which i cant state, that made me lose my mood and therefore made me sit in my room and cry for a very very very long time.

anyhow, usually, when you cry a lot, the next thing you'd wanna do is sleep right?? well, i did just that until my dad came to wake me up to have dinner. it was 9 something. i memang no mood, just let me sleep la rite? but NO. he doesnt wanna let me sleep.

he knocks on my door for the 3rd time and this time demanding me to open the door. so, dakshy, with absolutely no choice, opens the door in a horrible condition.
horrible condition - hair all over the place, eyes red and swollen from crying, face sulking, lips dry from the blasting ac.
so, dad sees me and totally avoids the fact that i look bad shape and tells me that i HAVE TO go down for dinner now. so, i say that ' i dont wanna' over and over again.

dad finally asks me,
'' what's happening dakshy?? why you got no mood now??"
" nothing dad. i'm just... nothing la.. i wanna sleep"
" why you got no mood? did somebody say something to you? are you hurt?"
" i.... no... nothing.. i'm just... nothing la.. nothing..."
" why are you crying?? tell me la. you know i always tell you that i solution can never be found until you speak up."
" i know..."
" it's okay. you dont have to tell me anything till you want to do so. just come down and eat first. shamita's family is downstairs. come."
" i really dont want to."
" come."

so, i leave my room to get downstairs. i have dinner and dash back up to my room and sleep (cry).
finally!

next morning.
sista calls me hp and 8.45 to let me know about the dinner my aunt is having in her house for a get-together because her daughter is leaving the country. sista tells me about the transportation plan and all.
dakshy decides not to go.

which means that tonight, for the dinner, everybody from my family will be there except dakshy.
fantastic. simply fantastic.

click!

~ deceived ~